Title: Smile or Cry?
Genre: Angst
Pairing: 8059 [YamaxGoku]
Rating: K+
"Should I smile because he's my friend,
Or cry because that's all he is?"
Every day he noticed;
Those silver hair,
A pair of emerald eyes,
The pale, white skin,
An exploding attitude,
And his unique behavior towards him…
These what makes him special in the eyes of a certain baseball star named Yamamoto Takeshi.
Because he's his best friend…
The only one that could give him that unique name…
"Baseball Idiot!"…
Oh, how special he felt that he's the only one to be called by the silver beauty…
And that's what makes him SMILE.
But, his feelings changed suddenly…
Feeling butterflies on his stomach,
Being flustered all of a sudden,
Enjoying the other's company privately…
And wishing that they could have a relationship more than just friendship…
Oh, but now, that's IMPOSSIBLE…
All you could do is stare at him,
Holding hands with the girl he once hated for the past 10 years…
Having sweet moments with her,
Hugging and smiling at each other like a very sweet couple…
And all you could do is just SMILE…
Hide those intense feelings for the past 10 years…
Just wishing them a happy life together,
While you cry and keep your broken heart away…
Recently, he asked you to be his best man on his most memorable day…
Wedding Day… You hope to avoid that very day to happen…
Getting married to the girl he hated in the past…
But that WAS already in the past…
They loved each other and no one can ruin it…
…EVEN YOU…
'Cause you're just a mere best friend…
You accepted the offer wholeheartedly in front of him,
But deep inside, it was halfheartedly… Hence, maybe you really don't like it!
You asked yourself last time when you're young and 14…
"Should I smile because he's my friend or cry because that's all he is?"
…You chose to SMILE…
But now, you're older and 24, ask yourself again…
"Should I smile because he's my friend or cry because that's all he is?"
But now, you chose…
…TO CRY…
Aya: Awww~! how sad~ . Anyway, thanks for reading my story~ Sorry for being inactive for a year or two, I can't recall... But, I'm here and active as hell! Keep track of my stories 'cause there'll be more! :*