This is my first attempt at a fanfiction story…….. Well any story in general lol so yeaaaaaa….. Don't totally hate me, I'm just trying this out, kay? Lol okay
Preface: I always heard the saying, "Be careful what you wish for." But I never knew just how real that saying could be.
Chapter 1: The First Day of the Rest of My Life
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"Bella? Where are you?" Edward said while walking around and around the classroom. "It's okay. They're gone. They won't laugh anymore." Still nothing. "Please Bella??" He heard a sigh and then saw a small 50year-old girl crawl out from underneath a table with tears still falling from her eyes. "Bella are you alright?" Edward asked as he went to go hug her. "I'm fine." She tried to smile but it came out as a grimace. Edward just looked at her weird and hugged her tighter and tighter to him while whispering, "Bella…….. Bellaaaa…….. Bellllllllaaaaaa….." Consciousness was slowly drifting away from her……
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BPOV
*Beep**Beep**Beep**Beep* Grrrr! I thought as I tried to push the snooze button on my alarm clock. Instead I managed to fall out of my bed, landing on the floor. *Sigh* another day in life of 10 year old Isabella Marie Swan (or just Bella). Checklist of the day: 1. Dream of Edward, CHECK! 2. Annoying beeping noise coming from my alarm clock, CHECK. 3. Fall out of bed, check that one too. *Sigh* I wish something different would happen. Oh, how I wish I could take that wish back.
After I got dressed for the day, I stumbled down the stairs to where my older sister Emily was cooking breakfast. Since my Dad is the Chief of Police of Forks, Washington and my Mum teaches Art/Design at the high school, Emily was always here to make sure I got to school on time and made sure I got a good breakfast. Emily is 19 years old and got married to her soul mate, Sam, right out of high school. That reminds me, where is Sam? "Good morning Emmy! Where's Sam?" "He had to go in to work early today Bells but he'll pick you up after school." "Okay." I sat my backpack down on the floor and went to go get some forks and plates. "Hurry up Bells, or your going to be late for school." "Okay." I ran towards the table managing to not stumble or fall over anything and put down the 2 plates and forks I had in my hands. "So," Emily began," Are you and Edward going to be partners on the science fair again this year?" She had this evil little grin on her face and I just childly stuck my tongue out at her. Edward had been my best friend from practically birth and I just started realizing that I liked him……… A LOT. Of course I don't think he sees as anything but his best friend but that's beside the point. Ever since Emily found out that I had a crush on him she's been taking every chance to tease me about it. *Sigh* Sisters….. I finally looked at the clock and it read 7:35am. "OH NO! I'm going to be late!" I hurriedly ate the rest of my eggs and toast and gulped down my orange juice while grabbing my backpack from the floor. I ran to Emily's car and hopped in. Emily finally came out of the house 5 minutes later and I was just on time for the first bell. I kissed Emily on the cheek and ran towards the building, then remembered to turn around and make a butterfly in Emily's direction. I barely saw the one she made back. It was just a little thing we did to say I love you. I smiled and ran towards homeroom with little time to spare.
1:30pm
The day passed like usual, me tripping, Edward catching me and other people laughing. All through out the day I kept noticing all the things about Edward that I liked. His emerald green eyes, his brown hair messy hair, and his beautiful crooked smile. We were just heading to sit in our seats in Science when over the intercom the principal said in crackly voice, "Can Isabella Swan please report to the principals office? Thank you." I looked over at Edward who just shrugged so I headed towards the principals office. I walked into the office and the first thing I noticed was my parents and Sam sitting there. Sam looked like he had just swallowed a swarm of bees and my Mum was sobbing her heart out into my Dad's chest. My Dad looked far away in his own world. The principal looked like he would rather be any where in the world except here. I looked around the room for several minutes before I cleared my throat. "Mum, what's wrong?" I asked and they all seemed to just realize I was there. My Mum hurriedly got up and came to hug me tightly. "Honey we have some terrible news," said my Dad. "What?" I asked right before my Mum broke down again. "I'll tell her." Sam said quietly since my Dad didn't seem like her could get what he wanted to say out. "Bells, on the way home from dropping you off here at school, Emily got into a car accident." I froze. "Well is she alright?" I asked fully not understanding why they were all here talking to me and not in the hospital keeping her company. "Bells," Sam haltered while tears started streaming down his face, "Bells, she's……. she's…… she's gone." He slumped and started sobbing. I didn't know what to do so all I did was faint.
The next few weeks were the worst in my entire life. I regret ever wishing something different to happen to me. I would give anything to go back the way it was. Emily had died on impact and I learned a few days after the accident that my parents, Sam, and I were moving. After the shock and grieving died down a bit we decided to have a memorial service for Emily the day before we were leaving. I still hadn't told Edward I was moving yet and didn't want to. My parents told me that I should do after the service was over but I still couldn't bring my self to agree to tell him. The morning of the service I got up 2 hours early. I took a long shower, washing my hair, and put my black dress on with black flats. I put my hair up in a French braid then fell down my back. I looked in the mirror and burst into tears. Emily always did my hair in braids much better then I ever did. After crying for another hour my parents called me down to get into the car so I washed my face with cold water and ran down the stairs tripping over the last few. My Dad caught just in time to not break my nose on the wood floor and he carried me to the car where Sam and my Mum were waiting.
The Service:
We got to the church where the service was going to be held and people were already there waiting to go inside. Today I was going to sing a song in front of all these people. Emily and I always sang songs together. It was the one thing we had in common most. I was going to sing How Do I Live by LeAnn Rimes. The song was one of Emily's favorite and Sam wanted me to sing it. So as my parents went to go sit next to Edward and his family, I went with Sam to the side room next to the stage. "Are you ready Bells?" "I'm a little nervous but I'll just pretend Emily's singing with me. Then it will be okay." He hugged me tightly, then handed me a microphone. "Wait here for about 15 minutes while I say something and then I'll call you out, okay?" "Okay, good luck to you too." He walked out the door of the side room. I waited listening to him speak about Emily and how much he loved her. I started silently crying while remembering all the times we had shared as sisters, friends, and enemies. I don't know how I'm going to survive without her. And now I'm moving and leaving my only hope, Edward, and I haven't even told him I'm leaving yet. I just barely heard Sam say; "Now my sister-in-law will sing a song and just listen to the words of the song and her beautiful voice." My feet started to automatically move out the side room door and onto the stage. The lights were bright but I could see my family and Edward smiling at me encouragingly. I heard the music start up and lifted the microphone to my lips. As I started to sing I got lost in wonderful memories that hoped to never forget:
(A/N I suggest to listen to the song while reading this part)
How do I,
Get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,
As I sang this part of the song I started to feel tears falling down my cheeks.
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,
And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Real in my life?
And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?
As the song ended I was broken out of my trance with booming applause. I handed my microphone to a stagehand and ran into Sam's arms, which were waiting for me.
After the Service:
I had 30 minutes to tell my best friend that was leaving in 24-hours. "Edward, could I talk to you a minute alone please?" I quietly said. "Okay." He smiled then grabbed my hand and walked outside of the church. "You did great today, Bells," Edward said after we stopped to sit on a bench. "What did you need to talk to me about?" "Well, I need to tell you something important." I noticed he still was holding my hand. "What is it Bells." I didn't know how to say. "I…….. I……. I….." I finally just decided to say it."I'mmovingtomorrow!" "WHAT?!"
EPOV
"WHAT?!" I yelled. "WHY????" Bella couldn't be moving, not now. She was my best friend other then my twin brother Emmett but he doesn't really count 'cause he's my brother. She's the only girl I've ever had a crush on and I just can't let her go. "Do you mean moving out of your house to a different one or moving moving???" Bella looked up at me at that and burst into tears. "I mean moving moving Edward. We have everything packed and we're leaving tomorrow morning for Southern California. I don't want too but my parents want a fresh start. They can't take all the sadness here." I hugged her tightly and couldn't believe that this might be the last time I ever saw her. "What about Sam?" "He's coming with us. Without us he doesn't have any other family." Suddenly we heard Bella's parents calling for her. "Bella, I……. I can't just let you go." " I know Edward but I promise you'll always have a big place in my heart. I…….. I love you." I smiled at that and whispered, "I love you, too." And hugged her tightly before letting her go. She stared at me for a minute then ran to her parents and Sam, then climbed into the their car and drove off. That was the last time I ever saw Bella Swan, the love I didn't even know I had.
BPOV
That was the last time I saw Edward Cullen, the love I didn't even know I had.
So I hope you guys liked it. It's only the first chappy and don't know how good it is but review and tell me if I should keep going on with it. I leave you too it. Hope you guys have a really good night!
Steve-did-it
P.S.
Des and Cat, I love you guys! I hope you liked it!
Andi