Dark Desire
By Dreamer
Do I desire you or the darkness inside you?
I don't know. And I may never know.
I can't decide whether it's actually you that I crave or what you represent, a world I can never enter. Lately, you've been in my dreams, and haunted my waking hours, ghost of a possibility of a chance........a chance I'll never get.
I've tried to think about this objectively, to strip away the many layers of lies you carry as a shield and I find, that I still have no answer to my question.
That I don't even know what the question is anymore. That all I know is that you are the single most beautiful thing in my life and that to be near you hurts, and away from you even more.
What have you done to me? I can hardly recognize the boy I was anymore. I don't even know that boy anymore. All I am is a tortured being obsessed with the untouchable.
And why have you done it? Why? Why would you bother, how would it help you to subvert your greatest enemy? I don't know and I will never know.
You keep all your secrets locked up inside of you, in a place I can never reach.
What does it taste like? What does the dark taste like? Is it metallic, slightly copper like blood? Or is it cold and bitter like ice? Can you even taste it? Which sense in your soul tells you what it's like, what it tastes like?
I hate you, then I want you, then I want the darkness inside you, the darkness that makes you what you are ..................and that makes me need you like this.
Your words of hatred like the sweetest symphony music, the disdain in your voice is as dear to me as admiration from any other. The way you glance at me, as if I'm a piece of particularly nasty rubbish that stuck to the sole of your shoe and yet not worth the trouble it takes to remove it, you don't know, you'll never know how it hurts and cheers at the same time.
I have no choice. No choice but to love you.
You cut a hole in my soul but help to heal my heart.
You are all of me, and yet you are the furthest person from me.
And I don't know, I truly don't know whether it's you I desire or the darkness inside you.
Authors Note: Do you like it? If you do, I might write another part revealing the pairing and continuing the plot line. It'll probably a three-part series if enough people review and the other 2 parts will probably be called, 'Essence of Evil' and 'Slavery of the Soul'. Well, go ahead, review and tell me if this is Draco/Harry or Draco/Ron.