Yo, the name's Marie and I hated how screwed up was this story at first(¬¬), so I decided to rewrite it… hope you like it!

Ages: Amu, Rima, Nagihiko, Saaya and Tadase: 17

Kuukai, Utau: 18

Ikuto: 19

I made Ami 4 years older than Amu.

I don't own Shugo Chara or anything of the sort… Though I wish I did…

There'd be NO Tadagay! X3

~ Chapter 1: I'm heartless~

Once upon a time, typical beginning, right? But this not the typical story… So let's start it other way…

*Amu's POV*

Dad- "Get up ungrateful child and make us breakfast!"

Ugh, another they in hell…

I stood up and ran to the kitchen before they got an excuse to "punish me"

Amu- "COMING!"

I ran downstairs to find the bastard, the bitch and the slut laughing;

Step/mom- "Why did you had to have that ugly thing?" (Laughs)

Dad- "It's not my fault my 'daughter' is exactly like her mother!" (Laughs)

Saaya/step sis- "Be grateful I, the great Saaya are beautiful, OHOHOHOHOHOH" {Pfft. Could that even be called a laugh? LOL}

Mom- "Of course, because you resemble me, not like that slut" (Giggles)

Saaya- "And I have a sense of fashion while she doesn't. OHOHOHOHOHOH"

My name is Hinamori Amu, I don't have friends, emotions and, last but not least, I don't have a heart. Or not that I'm aware of… I hope.

I still remember that day, the day both of you left, the day a scar was left in my heart and my life started to fall apart. It was almost 7 years ago…

*Flashback*

We were playing hide & seek, mom in the kitchen and dad at work… If only I had known what was up to happen that night.

Ami- "Amu let's play while mommy is making dinner, alright?"

Amu- "Yay! What are we gonna play?"

Ami- "How 'bout we play 'it'?"

Amu- "Awww, (pout) but we always play that, can't we play something else?"

Ami- "Then what do you want to play?"

Amu- "Hide & Seek!"

Ami- "Okay, I'll count to 30 and you hide"

Amu- "Right!"

Big sis started counting and I ran upstairs to my best hiding place, a secret place in my closet…

Ami- "Ready or not here I come!"

I heard footsteps, but not my sister's because there were more than three pair of footsteps.

- "Find the young one, Master will not be pleased if we don't kill them all so you better find her."

Then I heard the door to my room shut open and heard someone sobbing, then from a little hole in the wood I saw three men and my sister crying, covered in blood and being dragged by her ponytail to the center of the room.

- "Hey little girl tell us where is your sister is and I promise not to kill you"

She turned to look at me through the tiny hole with a melancholic look upon her face

Ami- "And what if I don't? Did you even think of the possibility of me not knowing where she is? God, you sure are damned fools, aren't you?"

- "Shut it, bitch! You don't know who you're messing with!"

Ami- "Oh, but I know… I'm messing with a guy that even if he says he won't kill me somebody would and if I tell you were she is she'll die too, wouldn't she? And above of it all, I'm messing with a bastard that's a freak sick man that'll murder anyone for money and an idiot, you heard me? AN IDIOT!"

I didn't even know big sis knew those kind of bad words nor that she could get that angry, but wait… what did she meant by murder? Why is there blood in her clothes? Whose blood? Why are-

- "Shut it! Or better yet shot her!"

One of the other men took out a gun and pressed it to her head

- "Little girl show up or we will send your precious sister to heaven!"

Ami- "Don't do it Amu, they'll kill us both! Don't even th-"

The leader pushed her ponytail, she screamed, the others laughed and I felt tears falling from my eyes… Ami…

- "I'll count to 3 and shot her!"

Ami- "Don't, Amu don't do it!"

- "1 … 2 …"

Ami- I love you, Amu

- "…3!"

Then a sound echoed through the walls of the whole house, the sound of my most beloved person protecting me, the sound of my breaking heart…

One week later

My dad turned into a psychopath, but he has money and I don't have proofs for getting him into jail.

Smack

I was crying. Because I lost my mom my big sis and my dad's love. He thought they were after me but it was his ex-employee who murdered them, so we all know it wasn't my fault, but his.

And since the incident my dad has been hitting me and screaming awful things to me.

Dad- "You, horrible child, are at fault my wife and daughter died. It was your fault!"

Smack

*End of Flashback*

Oh boy, at least it was a soft beginning, compared to what happened later on.

SM- "You, horrible thing don't make us wait too long, Saaya's got to go to school in an hour and that means you have to get her ready, so her boyfriend doesn't wait too long."

Geeze! A new scholar year, yet the same slitch… what a shame

I hurried up to the table with the breakfast and went back to the kitchen.

Oooohhh goodness I'm so hungry, maybe today I'll have breakfast.

I grabbed an apple and returned to my room to get ready.

I went to the closet and grabbed my sweat pants, a t-shirt and a baggy hoodie. And of course my favorite snickers.

…- "Hi Saaya!"

Oh, freak! Her friends are here… friends

How long has it been since the last one I had? Oh, yeah it was five years ago…

*Flashback*

I was crying in George's arms. My father had beaten me to pulp.

George was my step-cousin and my first friend. And he promised me that he'll help me escape tonight, because he knows my story and he cares for me.

G- "Please Amu, don't cry, I love it when you smile. So please smile, for me?"

I tried to smile but I guess I failed since he still seems sad.

Amu- "Sorry big bro, it just hurts too much too smile." (Sob)

G- "Don't worry Amu; I'll get you out of here."

That night I had my backpack over my shoulders and as I saw him through the window, I started to climb down. We greeted and started to run, but then I saw some creepy people who he started talking to and so I heard…

- "How much for pinkie, over there?"

G- "The usual, Dave"

I saw the man smirk

OMG, what is he doing?

D- "I'll give you half, play with her and return her home."

G- "Do as you please"

Then George turned around and smiled brightly at me

G- "Sorry Amu, but I will leave you with these guys, who want to play with you. And you have to do everything they ask you to, and then meet me in front of your house."

*End of flashback*

And so that night, I was raped and betrayed by my only friend, who after that, returned me home.

Stupid, stupid me. Everybody knows you can't trust anyone. Nobody cares about me. And probably nobody ever will.

After I was done changing, I grabbed my stuff, took my skateboard and went to school.

*At school*

Teacher- "Everybody, please welcome the new student, Tsukiyomi Ikuto."

There in front of everyone stood a guy with midnight blue hair, sapphire eyes and a smirk plastered on his face.

Tch, great, another bastard. (Note sarcasm)

I saw Saaya and her troop drooling, while everyone had stars in their eyes and chanted: "So cool~".

T- "Your sit will be next to … Hinamori Amu"

He looked over to me and smirked. Then approached towards his seat next to me and chuckled

I-"Hey, isn't Amu a girl's name?"

He joked as some chick in the class whispered to him

…- "Don't even bother, she/he never talks nor takes off the hood, we're not even sure if she/he's a human."

He turned around and smirked.

I-"If that is so, I'll make you."

Yeah, right! As if the idiot could

I-"Sooo… Amu do you want to have some fun"

In your dreams man-whore~

I-"Hey, Amu… Aamuu… AAAAMMMUUUU."

Will he ever give up or at least get the idea that I'm not falling for it?

I started to get pissed off so I ripped a piece of paper and wrote:

"Mr. Tsukiyomi;

1.-You may not call me Amu.

2.-Pay attention to class.

3.-Leave me the HELL alone.

Hinamori Amu"

I passed it to him, turned around and stared outside of the window…

I could practically feel his smirk as he passed me another note.

"To my beloved Amu;

1.-I like your name so I won't be calling you anything else.

2.-You are too interesting to ignore, plus I already know the stuff he (meaning the teacher) is saying.

3.-I won't.

Your soon to be loved Ikuto"

…I could feel myself twitch…

And after 2 hours of being bothered by the idiot and bored by the teachers, it was lunch-time…

I got an apple, water and a chocolate bar…

I went towards MY tree (Big apple tree behind the school) and started eating peacefully until a peculiar yet familiar smell caught my nose.

Do I smell catnip? Naahhh, it's my mind playing tricks on me

After break I was surprised, but certainly not in a good way… Tsukiyomi IS in ALL my classes

*After Class*

Damn it! He is in all my f-ing classes… -3- now what am I gonna do with that stupid mother-**Briiinggg**

I sighed and frowned

Time to go home or maybe not, I could always go to the park

I left in my skateboard to the park…

The most I'm not at home, the better

I found my spot in the grass and decided to take a nap

Little did I know someone was watching me…

To be continued…

~End of chapter~

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