A/N: One-shot from season 5 episode 13 of Supernatural The song remains the same. So don't read if you haven't seen the episode, don't want to spoil it for anyone.

Also I have only seen this episode once so I'm writing this from memory, so forgive any mistakes with what happens.

Don't forget to R+R please and constructive criticism is more then welcome.

Summary: Sam's thought's before he died after Anna stabbed him.

Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural or it's character's. They belong to Eric Kripke and CW.

Beta: Sadly no.

I'm Sorry Dean

Damn it!! Anna was a lot faster then I thought.

One minute I had been reaching for the knife, the next I felt the agonizing hot pain in my side as Anna stabbed me.

My back hit the wall hard but I barely felt it, as my mouth begin to fill with blood and the pain in my side seemed to intensify tenfold. Not a good sign. Numbly I realized I was going to die….again.

Anna Stared at me for a beat before making her way to mom. This confused me some what, I mean Anna had already completed her mission I was as good as dead. We both knew that, anyone with eye's could see that I was screwed. Guess she wanted to make sure the job was done.

I looked past Anna to mom as she begin to back away from Anna's approaching form, the fear on her face as clear as day.

She was helpless and there wasn't a thing I could do about it.

I'm so sorry mom. Once again because of me she was going to die.

My strength was starting to fade and I begin to slide down the wall as my leg's finally gave out on me.

I knew this was it but there was something I wanted no needed to do before I died.

I turned my head to the right to see Dean with that bastard Urial's hand's around his neck holding him in place. My eye's locked with Dean's and I could see the panic and fear for me in his eye's. I just barely heard him saying my name.

There was so much I wanted to say to him but I couldn't, just keeping my eye's open was a struggle now. I hoped he could read it in my eye's, Dean was always good at reading me.

I'm sorry Dean.

Sorry I screwed up again and let you down.

Sorry I couldn't save mom and dad.

Sorry for pretty much everything up till this point.

My eye's started to get heavy as I fell onto my side, I gave a final pray that Dean, mom and dad would be saved somehow.

Then darkness.

The End.

A/N: I hope I remembered everything right but like I said I have only seen this episode once. I loved this episode seeing John and Mary again, Cas was back and Michael finally showed up.

Just hated how poor Sam died again and I felt bad for Anna. I know she was trying to kill Mary and Sam but she didn't have a choice.

Don't forget to R+R.