A/N: Hello again Twilight freaks and nerds! Jk! Anyways I just wanted to apologize for not finishing 'Why don't you just leave me to die'. But hopefully you like this one. ALL BELONGS TO S.M. AND IF IT DIDN'T IT WOULDN'T BE THE SAME.
B.P.O.V
"I'm just like my mother, always running away men." I was sitting across from my childhood friend, Alice. She flipped her hair and looked at her Bloody Mary.
"No you're not Izzy. You're much better than that trick." She scoffed at a man that was checking her out. We were at a club celebrating another month without men. Sometimes I wonder if Alice was really straight or not. She hasn't had a real boyfriend since high school.
"I'm just wondering how to get 'Asshole' off my forehead because apparently only men can see it." She just laughed and takes another sip of her drink. I looked around at the men who were trying to look at my left hand witch I always had underneath the table. Just a little trick I like to play on men.
"You know what we should do?" Alice asked like a preppy ass cheerleader.
"What?" I said mockingly.
"We should go and have someone kill Jasper for like two hundred bucks, I know guy, like no joke." She was slurring her words witch meant that she was talking out of her ass about her own brother. I know Jasper was an asshole sometimes but he was the father of my children.
"I can't believe your sitting in front of me talking about your own brother, my ex. husband like he is a piece of shit?" She nodded her head once. "Be my guest." We clanged our glasses together and just shot the bull about how much of an asshole he is. After that I went to take Alice's gin soaked ass home and drove home I paid the babysitter upfront and went to check on Sky and Josh and like always Josh was up reading.
"Hey sweetie." I went over to him to give him a hug but it felt like he was holding back. He was a strong seven year old boy. He looked everything like Jasper witch really didn't help me at all. He sighed and looked back at his book.
"You were drinking." He simply stated.
"Only two beers." I felt as if he were disappointed in me.
"And Aunt Alice was drinking too." He was still looking at his book unable to look me straight in eyes a habit that he picked up from Jasper.
"It's two in the morning why aren't you in bed?"
"I can't sleep." He put his book down and looked at me. I saw nothing in his eyes but felt as if he was burning me alive.
"Bad dream about daddy?" He nodded his head. Josh always has bad dreams about his dad hurting me, it kinda scares me sometimes and it still does.
"Can I sleep with you?"
"Of course you can honey." I put my hand on his back leading him to my bedroom. He fell asleep fast while I stayed up wondering why Jasper would want to leave us for selfish reasons.
Hey how did you guys like it? Review and let me know if I should continue. Love you twilight Bellas and Edwards. 3 u Paul!
