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She was falling, falling from her loved ones' lives. Even though she was lonely, she was scared the most. Terrified even.
But not for her sake. No, she was the one who cared for her friends more than herself. She was the nicest out of all the trolls, the only one who actually wanted to help the human kids with their session.
Jade was the nicest out of them all, besides Kanaya. But Kanaya was more of a mother(whatever that was), being kind and caring for her.
Tyrian purple flooded out of her eyes as she touched her stomach. Well, what was left of it. She slowly looked down at the medium-sized hole in the center of her torso, her royal blood spattered around the edges, blood dripping down her shirt. She gingerly wiped her tears from her pale grey skin with her hand.
She didn't blame Eridan. No, she didn't mind being dead. It was a shocking experience to be killed by the one you used to trust with your heart. But she knew that he didn't mean it, that he was just lonely and hated seeing the one he loved be swept away by someone he hated deeply. But she would've still have been moirails with him if he hadn't pretended she was his slave and say that they were better than all the Landwellers, not to mention to try to kill them just because he hated them.
Her thoughts drifted to Sollux, her previous matesprite. Did Eridan kill him, or did he survive the attack? Feferi didn't see him when she entered her dream bubble. She gently looked around, but only saw swirls of different colors surrounding her. She hoped he was okay. She didn't want him to be killed because she got close to him. No, that wasn't it. She hoped he was the same old Sollux that toyed with computers and made fun of Karcrab. She smiled at the metal picture that had sprung into her head.
She frowned slightly at the thought of Sollux blaming himself for her death. She hoped not. She doesn't want him to be hurt even more after he already lost his previous matesprite and best friend.
But she knew that Sollux had always loved Aradia even more than her, and it hurt.
It hurt to know that even though you gave your own life trying to protect him from danger, he still loved her.
But she knew that she shouldn't have taken advantage of Aradia's death, but it just happened. She knew Sollux only liked her because she resembled her. They both had wild curly hair that was long, nice attitudes, and well, Sollux both loved them.
The next thing she thought about was her ancestor, The Imperial Condescension. Who would run Alternia now that she was dead? Jane? Was she dead too? The Condesce would most likely give herself more years to live, or Meenah would take over the throne.
She registered a thought in her head:
'No one's going to miss me…'
She curled up in a ball, her royal fluid color seeping through her wound as she cried as hard as she could.
She fell, and she couldn't get back up.
No, she's fallen too deep this time.
She can't, and never will.
This fanfic is for my patron troll Feferi Peixes… I felt really sad for her when she died, and got an idea for her… I've had this idea in my head for about a month now and finally got to it… Hope you enjoyed it… J