Chapter 1: Dying on the Imside

Take away my pain

Save me from my mysery

I can't take the pain

Every time I see your face

You used to take the pain away

But now your gone

I gave my heart

You crushed it.

All I wanted was you

Now you're gone

I miss you

I need you back

My heart will forever remember the mark you left on it

What was it?

Two words

Your Love

~My pain, Your love~

I woke up upset as usual. Everything was just going to complete and total shit. My life has gone from "normal" to complete abnormal-perfect-to shit. It all strarted when Edward left. He took away my older brother and my sister. Since they left I have been in a complete and total "zombie" or "coma" stage as Charlie calls it. Fuck this! Its time for a change. I'm going to La Push. I jumped outta bed, walked to my closet, and grabbed my skinny jeans with my knee high boots and a tight black t-shirt that clung to my body in all the right places. Once my outfit was picked out, I went to the bathroom to take a shower. When my shower was done I got dressed. I walked to the stairs careful not to fall on my ass. That would seriously fuck up my dad.

"GRRRR"

I guess I'm hungry. While throwing down a bowl of ceral, I was brushing my hair and cleaning up some of the house. Once done, I headed to the door grabbed my keys and ran to my truck. Starting up the engine, I began my drive to La Push.

After I arrived at Jakes, walked up to the door. Before I had the fucking chance to open the damn door it swung open. There in the door way was Jacob. He was fucking hudge.

"Like something you see Bells?" He asked cockly with a smirk on his face.

"Jake...Holy shit your like buff dude when did that happen?"

"I've been working out."

"Yeah bullshit."

Now looking up at him, I see he has a hair cut. Wait WHAT? Jake with a hair cut theres no fucking way. He was always to proud of his hair to ever cut it. Even when we were little shitlets, he would always look like a girl from behind. Never did he want to cut it, and on the side of his arm was a tatoo.

"Jacob, what's up with the hair cut and the tat?"

He tensed up

"Nothing." He responded.

"Jake don't fucking lie to me, I dont fucking need that!"

"Whatever Bella. Your sick of lies, you such a fucking hyprocite. You lie to everyone. Trying to protect those stupid vampire friends of yours. You can lie to everyone, but you can't lie to me!" He yelled in my face.

How the hell did Jake know about all this? I never told anyone. What the hell? Hes shaking like there is no tomorrow. Suddenly he looked at me then looked back at himself and just ran out of the house. OH HELL NO HE DOESN'T! Fuck that shit.

I followed him.

Jacob ran to his backyard where he was covered by the shade. Shaking so bad, he exploded into a giant russet colored wolf. He looked like a giant horse taking steroids. I gasp, as I saw three other wolves. Walking out of the forests. Their formes changed, now there were three naked men pulling pants on in front of me. I noticed them and saw they were, Sam Uley, Embry Call and Paul Meraz.

Then everything went black