Hello my kitty cats! It's me Kanami-chan. Anyway, here is a Sora x Namine story, because I just can't get enough of them for some reason. Hope you enjoy and review for feedback and to help me more on my writing!

Admit it. You're waiting for something that won't happen.

She's beautiful. With her auburn, almost red, hair and indigo colored eyes. Her personality; bubbly, caring and outgoing. She was like the Golden Girl of the school. He's gorgeous. With chocolate brown hair made into wild spikes, and those sky blue eyes made to get lost into. His personality; sweet, positive, and funny. He's the Golden Boy of the school. For future reference, they'll be known as the Golden Couple of Paopu High.

And Namine can't help but sob at her thoughts. Her pillow was soaked, her eyes red and puffy. Her normally neat blonde hair was all around her and tangled. She's waiting, desperately, waiting for something that she knows won't happen. All she could do is stand, watch and cry as both get closer and closer. Sometimes, she wished she could just leave and forget, but her heart just won't allow it. Because it'll mean leaving him behind and she can't have that.

How many times did you smile, while crying inside?

Namine is staring at herself in the mirror. The reflection changes and shows a beautiful red-head with an equally beautiful smile. She resists the urge to just break the mirror. If she breaks the mirror, it'll just show her the broken pieces of her heart. Namine finishes brushing her teeth, taking a shower, changing into her uniform and fixing her hair. Her smile easily slips in a fake smile, so fake that anyone can see right through it. Well, that's a lie, nobody can because if they did, they would've done something.

'Or maybe they just don't care about you'

She ignores her conscious.

She's walking to school with Kairi, the latter blabbing away about the cheerleading squad. Namine nods and smiles a few times to pretend she's listening. Her thoughts instead scramble towards those blue eyes of his and those smiles with the pearly white teeth. "Hey!" a voice cuts through the rather one-sided conversation. Namine's blue eyes lock with sky blue and her world is melting right now. Sora's waving at her (he's waving at me!) and she's just about to wave back when Kairi cries out "Sora!" and runs to him.

There she realizes. That wave or smile wasn't for her, but for Kairi. So, Namine does what she does best. Pretend that it doesn't hurt. Pretend that it doesn't shatter her world. Pretend that she doesn't have any feelings for him. Slipping on her headphones, she immediately shuts down the iPod after the first lyrics were sung.

Drew looks at me

I fake a smile

So he won't see

She knows she can't hear that song right now. Because if she does, she'll just start crying right there and then. Instead, the crying goes right to the pillow on her little bedroom.

I'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong.

Pretend like everything's alright.

Act like it's all perfect,

Even though inside it really hurts..

Namine is siting in class right now, behind Sora with Kairi next to him. She sees he doesn't have a pencil, and her heart begins to beat faster.

'Maybe he'll ask me for a pencil!'

That hope is crushed when Sora turns with an adorable grin to Kairi, and asks for a pencil. Kairi looks apologetic and says she only brought one today. Sora frowns, disappointed, and looks back at the front. Namine wants to scream to the whole word right now.

'I'm right here you know! You can ask me for a pencil! I'm not invisible, just notice me!'

She's too much of a coward to give him a pencil in the end.

It's lunch but Namine doesn't feel hungry. All she wants right now is her best friend. Her little blade. She knows she has no reason to cut herself. It's pathetic, cutting yourself because you have an unrequited crush on someone. Namine can't help it, she's weak. She's always been weak all her life, depending on Kairi and their parents. So, Namine draws. She draws because it helps her escape reality. It helps her escape that Sora will never be hers, that he already belongs to Kairi.

"That's a pretty drawing".

Is it really that hard to let go of someone?

Or is it just really hard because you still

Hope there's a chance?

Well my kitty cats, this is the end of chapter one! I know, I know, very short chapter but this is the introduction to the story. Tune in for more future chapters, and maybe some of you can give me ideas? I get so much writers block it's not even funny. Hope you stayed to find out more, bye-bye!