Something Always Brings Me Back To You (Stelena fanfiction)

by teresagomezteamstefan

lena is now a vampire. its been fifty years since she left her home town: Mystic Falls. 50 years ago Elena lost almost everything. her turning into a vampire her brother dying and coming back to life. she lost herself. but now after half a century she realizes that she needs to go back and open up old wounds that she had kept buried deep inside of her for years.

Its been 50 years. 50 years since Elena Gilbert left Mystic Falls to move on, live her life, learn to be a big girl and take her problems on her own she couldn't rile on others forever. Besides she was a vampire now. A monster with so much power that she could lift 3 cars with her pinkie finger.

Elena stared at her reflection in the mirror. ' I haven't aged a day. Another vampirism quality.' She often wishes that she didn't force the down Katherine's throat. Elena got herself ready for what was about to happen in probably the next 48 hours could go either way it could be the best thing for her in a long time at the same time it could be miserable and painful.

' Mystic Falls here I come. Please be good to me.' Elena's heart was fluttering as she hopped on to the plane. She had Goosebumps and was starting to get a terrible head ache. It felt as in butterflies were roaming around in her stomach. In simple words- she was terrified. She was terrified of going back and facing what the years had kept hidden from here. She was terrified of opening up all the wounds and the feelings she had kept buried deep in her heart. She was going home. The ridiculous part is she's somehow scared that the place wont except her after all she had changed. She wasn't even Elena Gilbert anymore. She was Jenna Grayson, with blond hair and streaks of brown in it. She had gained a little weight and her eyes were green. She was scared, terrified of everything that place held for her. But most of all she was terrified of facing him again.

'push the thought of him away Elena. Besides your just going there to check up on Jeremy you'll be back soon. Its impossible anyway 50 years. It's a freaking long time. He must have moved on somewhere. I cant bump into him. But what if I do? What if he's still there?' even though Elena knew that 50 years was a long time for a vampire it should have passed in a breeze. But she felt every moment of it. Because in the past 50 years every moment was without him. For Elena even a moment knowing that he isn't hers hurts her. She's been in pain for each moment that way. Its not like she didn't miss him. She did of course she did. She still loved him. She never really moved. She couldn't not without him. Elena wanted to come home. She knew she was his and he was hers. She still felt that love. But she couldn't go back. She had to grow up and try to be brave.