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Girls", I just had the idea!
Spoiler: takes place after episode 2x14 It should have been Lorelai
A/N: So this is my very first fanfiction. Thank you to Caitlin, who is beta- ing this story for me...
Lorelai glanced at him a second time, than got her purse and left money on the table. After making sure that Chris and Sherry had left, she exited the diner and nearly ran into the street. She just wanted to get away from the painful situation she had to deal with minutes ago, unable to control her feet or notice, where she went.
One single tear slowly ran down her cheek, when she thought about the conversation with Chris. She had finally admitted, that she always had liked the idea of them getting together, but he had yelled at her, that she tried to blame him for her past screwed-up relationships.
'How could he do this to me?' she wondered, 'Why didn't he cared when I showed him my feelings?'
She knew that she did not really love him anymore, but he was Rory's father and she always had wanted to have a nice family, a partner who cared for her and helped her. That was the reason, why she was jealous of Sherry, because Chris had changed his life for her, willing to be her partner. And Lorelai was alone, again and still.
Suddenly she heard steps running after her, followed by a soft voice calling her name. She turned around and found herself staring at his eyes again, like she did in the diner before.
Noticing his intensive gaze and the feeling she had in her stomach, she quickly looked to the ground. Luke cleared his throat and began to speak in a low voice, thinking about all the people around, who would love to gossip about this situation.
"I just wanted to ask if I could do something for you. Play bagel-hockey or something like that."
"Why would you do that?" She asked with a quivery voice, trying hard to fight back tears.
"Well, I heard the fight you had with Christopher and it didn't seem to be a very amusing conversation, so I came to cheer you up..."
Shyly he looked to the ground and added "...and I thought this would improve your mood, nothing helps addicted people more than their stuff, you know?"
Lorelai noticed the to-go-cup in Luke's right hand and smiled lightly as she smelled the wonderful coffee-scent that filled her nostrils.
She reached for the papercup, touching his hand accidentally, and grabbed the coffee out of his hand. The little touch made her fingers tingle, so she looked up, finding him gazing at her again.
'Damnit' She thought as she recognized the same old feeling she had felt so many times before. 'What makes me feel like that, everytime I look in his eyes? There's always an indescribable expression written on his face, when he looks like that'
Now it was Luke's turn to break the eye-contact.
"So, uhm...Wanna sit down and drink your coffee?" he asked trying not to be pushy.
Lorelai slightly nodded, went to a lonely park bench and sat down. Luke followed, watching while she drank her coffee.
"Wanna talk?" he asked looking concerned. Lorelai then lost all control about herself and cried, hardly being able to breathe.
"It's just... Christopher visited us today and he brought along his new girlfriend." Lorelai paused for a few seconds, thinking about Sherry."And I think I was kind of jealous, because he has changed for her, you know, gettin' a responsible job and he even bought a car, a real car!!!" She called bewildered. "So I acted kind of angry when he talked about her. And when we were in your diner I tried to explain to him why. I admitted, that I always wanted to have a family with him and Rory."
With hearing these words Luke felt a cold pain deep down in his stomach, but he tried not to show his feelings. He carefully wrapped his arm around her shoulder and let her cry in his flannel.
Lorelai suddenly felt more comfortable, feeling his strong arm, which held her tight. She sobbed a few times and then continued to speak.
"Then I think, I said that I wasn't able to have a good relationship in the past, just because of this dream and he got angry. Like you must have noticed he yelled at me, accusing me that I blamed him for my break-up with Max. But I didn't mean it like that, I just wanted to show him, how I feel about his relationship with Sherry."
When Luke heard why Chris had yelled at Lorelai, the pain in his stomach became great anger. 'How could this jerk blame Lorelai for showing her feelings?' he thought.
He gently touched her face, to wipe away some tears. Lorelai felt as if little electroshocks would run through her cheeks. She enjoyed his soft, touching hands and began to speak again.
"Now I just feel so stupid, that I spoke about my feelings, 'cause usually I try to hide them so that I don't get hurt. He is together with his beautiful girlfriend and I'm still alone, unable to have a real relationship. I just screw everything up!"
"Hey first of all you're not alone, I'm right here." He responded, looking a little hurt. "And it's never good to hide all of your serious feelings 'cause then nobody can help you."
Lorelai chuckled, looked at him and said:"That's a funny thing to hear from you, Mr. Never-Say-A-Word. But I guess you're right, it's not my fault that Chris acted like a jerk!"
"Perhaps he just had twinges of remorse about his past and that he didn't look after you and Rory. So he got angry, because you made him feel uncomfortable. But that's his problem, he made mistakes, not you!"
"Wow, you're defending Chris!" She said unbelievingly, raising a brow. "You can be very Mr. Freud, if you want to." She added teasingly.
"I guess I was in the mood of some psychological babble. You're right, he's a jerk!"
Lorelai smiled and looked deeply in his eyes.
'Wow, the fourth time today' she thought, feeling a little tickle inside her belly. Suddenly she felt the strong urge to kiss him. She slowly bent forward, to touch his lips with hers. Their lips just met for a few seconds, but both felt indescribable reactions to this kiss.
She whispered a "Thank you" in his ear and quickly got up to go home. Luke still sat on the bench in the same position with a stunned expression on his face. He slowly got up, still in shock because of this little peck and went back to his diner.
tbc if you want me to. So review, review, review pleeaaassseeee!!!
Spoiler: takes place after episode 2x14 It should have been Lorelai
A/N: So this is my very first fanfiction. Thank you to Caitlin, who is beta- ing this story for me...
Lorelai glanced at him a second time, than got her purse and left money on the table. After making sure that Chris and Sherry had left, she exited the diner and nearly ran into the street. She just wanted to get away from the painful situation she had to deal with minutes ago, unable to control her feet or notice, where she went.
One single tear slowly ran down her cheek, when she thought about the conversation with Chris. She had finally admitted, that she always had liked the idea of them getting together, but he had yelled at her, that she tried to blame him for her past screwed-up relationships.
'How could he do this to me?' she wondered, 'Why didn't he cared when I showed him my feelings?'
She knew that she did not really love him anymore, but he was Rory's father and she always had wanted to have a nice family, a partner who cared for her and helped her. That was the reason, why she was jealous of Sherry, because Chris had changed his life for her, willing to be her partner. And Lorelai was alone, again and still.
Suddenly she heard steps running after her, followed by a soft voice calling her name. She turned around and found herself staring at his eyes again, like she did in the diner before.
Noticing his intensive gaze and the feeling she had in her stomach, she quickly looked to the ground. Luke cleared his throat and began to speak in a low voice, thinking about all the people around, who would love to gossip about this situation.
"I just wanted to ask if I could do something for you. Play bagel-hockey or something like that."
"Why would you do that?" She asked with a quivery voice, trying hard to fight back tears.
"Well, I heard the fight you had with Christopher and it didn't seem to be a very amusing conversation, so I came to cheer you up..."
Shyly he looked to the ground and added "...and I thought this would improve your mood, nothing helps addicted people more than their stuff, you know?"
Lorelai noticed the to-go-cup in Luke's right hand and smiled lightly as she smelled the wonderful coffee-scent that filled her nostrils.
She reached for the papercup, touching his hand accidentally, and grabbed the coffee out of his hand. The little touch made her fingers tingle, so she looked up, finding him gazing at her again.
'Damnit' She thought as she recognized the same old feeling she had felt so many times before. 'What makes me feel like that, everytime I look in his eyes? There's always an indescribable expression written on his face, when he looks like that'
Now it was Luke's turn to break the eye-contact.
"So, uhm...Wanna sit down and drink your coffee?" he asked trying not to be pushy.
Lorelai slightly nodded, went to a lonely park bench and sat down. Luke followed, watching while she drank her coffee.
"Wanna talk?" he asked looking concerned. Lorelai then lost all control about herself and cried, hardly being able to breathe.
"It's just... Christopher visited us today and he brought along his new girlfriend." Lorelai paused for a few seconds, thinking about Sherry."And I think I was kind of jealous, because he has changed for her, you know, gettin' a responsible job and he even bought a car, a real car!!!" She called bewildered. "So I acted kind of angry when he talked about her. And when we were in your diner I tried to explain to him why. I admitted, that I always wanted to have a family with him and Rory."
With hearing these words Luke felt a cold pain deep down in his stomach, but he tried not to show his feelings. He carefully wrapped his arm around her shoulder and let her cry in his flannel.
Lorelai suddenly felt more comfortable, feeling his strong arm, which held her tight. She sobbed a few times and then continued to speak.
"Then I think, I said that I wasn't able to have a good relationship in the past, just because of this dream and he got angry. Like you must have noticed he yelled at me, accusing me that I blamed him for my break-up with Max. But I didn't mean it like that, I just wanted to show him, how I feel about his relationship with Sherry."
When Luke heard why Chris had yelled at Lorelai, the pain in his stomach became great anger. 'How could this jerk blame Lorelai for showing her feelings?' he thought.
He gently touched her face, to wipe away some tears. Lorelai felt as if little electroshocks would run through her cheeks. She enjoyed his soft, touching hands and began to speak again.
"Now I just feel so stupid, that I spoke about my feelings, 'cause usually I try to hide them so that I don't get hurt. He is together with his beautiful girlfriend and I'm still alone, unable to have a real relationship. I just screw everything up!"
"Hey first of all you're not alone, I'm right here." He responded, looking a little hurt. "And it's never good to hide all of your serious feelings 'cause then nobody can help you."
Lorelai chuckled, looked at him and said:"That's a funny thing to hear from you, Mr. Never-Say-A-Word. But I guess you're right, it's not my fault that Chris acted like a jerk!"
"Perhaps he just had twinges of remorse about his past and that he didn't look after you and Rory. So he got angry, because you made him feel uncomfortable. But that's his problem, he made mistakes, not you!"
"Wow, you're defending Chris!" She said unbelievingly, raising a brow. "You can be very Mr. Freud, if you want to." She added teasingly.
"I guess I was in the mood of some psychological babble. You're right, he's a jerk!"
Lorelai smiled and looked deeply in his eyes.
'Wow, the fourth time today' she thought, feeling a little tickle inside her belly. Suddenly she felt the strong urge to kiss him. She slowly bent forward, to touch his lips with hers. Their lips just met for a few seconds, but both felt indescribable reactions to this kiss.
She whispered a "Thank you" in his ear and quickly got up to go home. Luke still sat on the bench in the same position with a stunned expression on his face. He slowly got up, still in shock because of this little peck and went back to his diner.
tbc if you want me to. So review, review, review pleeaaassseeee!!!