Perhaps I have not the easiest life as half human half vampire, but I was totally sure that I can live my life normal. Now I am 17 years old, for the others. I look like 17 but I am just 8 years old. I live with my whole Vampire family: my dad Edward, my mum Bella, my Grandmother Esme, Grandfather Carlisle, my aunts Rosalie and Alice and my two uncles Emmett and Jasper. Oh, my lovely Uncle Emmett, I love both of my uncles but Emmett is the funnier one. He can make my worst day turn to my best day by only making a joke.

It was another rainy day, I loved rainy days. I lay in my bed awake, but with closed eyes.

I could hear something, but I wasn't sure what it is. Maybe my Mum or my Dad ?

No they are out hunting with Uncle Emmett and Aunt Rose.

There's the noise again.

Gosh it's driving me crazy. Maybe I should open my eyes. I thought.

So I did.

Okay. . . nothing changes. There's a noise, my eyes are open, but I don't know what the noise comes from.

There it is again.

"Oh my Gosh!!" I screamed, while sitting up.

"WHATS GOING ON?!!!" Jacob said, waking up, shocked.

Oh, yes. I forgot Jacob. He is my best friend, he is a werewolf and he is living with us, too, because he imprinted in me. But anyways.

"Did you snarled?" I asked confused.

"Uum I don't know." he said confused too.

"You did!" I replied.

"I'm sorry." he said with an apologetic look.

"Anyways, what are you doing in my room? In my chair?." I asked.

"Last night you had a nightmare." he answered.

"So?"

"I was just looking for you and then I fell asleep." he said.

"You was anxious about me, because I had a nightmare?" I asked.

"Well, … you know... I- I- I just.." he stuttered.

"You have no good reason to be here?!" I said laughing.

"Yes." he answered embarrassed.

"You are such an idiot, you know." I said while laughing about his expression.

He looked at me like I was crazy. I hated it when he looked like that.

"What?" I stopped laughing.

He began to smile. I knew too good what was coming now.

He jumped onto my bed and started tickling me.

"JACOOOOB." I screamed between my laughters.

"Renesmee." He grinned

"LET ME GO, PLEASE."

"No, no, no. You called me an idiot, so you need punishment." he said laughing.

I couldn't stop laughing.

"They are so cute."

Jake stopped tickling me and we both looked up to the door, where my parents were standing.

"Oh, we didn't want to disturb you two." My mum apologized.

"You did not." I said while sitting up.

"Sure? It seemed like you having fun." My dad said with a winning smile.

I did exactly know why he had this winning smile, because he thought there would be more than just friendship. I hated it when he thought something like that. No one accepts that he is just my best friend and that he will always be my best friend, not even Jacob himself accepts it.

My expression changed from happy to anger.

"Yes, we had fun. Like friends have fun, do you understand me?" I asked.

"Of course. Just friends." my father said smiling. More than before, because he knew what I was thinking, he knew how furious I was about his thoughts.

He and my mother went out of the room. Now I noticed that Jacob was staring at me.

"What?" I asked.

"Nothing." he said while turning away from me.

Now I had a bad conscience. Great!

"Hey, Jake." I said and rubbed his back.

"Let's go to eat some breakfast." I stood up, took his hand to pull him with me, but he pulled me back and stood up, too. I faced him now. I quickly looked down, because I knew what I would see in his faithful eyes.

"I am really hungry. When I'm hungry I could eat a dog, you know." I laughed nervously.

Bad joke Renesmee. I said to myself in my mind.

"Why are you so against this thing." he asked

Usually when I don't understand something I don't say something, but now I thought it would help to ask.

"What do you mean? Which thing?"

"The thing between us. The love, the imprint." he said. And now I did it, I stared into his hopeful, big, brown eyes. I was afraid that the hope would change into sadness, so I quickly looked down again.

"Jacob, we talked about this, or?" I asked. It was obviously that I didn't want to talk about this..again.

"No, not really. You just said that I'm your best friend and that's all." he replied sadly.

I took a deep breath. I looked into his eyes again and I saw the sadness, but I was determined to let him know what I was thinking.

"Yes, you are my best friend, but you always- no, everyone's always telling me that we are meant for each other. Maybe I'm meant to be the right one for you, because you're imprint in me, but who's telling me that you are the right one for me?!" I asked. I let go of his hand and went out of the room.

This is my first Chapter. It's very short, I know. Please review, if i should write on. The next Chapter would be longer. Thank you for reading!