Chapter 1: Not Worth It

He wasn't worth it.

Not the pain, the tears, or the 3 month depression I was in all those years ago. When he left it tore me apart.

~Flashback~

"Sorry Bella I just found someone I'm not afraid of hurting. I love you and I love her. With your safety at sake this way, this will be the last time you see me."

" Y..you..you don't want me?"

"No."

And with that one cruel word he turned and walked away. No matter what I wasn't going to beg. Even I had pride, and though I may not show it, it runs deep. So he left me there, tears streaming down my face, a sob in my throat, wanting to die.

And he never looked back.

~End Flashback~

For 3 months I was like a zombie, everything I did it was as if I was on Auto-pilot. Jacob and his love helped heal me. I did and always will love him, but do you ever stop loving your first lover? But we both knew that we weren't meant to be together. And when Laurent came, not even the Pack was there to stop him. Victoria ordered him to kill me, yet he wanted to change me. Make me suffer, and suffer I did.

I thought that God was punishing me by sending me to the hottest fires of Hell, but I held my tongue and didn't give him the satisfaction of hearing me scream. Near the end of the change I thought that I was going to break my jaw I was clenching it so hard. As I rose I heard Laurent speak in my head.

She would make a wonderful slave, or a pet. She pretty enough to fulfill all my needs.

I knew that I had to escape from him so I tucked tail and ran. Though I promised myself that I would deal with him later. I hated having his power inside me. Although from the way he describedit was a bit different. I could turn mine off, not just tune it out. As I experimented over the years I also found that I had the powers of mind-reading, invisibility, shield, teleportation, speed, and Vampire senses. Ohhhhh and I can have compelment. I can make anyone do anything I want. It is pretty kick ass if I do say so my self.

For years I tried to find Edward and take him back from that slut of his, but the more I thought about the memories I had saved of us I realized that I was never really happy. He was always telling me what I could do and where and when I couldn't do something because it was to dangerous, hah. And the fact that he wouldn't have sex with me even knowing that it wouldn't hurt me. I knew that I was plain but I believed that he loved me and wanted to be with me in every way. Now that I reflect upon that he probably kept celibate to make sure that I didn't go anywhere.

Once I realized he was just using me I was pissed. The first several years I fought against the Volturi, killing anything or anyone evil. After 28 years of that I got bored and switched things up a bit. For the last few years I've been fight ing with the Volturi and my true soul mate.

Felix.

With our influence the Volturi and their Guard became veggie with us.

A lot has changed.

I don't love Edward, I love Felix.

I am the leader of the Volturi Guardesess, the highest level of the Volturi Guard.

And I am the ruthless Isabella il demona ( Bella the Demon)

Thanks to sgc for correcting the mistake on the Italian. and my brother said that he was fluent,haha