A/N: So I found my muse and yes the Body kick my ass and got me to working on this story for you. This is the sequel/prequel to What to do? I hope you guys enjoy this chapter and the rest of the story as it continues. Thanks!!!

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It's been almost a year since…I laid my eyes on you again. It's been almost a year since you touched me again and made love to me. Like you use to but way better. But it's only been a few months since you left me for her…again. And I am still thinking about him all the time.

"Mommy, Mommy!!!"

I looked down at my toddler, after finally daydreaming about my ex. "Yes Randy."

"Wat are dis?" He asks

My kids keep me sane, trust me. "Those are your testicles?"

Randy continues to play with them. "They feel like balls."

Okay now I am trying too hard not to laugh. "Well that's the slang word for it but the word to use for them are testicles."

Randy leans back and almost seems like he's twirling him between his fingers. "I think I am going to call them my balls. "

Okay I'm cracking up now but I need him stop. "Randell stop."

"What's going on?"

"Daddy, mommy won't let me play with my balls!"

"Rodney-" I almost laughed.

"Uhhh, Adriana, what is our child talking about?" He asks.

I turn to him. "It looks like our son is discovering his body parts. That's where you come in dear." I take Randell out of the bath tub and hands him to Rodney. He kisses our son on the forehead and takes him into his bedroom.

"Goodnight mommy."

"Nite babe." After cleaning up the mess my son made, I walk into my office. Watching the blank computer screen, I sighed heavily. Even though this computer screen is blank, I can still see the face of the man who broke my heart…twice.

Last Year…

Adriana was so excited about her and Mark's trip to Mexico. She had everything pack and was ready to go. "Cabo, Cabo Cabo I'm going to Cabo with my man oh yeah." Singing a fine tune, the Hall of Fame diva was happy and has been for the past few months since making things serious with one Mark Calaway. This trip had been planed for months and finally it was here. Arriving at his home hours later, Mark opened to door to find the woman he's been in love with dressed in a pair of gold sandals, and pink bikini underneath a beach teal cover up.

"Hey baby, we ready?"

Mark leans against the door and stares into her eyes. "I got something to tell you."

Adriana smile quickly was removed from her face. She knew it couldn't be anything but good , besides that same look he had given her years ago almost broke her into pieces.

The 6 ft blonde crossed her arms. "What now, this time?"

Mark bit his bottom lip. "The girls, Sara and I have been talking and-"

"Your leaving me for her again?" Adriana held her composer. "Isn't that right?"

"We want to make everything work out for the girls."

The blonde bit the inside of her lip. "Okay." She spoke without a problem. "Okay, fine." Walking through the door with her luggage, Mark gently grabs her arm. "I love you Body."

Her fist wanted to come in contact with Mark's face, instead a smile came upon hers. The former Diva said nothing as she headed towards the cab. Mark took a few steps and but before he could completely get near his former lover, Adriana closed the cab door. "To the airport please."

"Yeah, miss. If you don't mind me asking where are you going?"

"Los Cabo, Mexico."

"Beauty and that's were you belong because your beautiful."

"Thank you." Tears slowly slid down her checks.

The cab driver smiles at her from his rear view mirror. "So, why by yourself."

"Vacation." Away from everyone, especially Mark. Adriana needed some alone time and her phone is going to on silent the entire time. Her kids are the only ones that are going to contact. Until then, she was going to be in Mexico until her heart heals.

Now....

That was months ago, but it still feels like it happened yesterday. After daydreaming about my break up, I begin looking through my diaries. After every match, I'd write in this book or when ever I could just to keep memories and stuff like that.

"You okay, your quite."

I laughed. "Ha, your funny. My boys are sleep?"

"Yeah, I'm gonna be headed home now."

For reason I wanted him to stay but he's happy with his new girlfriend. No reason for me ruin what he has just because I'm a fucking mess. "Okay, good night."

"Night."

"Okay, Body. Back to the drawing board." Last year I wrote a simple 35 page book about my career. But my bio had to be something not publish by the WWE. I want everything to be discuss in my bio from my drinking, taking pills every now and then to my almost marriage to a certain WWE Superstar. But as I start to write this book, I am thinking…is it a good ideal? Sighs There's nothing else for me to do I might as well finish up this thing…where did I leave off…

1996 Road to Wrestlemania

I was already an established name and things were moving pretty fast for my character. I already won the women's title, and the created a fan base I needed. It was only three weeks of doing this. I wasn't insecure because my family told me how beautiful I was and that they love me, my body was fit because of track and gymnastics, I received a degree in Communications but I'm standing here at the back of the arena signing photos, and wining matches. They say I'm a natural, I think it's talent. That's both my character and me talking here. As I stood backstage getting ready to cut my promo interview with Todd Pentengill I look up to see two familiar men walking towards my direction.

"Hey body." A deep southern voice greets me. It was Shawn Michaels. He was wearing his usual attrite with chaps and walking along side Hunter who gave me a smile and a wave. Shawn had his hair tied into a pony and the smell of his cologne was strong but still the scent was impossible to close your eyes and moan to.

"Hello, how are you?" I greeted him.

Shawn walks up closer to me. "Nothing but hopefully later on tonight you can get me up."

I bit the bottom of my lip. Yeah what woman didn't want to have Shawn "HBK" Michaels hitting on her? He continues. "I mean you do owe me."

. "Owe you?" I cross my arms.

"Yeah, without that name, you wouldn't be a top selling item because of me. " He scans me up and down with those eyes of his; meeting my gaze with a smirk. I arched a brow I didn't know if he was serious or he was showing his ass of in front of Hunter.

Since my father saw that I was well taken care of and also could handle my own. He stop coming on tour with me. Jim Cornette along with the McMahons and Sasha and her boyfriend Bret Hart along with Owen kept a close eye on me. After Bobby Heean left the company for WCW. I was still seen as green and fresh meat to the vultures, but having someone walk over me and talking to me like I was crazy was not about to happened.

. "Okay, everyone knows you gave me the idea for the name... big whoa. I gave you your credit and I'm pretty sure you told the entire roster. Did you ever tell anyone you got the ladder match idea from Bret-"

"Please, like his ass could come up with something sooooo creative." He winks. "See ya doll."

"Everything cool?" Todd Pettengill must have notice the irate look on my face. Because I didn't see his ass standing right there.

"Yeah, let's get this over with." Ugh I can't stand him.

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"The new Women's champion and also beautiful Alessandra the body joins me here...now tonight you face Luna, next week at the rumble you have Sasha and also all of a sudden you have Madusa coming after you and talking-

"That's exactly what's she's all about... talk. Her bark is so loud Todd, but she can't back it up. Besides, Sasha I 've already beaten her and I am going to do it again at the 1996 Royal Rumble but as far as that old hag Madusa...please... she talking about me she just upset that The Body is wayyyy better in the ring than her.... now if you'll excuse me...my music is playing."

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"Someone's a natural." Todd said smiling at me. I could tell he has a slight crush.

"Yeah, born and raised in LA, my mother put me in acting and model classes. Who knew that it'll pay off. And I went to UCLA to get a degree what was I thinking." We both laugh.

"So about the Slammy's, your not nominated?" He said.

"Yeah, I'd rather have this than any slammy." I slap my women's title belt softly. "But, I do got something plan for the Slammy's, it's a surprise though."

He got excited like a fat kid who has a piece of cake in front of him. "WHAT?! You gotta tell me."

"Uh-no. Don't think so babe. You'll find out when every one else does."

He pouts. "Your no fun."

I then had a slight conversation with Steve Austin who was sort of new to the company. He was friends with Bret and Sasha was a friend and mentor of mines so it was only natural for us to speak to one another. I then felt a pair a eyes on me but I didn't turn around.

"What's the matter?" He asks me.

"Nothing, just that...I dunno can we talk somewhere else? I feel like there are a million pair of eyes on me."

"Darlin there are a million pair of eyes on you every other night. What's makes this so different?"

"Because, these are my married co workers and trust me I'm flattered but..." I didn't know how to explain it to him. "I'm not Sunny. I don't want to get the wrong kind of attention Steve."

He smiled. "Yeah, you lucky Vince kept you away from the backstage area long enough to keep you a mystery from the boys back here." We began to walk down the hall. "I mean, when you debut in the ring...you thought the stares were bad you should have heard some of things these guys were saying."

I rolled my eyes. "Trust me I don't. Steve, don't get me wrong, I grew up with people telling me I was pretty and beautiful. But, Vince's image of me is what mattered. So my blonde hair became blonder thanks to bleach, work outs are more intense and my stomach which was my signature and favorite part of my body were the focused highlight of my career …seems like."

His smile grew bigger. "Body, were men. But I do see past your beauty. Your awesome talent in the ring." He put his arm around me.

"Your my friend Steve. Your suppose to say stuff like that. I'm not a walking sex Goddess to you.

But....I thank you."

"...Your welcome and...I'll get back to you on that walking sex part."

My heart is pounding lol. Please read and review and thanks to everyone who has read. Remeber this is all fiction and I only owe The Body and her kids.

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