A/N: I found this scribbled in one of my old notebooks and figured I might as well post it. I was in an emo mood as I wrote it. SeishirouSubaru is always so sad!!
The Last Day of My Life
I remember only his words and the crushing weight of despair. Hokuto-chan's last spell. He knew about it yet …
I was ready. To die by his hand. After nine years of chasing, of pain, of those dreams. I thought that as long it was him it was fine. That even if he didn't love me, even if I was as worthless to him as a piece of glass; if it was Seishirou-san it was all I needed.
I remember how I thought about ending it myself. It would have been so easy and yet I'm glad that I didn't. The only who can kill me is Seishirou-san, the only one allowed to kill me is Seishirou-san.
Now that I've accepted it all. My love for him, my worthlessness; just when I'm content to end my shell of a life. The life I've been living for nine years, for him. He does the unthinkable. He says it. Those words. And he's gone. I can't see, I can't feel, I only hear his last words.
"Subaru-kun boku wa anata wo aishiteru"