Disclaimer: *sniff* sessha does not own any of the characters..unless I
decide to create one...hmmm..maybe not.too much work.
Notes: ( My first shaman king fic..don't blame me if anyone is a little OOC..not too familiar with the series yet.anyway.on with the fic.
It's funny. Don't you think?
To be able to hide so many truths behind a smile, and live a normal life, as normal as my life can be anyway. No one knows who I truly am. Should they? Do I even know myself? If I don't, how is it that people can tell me "I know what you're going through", "I understand."?
It's funny, how my life can be ruined so easily. I could have stopped it from happening. I think. But the fact that I knew it was going to happen, didn't help at all. The thing that is bothering me is the fact that I knew what was going to happen, but it wasn't in my power to stop it. Instead, I just stood there.with my feet rooted to the ground.
Sometimes, I feel so weak and soft that the wind can just blow me away. That's probably how I am now. If any other thing were to happen now, I don't think I'll be able to handle it anymore.
It's funny. Really.
I laugh.
How one incident can actually make me think about my life so much? Who would have thought that this once carefree, cheerful shaman would be sitting in a dark corner of his room reflecting on such matters?
Well, that's life for you. It seems like someone up there likes finding weird and twisted ways to ruin mine. Damn..
~flashback~
It was a rainy day. But like any other day, there was no excuse for a certain shaman to laze around. And Yoh of all people knew that. Wanting to challenge the inevitable, Asakura Yoh, was planning his escape, when...
"Yoh!!!" The itako shouted, voice so load, it shook the walls of the house. At that, even the spirits of the house shuddered.
"Eh?" The brown haired shaman stopped in his footsteps. Turning around slowly, he feared the worse. Who would have thought it was this hard to skipped 'one' measly training session. "H-hai?" He asked, after which he waited for the usual boinks on the head or naggings. But nothing came.
From the entrance, Yoh looked up just in time to see Anna walk past him, and out the doors.
He watched, as she turned around. "Don't just stand there. Get another umbrella and follow me. We have to get some groceries for tonight's dinner."
For a second, Yoh stood in his place, dumbfounded. 'Is that really Anna? Hmmm..it must be the rain." Yoh nodded.
On their way back, after a long shopping trip, Yoh was too busy balancing the weight of the bags and the umbrella which was on this neck to notice. But beyond the sound of the splattering rain, the sound of a speeding car's engine could be heard.
"Anna.Please?" Yoh said rather pathetically.
Anna just ignored him and continued walking, as Yoh gave a thousand and one reasons why he shouldn't start practice the minute they got back. One of them being that his neck was sore from supporting the umbrella which hovered just over his head. The itako smiled at her fiancé's rather pitiful attempt of changing her mind.
Suddenly, the squeaky sound pierced the night, a bright light, and then a crash. Then, everything was black.
"Anna!"
~*~*~*~
*sweatdrop*...not good.bad bad first chapter.oh well..i'll let you decide if it's horrible or not. *sweatdrop*..R&R, ne?
Notes: ( My first shaman king fic..don't blame me if anyone is a little OOC..not too familiar with the series yet.anyway.on with the fic.
It's funny. Don't you think?
To be able to hide so many truths behind a smile, and live a normal life, as normal as my life can be anyway. No one knows who I truly am. Should they? Do I even know myself? If I don't, how is it that people can tell me "I know what you're going through", "I understand."?
It's funny, how my life can be ruined so easily. I could have stopped it from happening. I think. But the fact that I knew it was going to happen, didn't help at all. The thing that is bothering me is the fact that I knew what was going to happen, but it wasn't in my power to stop it. Instead, I just stood there.with my feet rooted to the ground.
Sometimes, I feel so weak and soft that the wind can just blow me away. That's probably how I am now. If any other thing were to happen now, I don't think I'll be able to handle it anymore.
It's funny. Really.
I laugh.
How one incident can actually make me think about my life so much? Who would have thought that this once carefree, cheerful shaman would be sitting in a dark corner of his room reflecting on such matters?
Well, that's life for you. It seems like someone up there likes finding weird and twisted ways to ruin mine. Damn..
~flashback~
It was a rainy day. But like any other day, there was no excuse for a certain shaman to laze around. And Yoh of all people knew that. Wanting to challenge the inevitable, Asakura Yoh, was planning his escape, when...
"Yoh!!!" The itako shouted, voice so load, it shook the walls of the house. At that, even the spirits of the house shuddered.
"Eh?" The brown haired shaman stopped in his footsteps. Turning around slowly, he feared the worse. Who would have thought it was this hard to skipped 'one' measly training session. "H-hai?" He asked, after which he waited for the usual boinks on the head or naggings. But nothing came.
From the entrance, Yoh looked up just in time to see Anna walk past him, and out the doors.
He watched, as she turned around. "Don't just stand there. Get another umbrella and follow me. We have to get some groceries for tonight's dinner."
For a second, Yoh stood in his place, dumbfounded. 'Is that really Anna? Hmmm..it must be the rain." Yoh nodded.
On their way back, after a long shopping trip, Yoh was too busy balancing the weight of the bags and the umbrella which was on this neck to notice. But beyond the sound of the splattering rain, the sound of a speeding car's engine could be heard.
"Anna.Please?" Yoh said rather pathetically.
Anna just ignored him and continued walking, as Yoh gave a thousand and one reasons why he shouldn't start practice the minute they got back. One of them being that his neck was sore from supporting the umbrella which hovered just over his head. The itako smiled at her fiancé's rather pitiful attempt of changing her mind.
Suddenly, the squeaky sound pierced the night, a bright light, and then a crash. Then, everything was black.
"Anna!"
~*~*~*~
*sweatdrop*...not good.bad bad first chapter.oh well..i'll let you decide if it's horrible or not. *sweatdrop*..R&R, ne?