Author's Note= So here's another songfic. I can guarantee it won't end the way you think it will =).

Mello's POV

I hope this song can tell you how I feel tonight,
You are my first dissection, spilling my insides.

I stared intently at the road.

… Or I should have been, but my eyes would only keep darting back to the small television set, praying that it didn't disobey me by telling me what I didn't want to hear.

Let's write out names with the blood that's in our cheeks,
So it won't wash away if I don't come home for weeks.

No one listens to me anyway. Looks like whether I make it or not doesn't matter anymore. No one will be waiting for me at home.

And I don't come home.

As I parked the van, I just knew that I'd never return. No one would, but if I was lucky I'd go to the same place as him.

I never said this would be easy,
I let her go when she said she was leaving.
So whisper softly, and don't forget,
To tell me how you feel in five words or less

I didn't cry, Matt hadn't. Therefore I couldn't either.

I knew I should have never offered you the world,
The nights are full of faces, you're the only girl.

He was… had been the only one I'd ever cared about. And he had to do something so stupid… Well, it was partly my fault…

Turn my world from disaster,
Make my heart start beating faster.

I climbed up the broken stairs of the old church, my steps made barely any noise as I made my escape. They would be looking for me soon.

Ask the question,
Here's the answer.
Need you now and I can't stand this.

Looking out over the desolate church from just behind the large cross on the roof made me feel powerful. Was this how Matt felt?

I never said this would be easy,
I let her go when she said she was leaving.

I was beginning to hear sirens, stupid bitch probably called the police. It didn't matter though, they couldn't stop me from being with Matt.

So whisper softly, and don't forget,
To tell me how you feel in five words or less.

"I love you, Miheal Keehl." I could almost hear his voice, now I was getting close. Ignoring all the people below, I let myself fall from the roof.

Just tell me how you feel,
I need your voice tonight.

If Matt was going to hell for committing suicide, then I'd join him.

So whisper softly, and don't forget,
To tell me how you feel in five words or less.

Then, as I fell, I realized something. I hadn't imagined Matt's voice, he'd been telling me to come down.

I never said this would be easy,
I let her go when she said she was leaving.

Cold fear shot through my body, but it was too late. I forgot everything upon impact. Well, almost everything.

"I love you, Miheal Keehl."

So whisper softly, and don't forget,
To tell me how you feel in five words or less.

A/N= Okay, just to clear things up, Matt and Mello had a fight, and as Mello was driving a van, he was watching the T.V. because he thought Matt was going to commit suicide. Then it said that Matt had been hit by a car, so he thought that he'd been killed. So then Mello, deciding that if Matt was dead it wasn't worth living went to the abandoned church (that he died in the manga/anime) and went up to the roof. "The bitch" is Takada, just thrown in the make it seem canon. Then Mello thinks he imagined hearing Matt's voice when really Matt was calling to him, and he only realizes as he's falling because he catches a glance of Matt's hair. In reality, Matt had been hit by the car, but it had been a minor injury, which hadn't been reported immediately. So, ya…. This was made mainly to confuse people ^.^