Disclaimer: I don't own Percy Jackson. If I did, well I'd just be amazing.

I missed him.

I had only just gotten him. I had years of knowing Percy, years of loving being around him. Then I realized, "I like him". And he realized, "I like her". And we were happy.

Not that I didn't like him before, he's funny, sweet, handsome, but what I mean to say is like-like, not just like him. Oh! You know what I mean! Of course you know what I mean, you're me! I'm you! The only person to read this will be me! I'm sorry, future self (look at me, apologizing to myself!).

I suppose I'm over analyzing again. Am I going crazy? Being able to see from all sides can be helpful in battle strategy and planning. Finding all angles for a decision might be good, but is it really helpful in a relationship?

Perhaps that's why Percy left. Or did he leave? If he wanted to disappear, I couldn't find him. Then again, if he was kidnapped, maybe I couldn't find him then either.

Did he leave, or was he simply tired of me? Did I force him into this relationship? I don't know.

But I do know I'm going to find him. He might need me. And if he doesn't, I deserve to know. I deserve to know why.

I miss him.