For a Long time
By Taye
Warnings: Yaoi, fluff, txh
Disclaimer:don't own, don't sue
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The violet eyed man sighed, 'some vacation this has been…' The JuOhCho yearly vacation had been situated at a resort in the Japanese alps, and Tsuzuki had been sure that it would have been great..
'I shouldn't have pushed him…but, how was I supposed to know..? I really am an idiot..'
He and Hisoka had gotten in another argument. Tsuzuki had, perhaps had a little too much sake, and pushed hisoka a little too far this time.. He had always known how sensitive Hisoka was about his size. It was, after all, depressing, knowing that the slender boy would always be stuck in the figure of a sixteen year old. He had known that he wouldn't come to the hot spring with him, but he just HAD to push him a little…
Tsuzuki sighed sadly, 'Hisoka must be furious…' He had a tendency to get that beautiful boy angry with him, without meaning to for the most part. This time, though, that emerald eyed boy hadn't hit him, called him an idiot.
He just left.
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The boy sat upon the edge of the plateau, the cliff looking over the water below, the last rays of twilight playing upon his pensive features.
Tsuzuki walked through the shallow snow. Over an hour had passed since Hisoka had left, and, although hard to admit, he was secretly worried..
"…Hisoka…" Tsuzuki whispered softly, seeing the lithe figure, if only for his ears. He strode softly towards the boy, who seemed to not notice, or not acknowledge his presence. In the dull light, a tear rolled softly down his cheek, leaving a glimmering wet trail.
[..hisoka..] he knelt beside the boy, finger gently, almost tenderly, wiping the tear. Hisoka visibly flinched away from the touch, eyes glaring at Tsuzuki accusingly.
"What do you want, Tsuzuki?" he said coldly, hardened emerald eyes betraying nothing, wet trail on his cheek the only sign of human emotion.
[…no, not human….]
"What do you want?"
[..just…. beautiful..]
"Tsuzuki…." He trailed off, narrowing, shining slightly. The boy paused, snorting softly, arms crossing lightly atop his chest, turning away, eyes to the water, "…idiot.." Tsuzuki smiled softly, fingertips brushing a wisp of Hisoka's soft hair.
"….isn't it hard….?" Tsuzuki whispered softly, leaning forward slightly. The boy seemed to wince slightly, just from being so close, eyes turning away, uncaring.
"what?"
A pause, "being so cold all the time…"
The boy didn't answer, but something seemed to break within him, eyes narrowing, tear painfully slipping from it. His eyes closed, head, falling softly against Tsuzuki's shoulder, body giving a slight tremor.
Tsuzuki's lips pressed softly against the boy's forehead, fingers caressing those soft arms, entwining with those slender fingertips.
"…don't…" Hisoka's voice was a soft whisper, "….don't..touch me…" head moving forward, leaning lightly against Tsuzuki's neck. Tsuzuki's smooth lips caressed the boy's forehead tenderly.
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[…Don't let go……]
Hisoka tilted his head up, mouth claiming Tsuzuki's softly, body tensing…
[..for a long……long time….]
~~~Owari~~~