from the online journal of Stacy London

...a few times i noticed that i loved Clinton but Clinton hadn't noticed me "crushing on him. Having to keep it professional is easy on camera but what people say off camera gets to me sometimes. There are suddle hints like smiles, gazing into his eyes, and facial expressions. One of the few times times i notice a stronger connetion was when Ellyn Ia contestant that lost 120 pound) said that we were sweet, wierdly related, because we finished each other's sentences. Many people have commented on us in that way but she met us before we put he behind the camera. I don't know what it is but somthing about Clinton makes my heart beat faster. I don't know why he is always similing at me (tho I have heard him and his girlfriend fight about me then agian who am i to complain?) He is so happy to see me all the time. He is such a great suport after mark and I broke up I acually asked clinton out after wards i was just ...just so afraid of never being able to fall in love agian with my job and all the rumors about clinton and I (tho i had no problems with rumors i have delt with them my whole career) this has been giong on for to long (my crush on clinton) and i still have to talk to clinton about that pix of me sleeping wht my black cats.

i'm altamitly okay with people talking about me like :

The host of TLC's "What Not to Wear" stopped into Butter milk Channel in Carroll Gardens to say hi to friends who were having brunch — and, according to our spy, "Her thong [under wear] was hanging out of her pants and a tag was sticking out from the thong." Guests were star ing at London, who fixes ward robes of women all over. London's agent didn't return calls and e-mails."

and i know the only reason both clinton and i aren't dating is becuase we're scared of jeperadising our friendship and our jobs which i respect that but i don't see why it has to hold us back

well it's late and i have fashion trashing in the morning...

LOVE ALWAYS,

stacy london