Title: My Immortal
Author: Aerwen Telcontar
Rating: PG cause it's rather depressing.
Summary: Songfic to Evanescence's "My Immortal". Arwen's POV after Aragorn leaves Rivendell. I don't know how many people have done a fic like this…but I hope that mine's at least rather different. I love the song and think that it is really beautiful; no one can sing it like Amy Lee. Dedicated to all those who reviewed "No Remedy", even those whose words have been erased due to their bitter harshness.
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He is gone.
He has left to fulfill his destiny, and I am still here, waiting for him, as I have for many a year. I wish that I could know what is happening to him…if he thinks of me. Fear is now ever present in the pit of my stomach.
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears…
This is more painful than anything: knowing that he is out in the world, so far from me. He may not return. I try every night not to think of all the things that may happen to him, what may have already happened to him…but every night, I cannot stop the horrifying visions that haunt me. Every night, I feel all of his pain as if it were my own.
These wounds won't seem to heal; this pain is just too real.
I have tried to forget him. I have been trying now for what seems like forever, but his memory is burned into my heart.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
I have stood by him since the day I pledged my love to hi, through the good and bad. I have don all that I can to comfort him and put him at ease, held his hand, loved him.
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years…
And although now each day is painful, I cannot leave him. My love conquers all. He has all of me.
…but you still have all of me.
He is worth it.