Diclaimer: Gravitation belongs to Maki Murakami, and not me.
Lights flash, screams resound
Music plays, notes rebound
He emerges from his hooded mask, a majestic figure encased in ice
I watch in awe as he sways those perfect hips
His eyes fierce and cold, he brushes the microphone against his lips
Entranced, spellbound, unable to move
Speechless, as he gets into his groove
He issues forth powerful intricacies I cannot comprehend
And as he dances, everyone looks upon this magnificent man
The same man who filched my heart
Unaware, right from the very start
So many times I was told
To stay away from him, that he was not mine to hold
Though I was never one to obey
I've had too many a good lay
I gaze with desire as blue glaciers pierce into my soul
Yet in his eyes, there's a sight to behold
Those gorgeous lips curve into a smile that radiates sadness
And I feel my heart shatter into a thousand pieces
Lust is washed away, the spell cast upon me breaks
And for the first time I see
What should not have eluded me
My Ryuichi, the God of my life
How could I have not noticed your plight?
How could I have been so blind,
To the dispute in your mind?
I hear faintly as his sensual voice fades away
The round of applause almost making my vision sway
As as he smiles, bows, says,
Disappearing like the passing of days
The crowd bustles, and I run
Clutching the treasure in a sweaty palm,
Dashing to meet my sun
I fly through the clouds to get my way
To the white sky, against it he lays
And as he beams like radiant sunlight, moving to speak,
I grab his hand, dragging him with a decisive grip
He gasps as I pull him into a room
"Tatsuha-kun?" He questions, with a voice so innocent and sweet
And I feel my cheeks redden with heat
I swallow. Azure eyes widen as I pull him close
"Ryuichi..." I breathe in his ear secrets in prose
Leaning back, I bend to kiss his luscious lips
Seeking the enchanting taste of his essence
He whimpers. Encouraged, I delve further
Hungrily tasting my one and only desire
Eventually we part for precious air
And I gaze down at the beauty in my arms so fair
I feel him tremble in my secure grip
"I can't..." he whispers in a voice so small and weak
"Why not?!" I demand, frustratedly gritting my teeth
I am inclined to disagree, but he shakes his head
"Let me go, Tatsuha." He murmurs in a tone of plead
"No." I whisper fiercely, crushing him in my embrace. "I will never let you go."
He crushes his facade to dust
Readily discarding his innocent mask
His blue eyes narrow, his voice hard and cold.
"Release me, or you will pay for being so bold."
"No." Undaunted, I meet freezing blue eyes
Catching sight of the doubt that lies
"You want this." With gentle fingers, I tilt his chin
Holding tightly onto his body in my arms so lean
"I don't." He shivers in my grasp
As he dons his mask of deceit
And refuses for our eyes to meet
I growl, my mouth covers his
He gasps, and I dive in deep
He strifes, and I pull back reluctantly
"Why do you resist me, Ryuichi?"
His flushed visage is a pleasant sight
I have to hold myself back with all my might
"You enjoyed it," I exhale on his quivering lips. "Didn't you?"
He shudders, but then glares with vigour anew
"No." He refutes in a voice as cold as a thousand winters. "So let me go."
There is something in his voice and eyes which forces me to comply
And I stare as he leaves my arms with a stride so fine
I watch as he opens the door
And in despair, collapse to the floor
"Why...?" I murmur with a broken heart,
Gazing with longing at the man I had loved from the start
"I'm sorry." He whispers in a voice as soft as the evening breeze
My eyes widen as a tear trickles down his cheek
And he flees from me before more can leak
Staring at the closed door with blank eyes,
I curse myself for making the love of my life cry
For making tears dilute those lovely eyes
Allowing them to reveal all his lies
Ryuichi; my idol, my God, my love
I may always be just another fan
But I'll still love you till the very end