NPOV

I walked in from school today -thinking about the spring formal, I wonder if I should ask Jake- and popped in my favorite movie 'High School Musical 3'. Well my favorite part of the movie is when Gabriella and Troy are on top of the school dancing together, 'I've always wanted to do something like this with Jake, but he wouldn't go for it I know for sure '. "You do not know that sweetie, not unless you ask." Dad said from somewhere in the house. "Dad I know for a fact that Jacob won't do it, he has other things to worry about." I told him, "Ness why don't you ask him instead of guessing that he won't go for it, Ness it won't hurt to ask." I put my earphones in and pressed play to watch my movie. About half way through the movie I fell asleep.

*Dream*

I walked along the stone path, cautious of my surroundings just in case something jumps out at me. I round the corner to see Jacob standing in a tux. "Can I have this dance ness?" He asked me while holding his hand out to me. I walked closer to him and placed my hand in his and we begin to dance. In the background I can hear the instrumental of 'Can I have This Dance' playing. Then Jake started singing along with it.

Take my hand, I'll take the lead

And every turn will be safe with me

Don't be afraid, afraid to fall

You know I'll catch you threw it all

Jake dipped me until my hair was touching the floor; it felt as if I was the only one that he had eyes for. He pulled me back to his chest very slowly; then ever so gently placed a kiss on my forehead. I was just about to ask him something when I felt someone shaking me.

I opened my eyes to see my mother. "Yes mom, to what do I own this unwelcomed wakeup call?" I said while moving to sit up. "Jake was here earlier, but you were sleep so he went home." I looked over at the clock and saw that it was 9:30pm, Jake was probably out patrolling. I got up and walked out the door with barely "I'll be back" over my shoulder. Before I knew it my body was carrying me to Jake. I found him ten minutes later laying on a pile of pine needles. I walked over to him but jumped back when he got up and started growling but stop immediately when he saw that it was me. He trotted up to me and nuzzled my face. He backed up then phased, he pulled his sweats on and walked over to hug me. I loved being in his arms it's like nothing can ever happen to me.

"What are you doing out here at this time of night sweet heart? I almost took your head off; do not ever sneak up on me like that again." He said all in one breathe. "Mom told me you can over but I was asleep and that you didn't want to wake me so I came looking for you. I'm sorry I really didn't mean to sneak up on you, I honestly thought that you heard me behind you." I told him while wrapping my arms around his waist. We hung out until 3am- the end of his patrol- when he decided it was time to bring me back home. We walked and talked all the way there, we stop a couple of times to stop and look at the stars and the moon. He told me one day he would have enough money to name a star after me, it brought tears to my eyes.

"Jake, What would it be like to be with the person you love, like being able to show affection in public and no care what anyone else thinks?" I asked when we were only two miles away from my house. "It's like… honestly ness I feel really uncomfortable trying to explain…" "Ok well pretend that we are together and you finally wanna confess you love to me. Go!" I said curious to his answer that he might end up giving me. Abruptly he stopped and turned to face me, took a deep breath and begins to speak. "You want me to tell you, if were together, how I feel about you?" He asked and I nodded still waiting. "Ness, I love you so much, I do not know what to you. You brought light into my world when all I could see was darkness; you turned night to day, Snow to Rain. You made living become one of my main choices, before I met you living was not necessary to me, you make me see reason."

I was speechless; no one has ever told me that I meant something to them. I tried to compose myself, but it just wasn't working. "Well then if you put it that way, well it's getting late finish walking me home?" When we were outside the door I leaned in to kiss his cheek, well more like the corner of his mouth, hugged him and told him I see him tomorrow. When I closed the door I leaned back against it and slid down to the floor, if what Jacob said was true than he really does have feelings for me. I didn't notice my parents standing in front of me until I looked up. I blushed and high tailed it to my room to my private place of Zen.

NPOV

I was up all night thinking about what Jacob told me. If his words are true, it would be the best thing that someone has ever told me. I was so caught up in my thoughts that when I felt the air move I was off my bed and crouched in a warning pose. A snarl was rising through my chest when I recognized it was just my dad. "Jeez dad, you can't sneak up on me like that!" I said when I stood back up; he was looking at me kind of strange like I wasn't his daughter. "Ok, Dad what is wrong with you?" I said getting kind of freaked out. "Nothing I'm just a little shocked that…." He trailed off but I didn't catch the last part quiet well. It sounded as if he said "that he would say that to her." But I might have misheard him. "Um…. Dad did you come to ask me something or are you just going to continue to stare at me creepily?" I asked getting a little uneasy. "Oh yes, me and Bella are going hunting and I wanted to know if you want to come?" "Um sure just let me change into my hunting clothes then we can go." I told him and walked into my closet to find my clothes.

Once I was ready we were out the door. My parents ran on the ground, while I took to the trees. Whenever I go hunting with my parents I never stray too far from them because you never know who will pop up in the forest. 'Dad, can I go for the mountain lion instead of elk? Ew' I thought to him, but he never answered me so I took it as in mom has her shield up. So when I spotted the mountain lion I took off faster than I expected. Somehow my dad wasn't able to catch up with me. Guess it because I haven't hunted in a month, I don't know but I was like a bullet being shot from a gun.

I was about to pounce on the cat when I noticed something flash from the corner of my eye. I started to run back to my parents forgetting about the lion. I was kind of scared that it was someone to take me away from my parents. I started calling 'Marco' out in my head so dad can say his response. In the distance I could hear him say "Polo", so I ran faster. I saw them up ahead and tried my best to run faster but I wasn't fast enough because whoever I catch a glimpse of grabbed me around my waist. "Dad!" I screamed so loud that it hurt, my dad took off to catch up with me. I could see my mom running behind him on her phone. "Dad, help me!" He caught up to us and I reached out to him, he grabbed my hands and pulled me free from whoever had me.

I threw my arms around his neck, but whoever had me turned around and snarled at my dad. Dad put me down so fast that it knocked all the air out of me. All of a sudden I was very angry, I don't know where the anger came from but my blood was boiling. Before I knew it I was on my feet and racing towards the person. I didn't even spare a second glance at him. I was on him back pulling his head from his shoulders. Then that sickening sound of ripping flesh and my scream pierced through the air. I jumped off his back breathing hard. "I'm sick of the damn volturi coming after me, the next person that fucking touches me and I don't know them I swear there gonna end up like this bastard!" I said to no one in particular. I turned to see my whole family standing in the clearing, when I say whole I mean the pack plus my aunts, uncles and grandparents.

I pulled a lighter out of my pocket and set him on fire; I watched for a few seconds then turned and ran home. I could hear the familiar sound of Jacobs foot falls so I went to the cliffs to think. When I got to a secluded spot I sat down and waited for Jacob. Jacob came out of the woods as a wolf and plopped down right next to me; he put his head in my lap and just listened to what I had to say. The one thing I like about Jake being in his wolf form was that he doesn't judge you. All I wanted to do was sing, sing my heart out. So that is what I did.

'I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from a to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark placesI hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science'

Then the tears started, every time I sing this song I cry.

'Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to meI'm miles from where you are
I lay down on the cold ground
And I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm armsAfter I have travelled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off
Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can't keep inI'm miles from where you are
I lay down on the cold ground
And I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms'

The last thing I remember was laying on Jakes' back and falling asleep.