The Art of Breaking

Every time I call you on the phone
I listen to it ring but no one's home
I can't explain the energy that
You give me when I'm left here alone

I walked to her room and knocked on the door, because she unplugged the phone.

I knew she was hurt and she was in there, but she wouldn't awnser.

I had alot of energy to burn that she wasen't here.

But she wouldnt awnser the door, so I sighed and I left.

And every time I pass you on the street

You won't even turn and look at me

I never would of thought that things could

Go this far but please belive me

I was walking down the hall when I passed her.

I turned to look at her, but she kept walking and ignored me.

"I never thought things could have went that far, un."

She stopped.

"Please believe me, Sakura!"

I'll pick you up, won't let you fall

I'll build your trust and it wont hurt at all,

Your only drug will let you down,

I'm through now so, take me and blow me away

"Deidara! Hush! He tried to r-r-r...Ohh"

She screamed then cried into her hands.

"Sakura, I'm going to help, and I won't let you fall."

I wrapped my arms around her from behind.

"I'm going to build your trust and I promise it won't hurt"

She began to struggle in my grasp, but I didn't let go.

I pulled out a pill bottle from her pocket.

"You know those won't help... They will just make you sick, un"

She flinched slightly, and I threw the bottle.

"Fine, I'm through with them! Why don't you just blow me away while at it!"

She cried squeezing my arm trin to make it numb so she could get free.

When I feel numb I'll let you know,

I won't become what I was before,

You cannot kill what's not your creation,

This is the Art of Breaking

I chuckled.

"When I feel numb I'll let you know. Sakura, just give up."

She shook her head.

"If I ever give up I'll be weak, and I'll never become what I was before."

I released her and she ran to her room.

'He broke her but she wasen't his creation so I know he didn't kill her inside.'

I smiled.

"He didn't kill her so I can fix her. I mean that is the art of breaking, un."

I think I might just lose my mind

If I have to watch this one more time

I can't explain how many times I've

Stayed for you were on my mind

I heard a noise in her room so I went to investigate.

I opened the door and seen Sakura holding a kunai to her throat.

I ran over and grabbed the kunai then threw it across the room.

"Sakura what are you doing. I'll lose my mind if I watch you doing that again!"

She began to sob into her hands.

"I-I can't tell you how many times I was about to do it!"

I hugged her, I noticed her wrist bleeding.

"B-but you came to mind, so I always stayed in this life. But it's so hard."

And no one ever said that it was easy

So come out of the cold and stop your bleeding

I never would of thought that things could

Go this far, but please believe me.

"Sakura... No one ever said that life was easy."

She looked up at me.

"Come out of your cold corner and stop making yourself bleed, un."

She turned her head away to avoid looking at me.

"I never thought that mission would have went that far, please believe me, un."

I'll pick you up, won't let you fall

I'll build your trust and it won't hurt at all,

Your only drug will let you down,

I'm through now, so take me and blow me away

"I'll pick you up when you fall, then make sure you don't fall again."

I hugged her tighter.

"I'm going to build your trust in me and it won't hurt I promise."

I looked across the room on a desk next to the knife.

I stood up and walked to the desk picking up both large pill bottles.

She walked over and stared at the bottles.

"I'm threw with pills, so take them and blow them away."

I dropped the bottles and sat on her bed then pulled her on my lap.

When I feel numb I'll let you know,

I won't become what I was before,

I was staring at the dried blood on her wrist when she whispered.

"Let me up I'll just make your legs go numb..."

I chuckled lightly.

"When I feel numb I'll let you know. Sakura, just give up."

She closed her eyes and snuggled up to me then began to cry softly.

"I-I told you before... If I give up I-I'll be weak, I won't become what I was before."

I hugged her.

You cannot kill whats not your creation,

This is the Art of Breaking

"W-what makes you so sure you can fix me..."

I looked at her.

"You cannot kill whats not your creation... So Sasuke didn't kill you."

She looked up at me tears in her eyes.

"Since you haven't been killed I can fix you."

She looked at me confused.

"That's the art of breaking."

She closed her eyes.

"Let me go I just want to get away from this life..."

Are you gonna run away?

Are you gonna run away?

Are you gonna run away?(And leave me, leave me)

Are you gonna run away?(And leave me, leave me)

Are you gonna run away, and leave me here alone?

Are you gonna run away, and leave me!

"So, are you gonna run away from life?"

She looked away.

"Are you gonna run away?"

She closed her eyes and began to cry, still no awnser.

"Sakura, are you gonna run away?"

She tries to get out of my grasp.

"Awnser me! Are you gonna run away?"

I said it a little loud, louder than I expected.

"Are you gonna run away, and leave me here alone?"

She looked at me tear filled eyes.

I looked at her and my heart broke, so I whispered this time.

"Sakura, are you gonna run away and leave me, un?"

She touched the side of my face tears still running down her face.

"Deidara, I will NEVER leave you."

When I feel numb I'll let you know

I won't become what I was before

You cannot kill whats not your creation

This is the art of breaking

After a while I shifted slightly under her.

"Are you numb?"

I looked at her and chuckled.

"When I feel numb I'll let you know!"

I stared at her.

"Give up please it pains me to see you hurt."

She shakes her head and hugs me.

"Deidara, I-I can't... If I do I'll be weak. I won't become what I was before."

I sighed and hugged her, after a few mintues she spoke again.

"What was the art of breaking?"

I look at her.

"You cannot kill what's not your creation, un."

She leans up and kisses me deeply.

"Deidara, This IS the art of breaking.."

I smiled and hugged her.

I looked down at her again and seen she was asleep.

I laid her down and laied next to her, before I fell asleep I whisper.

"So, I finally fixed my creation..."

When I feel numb I'll let you know,

I won't become what I was before,

You cannot kill whats not your creation,

This is the art of breaking,

This is the art of breaking,

This is the art of breaking