Life Goes On

I dont't own Twilight its all the creation of Stephenie Meyer.

Alex's Prov

A fresh start, that's what everyone was calling it, a chance to move on and start again, of course a part of me was dying to pack up and move away, forget the whole nightmare who wouldn't? but a part of me was still clinging, holding on to some hope that one day just one day he would come back, just wander back out the forest laughing telling me "it was just a joke relax" or that he was just travelling on a long journey making his way back to us, if we moved he wouldn't know where to go he'd be lost.

My brother Ryan had been missing almost 2 years, gone without a trace my parents had never given up looking for him until one day they seemed to lose all hope and they just decided to pack up and start all over again, I wanted what was best our family, life had come to a standstill ever since Ryan had gone my parents barley spoke it's like our life's had a routine that was religiously followed.

I took a long last look at my room it was possibly my favourite place ever it was so calm, a safe haven for me after a long hectic day somewhere where I could be alone, something I enjoyed being alone...

"You will like your Knew room Alex"

I turn to see my mother standing perched in the door way her hair going grey partly from age but mainly through the stress of losing my brother she was putting on a fake smile to try and make me feel better I knew the only reason I hadn't protested about leaving was because I wanted to see her smile again like she did before, I knew losing Ryan had added years onto her.

"I know mum" I smiled " I can't wait to get away, besides I hear La push has got a really cool surf team" I had never surfed in my life but she didn't need to know, that I chuckled slightly to myself besides maybe a fresh start wasn't all that bad. I turned back around.

"Mum I'll be down in five just give me five ok to say goodbye" she nodded before turning back to walk out the house, I went to follow after her pausing to look back at that door, it was forever closed it's the closest I'd get to saying goodbye to him now my heart seemed to stop dead for a moment I was nowhere near ready to let go of him yet " travelling" he was just travelling I breath in deeply clearing my head controlling my emotion before turning and leaving the house.

A Week later

We had final settled in a little house in La push it was ok, it backed onto the woods and we were the only people for good fifteen minutes which was nice we all need solitude in this house, my room wasn't as nice as my one back home the walls were a dull lilac with white furnisher my room over looked the woods and sometimes at night if you listen really hard you could hear the faint cries of wolfs.

I hadn't left the house since we had got here which sounds really unhealthy but I could bring myself to face the outside world.

"Darling" my dad's soft voice echo in the half full half empty house, "Don't you think you should get out of the house, try and make some friends before you go to school" I looked over at him he just like my mother had aged rapidly since my brother disappearance could barley look at them now.

"Of course dad, I was thinking of going shopping any" I lied wanting to make him feel better.

"Really?" a hint of a smile touched upon his lips

"Yea I hear loads of people my age go to the beach to hang out" I pick up my jacket off the sofa kissed him on the cheek and rushed to the door, I steeped outside for one of the first times since I had been hear. The view was amazing the woods seemed to stretch endless back it must make up most of La push. I made my way down a little stone path that led back into the woods, it was eerie to begin with the long shadows of the trees, made me feel like someone was watching me from a distance I kept checking over my shoulder just in case the air was sickly sweet here I stood there for a moment just breathing the air in and out it felt so good.

"You should do that" a soft deep voice sound from behind me I turn around to see something that simple took my breath away.

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