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I wanted to see if you would look for me.

He roared in pure hatred and anger, landing a hard punch on the punching bag, snapping the chain holding it to the ceiling and sending it flying into the wall with a loud crash. He glared at it furiously, his shoulders rising and falling with each angry breath he took. He growled lowly in his throat, his eyes were clouded with red, everything looked like a target. His uncontrollable rage pounded in his ears, cutting off his common sense and logic. It was moments like these that really separated humans from wallops.

How could she do this to him? Was it some sick joke!?

He slammed his fist mercilessly into the side of the Condor with another roar, breaking right through the metal interior and exterior. He yanked his fist back with a grunt, his hand dripped with blood from the sharp metal his fist just went through, but he didn't feel any pain, only anger. He glared at the hole the same way he wished he could look at her. Make her feel all the hatred and anger she made him feel. But that's all it was and all it will ever be, a wish. Despite how much he wants to, he knows he could never look at her like that. Because he loves her and he knows it.

She knows it.

She knows he would never do anything to hurt her in any way. That's why she does what she does. And that's why he does what he does. On missions he is always the one who saves her if she's in trouble. Bam!

When she gets upset because the boys don't do as much as her, he'll clean the whole Condor. Bam!

He makes an effort to stay in shape and eat healthy! Bam!

And it's all for this stupid girl who acts like she doesn't know he exists! Bam!

He continued to yell and viciously punch anything and everything he could until a voice at the doorway stopped him.

"What the hell are you doing!?" Finn asked looking around the destroyed gym in shock. "What the fuck man!?"What the hell did he want?

Stupid human.

Junko was getting pretty sick of humans lately, almost preferring the dim-witted-Wallops he grew up with.

Junko took a deep breath, willing his anger to subside - if only for a while.

Finn could hear the anger in his friends voice. Every exhale was accompanied by a low growl. He had never seen Junko this wound up before. Finn contemplated leaving him to his thoughts in fear of being the fuming Wallops next target; nawww he knew Junko well enough to know he would never intentionally try and hurt him...right?

Junko panted, sweat dripping down his face and down his chest, dampening his tank top. He didn't look up when Finn put a hand on his shoulder. "Junko, what's going on buddy?" He gridded his teeth and shrugged Finn's hand off.

Don't touch me..

Finn's hands felt way too similar to hers.

"Nothing." Was Junko's monotone response as he turned to leave and take a shower, he really wasn't in the mood for Finn, or anyone for that matter. Of course with the exception of her. She was always the exception.

He was almost out the doorway when he was stopped for the second time by a hand grabbing his shoulder, this time a lot harder.

"Bullshit, what's going on Junko? Aerrow's gonna be pissed when he sees-!" Finn tried getting him to talk again, this time not letting go when Junko tried to shrug him off. Something was definitely seriously off with his Wallop buddy.

"We needed new equipment anyways." Junko mumbled trying to pull his shoulder away from his bestfriend. Though Finn's interruption had distracted him from his blind rage he was still very irritable, despite him trying to be unstereotypical he was still a wallop, and they were very short tempered. He just hoped Finn was smart enough to realize that before Junko lost it again.

"Junko..." Finn keep pressing, his voice was laced in true concern. Junko put a hand to his face and pinched his snout in frustration.

Unintelligent human..

Junko wasn't the type of person to get upset over just anything. So to see his friend act like this, meant something was really upsetting the Wallop. Finn squeezed his shoulder, or at least the little bit he could fit in his hand.

"I'm fine Finn." Junko replied a little more angrily than he meant it to be. Despite his efforts he was getting really desperate, he just wanted to shower then call it a night. He glanced over his shoulder at Finn who was frowning, seemingly in deep thought.

I wish I could tell you, I wish I could tell everyone...

"Promise me you wont do anything stupid?" Finn asked, his eyes still glazed over in thought. At first Junko thought he was trying to be funny but the serious look on Finn's face told him other wise. He hated lying to his bestfriend, but he had no other option. If he told anyone what was going on the team would inevitably fall apart. And despite how angry they made him sometimes, he didn't want that to happen. Junko nodded halfheartedly in agreement and Finn hesitantly let him go. "I'm always here for you buddy!" Finn yelled after him, but Junko didn't turn around, he continued stomping through the halls until he came upon the bathroom. He peeled off his sweaty clothes and hopped into the shower. He stood under the cold water letting it stream down over his eyes and down his body. The water stung his still bleeding hand, but he welcomed the pain, it brought him further away from his thoughts. The water seemed to not only cool his body but it cooled his anger. He sighed, for a few moments he was at peace, he wasn't thinking about anything, his mind was completely blank and he didn't mind, in fact he liked it, because it meant he wasn't thinking about...her.

He tilted his head to the side to crack it and he opened his eyes. He rolled his shoulders, his muscles were starting to cease up. He worked himself too hard...again.

His fingers brushed against her shampoo as he went to grab his and he cringed as she filled his mind again. He growled as he withdrew his fingers and ran them through his thick blue hair. He sighed and grabbed his body wash, determined not to look at her shampoo bottle again.

"Aerrow! Everything's gotta be about you doesn't it!" Her angry voice broke through the calming silence he had started to settle in. Christ, they were fighting again.

Here we go again.

"Well I am the leader of this squad! Everything this squad does effects what everyone thinks of me!"

"Who cares what everyone thinks of you?! Since when do you care about image!?" He blocked the rest of the argument out, it was probably just as pointless as the rest of them.

This is how it always started, the couple would have an argument, which Junko noticed is becoming increasingly frequent, over something completely stupid and pointless. After they had their fill of yelling about whatever it was that ticked one of them off, Aerrow would get on his skimmer and leave to god knows where, Finn and Radarr would follow him to make sure he doesn't do something stupid and then at about 1 in the morning there would be a knock on his door. And when he'd answer a teary eyed Piper would throw herself on him with a wish to be fucked until she couldn't think. And then in the morning, he would wake up alone, his heart shattered in a million pieces on the floor, Aerrow and Piper would be all good again and everything would go back to square one.

But not this time.

Those four words he had said to himself a million times but this time he meant it.

All his other attempts to break the cycle failed. It was like trying to get over a nicotine addiction, it was almost impossible to break with will power alone. But tonight he had a new plan, he wasn't going to be in his room tonight, he was going to be in the hangar bay. He had planned to do this since their last encounter. It was pretty simple, if he slept in the hangar bay he wouldn't hear the soft sound of her knuckles hitting his door. Short and sweet. Therefore breaking the cycle of endless heartbreak.

He turned the shower off, and tied a towel around his waist. What could go wrong? His new plan was bound to work...right?

As he made his way to him room he found the Condor to be unusually quiet, which confirmed that Finn, Aerrow and Radarr where gone. He let himself wondered if she would still show up at his door if those three stayed.

He threw on a loose pair of sweat pants with no shirt and no boxers. Why bother? No one was going to see him tonight anyways he might as well be comfortable. He grabbed a roll of bandage and he quickly wrapped his hand in it. It had stopped bleeding so he concluded he wouldn't need any further medical attention than that. He glanced at his clock 11:45. He might as well head down now and get settled.

The cool air felt refreshing on his face as he entered his favourite place on the ship. The hangar bay was the coldest place on the ship, maybe that's why Junko liked it so much.

The hanger bay was rather empty save for the stork mobile, his and Piper's skimmers. He found himself stared at her heliscooter. Just about anything that had to do with Piper seemed to fascinated him. He grunted and pulled his eyes away from it. Tonight wasn't going to be about her, that was the point of him being here. He grabbed his tool box and made his way over to his skimmer he might as well do something useful while he was here.

1:00 AM:

Junko was on the verge of jumping for joy in excitement, he just may have found a way to increase the speed of his skimmer by 10 percent. Well, either that or he was too tired to see he was way off. Either way Junko was happy where he was. He was in his favourite place, doing his favourite thing. And best of all no sign of her, to show up and break his heart again. His plan was working perfectly, he didn't know why he didn't think of it before. But in the back of his mind he couldn't help but feel a little ping of guilt for abandoning her like that; but enough was enough! Besides, Stork was still on the ship, she could go to him. He shuddered at the thought and quickly pushed t from his mind and returned back to his work.

He pushed himself out from under his skimmer and grinned. He whipped his forehead with the back of his hand and sighed happily. He grabbed a new tool and slipped back under his bike. He quietly hummed to himself. Tonight was a good night.

2:00AM:

Junko's baby was looking fantastic. Not only was this speed booster turning out better than he expected, but as he was rummaging through the engine he keep finding things that could be upgraded. His baby would be running better than ever the next time they went out. He was almost done re-wired the booster into his skimmer and was almost certain if this worked on his, he could make it work on his teammates skimmers too, even though they were different models.

The only downside was Junko was seriously getting exhausted he had been at this for hours, but he was afraid if he stopped now he would forget where he was at in the morning.

By now he had oil smudges on his face, hands, chest and there were even some black hand prints on his sweat pants where he whipped his hands. He stared up intently at the engine above him and he stuck his tongue out of the side of his mouth in concentration. All he had to do was place the re-wired amp into the engine. Almost done, just a few more seconds.

And...

Bang!

Oh no.

The loud bang of someone opening the door echoed throughout the whole hangar. Junko froze His hands still holding the amp in place. No, no, no! He glanced at the clock on the opposite wall to him. She never came this late! Maybe it was Stork?

The person padded almost silently into the room, walking directly towards him. They must have been bare foot because even Junko's enhanced hearing could barely pick it up. He held his breath and squeezed his eyes shut, praying to whatever god was out there that it wasn't Piper. For a moment he contemplated curling up under his skimmer so he was hidden. But that would be silly. He had to repeat that sentence several times to stop himself from actually doing it.

That would be silly.

He sighed in defeat, set the amp down above his head and waited.

Who was he kidding? He knew it was her as soon as she stepped into the room. He could smell her. That sweet coconut aroma mixed with her feminine arousal.

Here we go again.

The footsteps stopped right beside his legs, Junko stared at her creamy brown skin, hoping maybe he was imagining things.

Just the thought of what was going to happen next started to turn him on, he cursed himself for letting her do that to him.

"Junko?" Her voice was hoarse and shaky, like as if she had been screaming. Which she very well might have been.

Why me?

The sound of her voice pulled on his heart and he felt tears welled up in his eyes. He hated what she could do to him with only one word. How could he say no to the love of his life. He pushed himself from under his bike and he looked up into her eyes. He tried to make his eyes as emotionless as he could, but he knew as soon as he laid eyes on her beautiful face his face lit up. A sense of hopelessness filled him, would he ever get out of this stupid fucking cycle?

Her beautiful gold coloured eyes didn't stare back they looked somewhere else. They scanned his body from his abs down to the obvious shape of what lay beneath his thin sweat pants. He stood to his full height and looked down on her. She looked so small. She looked down and clutched the robe she had around her body. Junko took a deep breath and looked away from her.

Maybe she just wants to talk?

Junko was about to tell her to go back to bed when she dropped the robe from her body, drawing his attention back on her and revealing that she had no clothes on underneath. It wasn't 5 seconds before she attacked his lips with a bruising force. There was no "hello", no "how are you", no "hey! You ok with me having sex with you whenever me and my boyfriend have an argument?!" But none of that matter now. It all flew out the back of his head when he felt her body press up against his. He picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his waist. He tried to push all the passion he could muster into the way he touched her and kissed her. He tried to show her just how much he loved her.

He slammed her back into the wall of the hangar, a lot harder than most girls would want but he knew this is the way she wanted it. Rough, emotionless, meaningless. And the most he could do for her was give her that. He would hate himself in the morning for giving in, but for right now, it was just him and her.

She pushed down his sweat pants with her feet and he stepped out of them and pushed them aside. He grabbed both her wrists with one hand and he pinned them above her head. For now, if only just for now, she was his. He knew what she wanted, but he was in charge so he was going to do it his way.

"Junko..." She whined his name into him mouth, pressing herself into his erection. He growled lowly and pressed her harder into the wall. With one hard swoop he thrusted into her. "FUCK!" She yelled squirming against his hand. He didn't let her take a breath, he started thrusting into her at a quick pace. She chanted his name over and over already coming close to her release. He knew the ticks and spots on her body, where she loved to be touched, even better than he knew his own. He would even go as far as saying he knew her even better than Aerrow, her boyfriend, did. He also bet Aerrow couldn't get her to climax within 5 minutes, like he did, every time. She yelled arching her back into him. There's one.

He set her down on the floor and pulled his still rock-hard dick out of her. He buried his face in her crotch and sucked hard on her clit. Her scent drove him crazy and slightly animistic, which he knew she loved.

The first time Piper came to him she was a virgin but he wasn't, in fact having sex often starting from a young age was something Wallops did. But Wallops never really gave their women oral sex, on Wallop they were considered inferior. So Junko just kinda experimented and did what she liked and boy did she like this.

In even less time than it took to give her, her first orgasm she was screaming his name again. There's two.

Before she could even catch her breath his fingers penetrated her and had her yelling again. She scratched at the floor with her nails and arched her back. He smiled, he loved making her scream. There's three.

From experience Junko knew at this point that the slightest touch would send Piper over the edge, but he was prepared to do more than that. She wanted to be fucked senseless and he would be damned not to give it to her.

With a low growl he dragged her closer to him by her thighs and he thrusted into her without warning.

"Oh my god! You're so big!" She cried. Her voice echoed through the hangar, letting him hear those words over and over. He smirked and set one of her legs on his shoulder so he could go deeper. Piper lost it again when he started picking up speed. There's four.

But this time he didn't stop to switch to something else. He just keep going. Sweat was pouring down both their faces and they were panting heavily. Junko buried his face in the crook of her neck and sucked on her sweaty shoulder. She wrapped her arms around his muscular shoulders and she pressed up into him. He brought one of his hands underneath her and he gingerly stroked her back.

Junko grunted he was getting close. She came again, her walls tightening around him, There's five.

He growled softly in content, trying to be as quiet as he could, he didn't want her to know just how good she made him feel.

"Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! Ahhh! Junko!" As soon as she yelled his name he exploded inside her. He grunted but otherwise didn't make a sound. He collapsed on his elbows and he kissed her lightly. He went to pull away but she grabbed him by his ears and pulled him in for a long passionate one. Which was very unlike her but he wasn't complaining.

They broke away breathlessly and Junko made a move to get off her but she held him closer. He looked at her in confusion and she smiled slightly. Too breathless to ask he leaned his head back down on her shoulder and he inhaled her scent. She brought a hand up and lovingly stroked his hair. Another out of character thing to do. He inhaled her scent again expecting to smell alcohol or some sort of drug, but he found nothing. He lifted his head and looked directly into her eyes with a raised eyebrow curiously. Her face no longer held a smile but she looked off into the distance with a confused look on her face aswell.

As they both came down from their high, they started to think again, which is what he was trying to avoid. He pried her arms from his shoulders and pulled himself out of her and stood. She still held a curious gaze, but now her eyes were ogling every part of him with lustful eyes. He blushed and turned his head away from her. He quickly found his sweat pants and pulled them on.

"Can I ask you something?" Ok something was definitely off, she never wanted to talk after these things. He turned back to her and nodded, watching the beautiful girl as she stretched her arms and sighed. "Why were you here and not in your room?"

I was hoping you wouldn't find me.

I didn't want to get hurt again.

I wanted to work on my skimmer?

I didn't realize what time it was?

There were so many excuses he could use, close and far from the truth. But what good would that do, he would be lying to her, and to himself. He turned his head away from her, emotions started to stir in his head again. He rubbed his scalp and he turned his whole body away from her.

"I wanted to see if you would look for me."

They both fell silent and neither of them moved. Junko closed his eyes as tears welded up in them again. He could already feel the heart break that was going to crash down on him in the morning. Like it always did and he would cry, like he always did and he would miss breakfast because he "slept in", like he always did. He was so lost in his thoughts he didn't see or hear Piper get up until she wrapped her arms around his torso. He opened his eyes and looked down at her messy blue hair. With a long exhale he pulled his arms up and draped them lightly around her.

"Well, I did." She mumbled tightening her hold on him. He rested the side of his head against the top of hers. If only for a moment he wanted to hold her.

His heart ached when she let go and went to search for her robe.

Junko wanted to just leave. To do what she had done to him a million times. Just go to his room and lock the door. He wanted to show her how he made him feel.

But he didn't, he couldn't.

He waited for her by the door, knowing she would want to cuddle, she always did. And who was he to turn down quality alone time with the women he loved?

It was a silent walk, but they were connected a different way, Her hand was tightly clasped to his. Which was a first, it also was a first that he was smiling.

And as they laid down on Junko's big bed that night and she cuddled up right against him and he held her close, he knew that tonight was the start of something...new. And on that night, for the first time in a long time, he fell asleep with a smile on his face.