Chapter 1

It is 5 years ago since he left.
10 years since we met.
Ever since we met he was by my side. He was my Best Friend and special in many ways. Yet so broken by fear.
Lost his mother at the age of 4, his father trying to drink away his pain and frustration and if the alcohol wasn't enough the 4 year old would get a angerwave splashed over him.

If he didn't became scared of guns when his mom got shot he got traumatized when his father pointed one at him. That was the same day the police had come to get him away from there. Away from the danger he came here. But he was still scared. Loud crashes would remind him of the sound of the bullet that shot his mom on the street and the bullet that had drilled itself into the wall of their kitchen, the bullet had scraped his right arm, where a scar remained.
I would try everything to make him smile again. Most of the times my help would be met with shimmering eyes and a bright smile on his face.
Only I couldn't stop his nightmares from haunting him at night. I could only hold him hoping he would feel save in my presence.

A lack of sleep and his immune system going down rapidly by stress made him end up in the hospital.
5 years we spend together. 5 years he lived with me as my homie, my roommate, my classmate, my brother, my Best Friend and the love of my life since I was 8. After he got out of the hospital arrangements were made. He would be sent to a hospital and treated with therapy. Therefore...he would leave SunGarden. I didn't know how long he would be gone nor where he would go.

Now.. it has been 5 years since he left. I haven't seen him once. Haven't heard anything of him. Sometimes I wonder if he is still coming back here...maybe he's not even alive, the thought still bothers me, but the day he left, just before he got to the van, he turned around to me. A small sad smile on his face and tears in his eyes. He hugged me strongly and I held him tight, I didn't want him to leave. He whispered "Until we meet again, Hiroto" I ran my hand through his green bangs and kissed his forehead now I still had the chance to,but to my suprise something warm landed on my lips, just before he left my arms.
And with that he promised me
That we would see eachother again.

"Hiroto! Hiroto wake uuuhuuup!"