Theres more than One Type of Heart Under This Sky

Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again

'Cause I fear I might break
And I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lay awake, feeling empty

Paramore- Pressure

I really never thought I would like HIM. I always thought I would be interested in Axel, or Zexion. But my non-existent heart fell for him. The Free Shooter. Number II. Xigbar. I just don't see why it would. I hated him at fist. For bringing me into this place. Organization 13.

Well, no, I didn't hate him exately. Just wasn't very fond of him. Well no, I was fond of him...No. Okay. I never hated him in the first place. But I never thought I would FALL for him. His single golden eye. His scar the fell accross his face. The way he was never once mean to me. Unlike other people I know. Stupid Siax. But anyway. I'm not even sure why I like him. I didn't start liking him till only a few days ago. I bet your wondering how this all happened. I guesse I should tell you.

Five Days ago

"Marluxia! C'mon give it back!" I said. Chasing Marluxia around the kitchen.

He had taken my sitar from me. I was eating some pudding from last nights destert, playing my sitar while doing so. And all of a sudden Marluxia walks in and snatches it from me. He had been so mean over the past couple of days. I didn't know why. I mean, C'mon. I'm me. Demyx. Why would I know. He was usually never this big of a jerk. In fact, he used to make pancakes every other morning, and he would always give me extra whipped cream. But he had changed all of a sudden. I didn't want to know why.

"Give me on good reason why I should?" He stopped running away from me and turned around, looking at me angrily.

"Because your a jerk Marluxia. Now give him his damn sitar back."

I looked to see Xigbar standing in the door of the kitchen. There was and angy look in his eye. He took a step tword Marluxia. Marluxia threw my sitar back at me. I stubmbled as I caught it.

"Stay out of other peoples damn buisiness Xigbar." He paused and Looked at me. "Keep the rachet down Demyx. I need my beauty sleep you know."

He threw his hair back and walked out of the kitchen, shoving Xigbar out of his way. I sighed. I turned to thank Xigbar, but he was gone. I looked around the kitchen, he wasn't any where in here. I wonder where he went. I walked back over to my seat. I looked at the piece of paper that was by my pudding. It was a new song I was working on. It wasn't much. Just a few notes. I really didn't plan on finishing it. I just needed something to do. I sat down on the stool and finished of my chocolate pudding.

Once I was done with my pudding I began to head back to my room. Through the many hallways of Castle Oblivion. The place that I called home for some odd reason. I had arrived at my room and walked in. It was dark. I flipped on the lights. Everytime I walked in, the room stunnded me. It was ssssooooo BIG. I mean HUGE. Three of those funny looking windows lined the wall. The ones the curved at the top. The roof wass high above me. I looked up, I wish I had the power to grow. Then I could dust the roof. My bed was huge. I could fit like six people in there. How do I know that? One of Luxords drinking parties. Anyway, I walked over to my bed and layed my sitar on it.

I remembered what happened earlyer in the kitchen. I guesse I should go thank Xigbar for helping me like that. Or else I would have never gotten my baby (meaning my sitar) back. I turned and walked over to the door, switching the lights off I walked out and shut the door behind me.

Xigbars room was just down the hall from mine. So I was there in a second. I looked. The silver roman numeral II was pinned on the door. I knocked. No one answered for a second. So I knocked again.

"Come in!" I heard Xigbar called from the other side of the door. I walked in.

"Hey Xiggy!" I said waving. The room was dark. But a small desk lamp lit the bedside table.

"Oh Hey Dem-Dem." Xigbar and I were the only ones who called anyone by they're nick-names. And everyone hated us for it.

I walked over to the gigantic bed and sat down. He was reading some sort of book and had head phones in his ear, but he had pulled one out to listen to me. I looked at him.

"Hey, thanks for helping me out in the kitchen earlyer today. It was really kind of you." I said happily. He laughed. I closed my eyes and started laughing as well, for some odd reason.

"It was no problem Dem-Dem. But hey I need something from you.." I tunred my head twords him, my eyes still closed.

"Yeah Xig-" I was cut off. There was a pressure on my lips.

I quickly opened my eyes to see Xigbar. His lips against mine. His eye closed. I pulled away, my eyes wide with shock. I stood up and began to make my way twords the door. But I was stopped when an arms wrapped around my waist. He threw me on the bed. He grabbed my hands and lifted the above my head.

I started breathing harder. What was this feeling? I looked up at Xigbar. He kissed me again. I tried to puch him off, but to no avail. So I just layed there until he stopped kissing me.

"Demyx. There are two kinds of hearts in this world. One that feels, and one that beats. And we Nobodies got stuck with only one. While everyone else under the sky got both." He looked at me, his eye glistened with saddness.

He let me go. I jumped up and out of the room I quiclky rushed into my own. Not botherin to turn the lights on. I slammed the door and leaned against it. I slowely fell to the floor. I brought my legs my chest. And sat there. His words played over and over in my head. Two kind of hearts? One that feels, and what that beats. What the hell is that supposed to mean? I hed my head. I was getting a head ache.

What just happened? Whats this gonna do to my friendship with Xigbar? What if the others find out what happened? What am I gonna do?