Pitiful/AU Universe

Me- Hello it seems that I haven't written anything for Death Note.

Yukoi- So today we will write one and this will be LXLight or vice verse. Whichever one you want.

L- I suspect that there is a 60% chance you will get some reviews.

Light- Review or I will write your name in my Death Note. MWAHAHAHAHAHA!

Me- Anycrazy, enjoy.

Disclaimer- Do not own.

Warning- Talk of death and depression. Mentions of L's death etc. Light cursing.

Most of this will be in Light's P.O.V.

~Story Start~

This shows how pitiful I am; I never had any control over the situation. I used Misa even though she actually loved a monster like me. I never did anything. I started off making the world a safer place then turned it into a fear-driven hell house. People became scared of me and the thought of dying.

I am pitiful.

Whenever I wanted something done I just pushed it onto someone else and never handled it. Even when it came to killing you, L. I didn't do it myself but asked that damn shinigami to do my dirty work. Was it because I didn't want anyone to have evidence or because I loved you? I mean I couldn't have when I stared you in the face and watched you die softly. I even went as far as smiling down at you showing that I had finally won this battle.

How pitiful.

I couldn't even admit to myself that I loved you. I was so focused on trying make the world a better place that I didn't realize I was doing it for you. When I first saw you I became so intrigued in everything about you. Your black, disheveled hair, creamy skin, weird ass way of sitting, everything. I then thought that I could do anything to keep you alive until I found out you were the L LAWIET .

How pitiful am I?

Pitiful enough to kill you then realize I really was in love with you. How foolish and stupid. But at least I got to see you one last time standing over me as I lay on the steps of that abandoned building and you smiled down at me just I did when you died. Just think of pitiful it must have been to want those same lips to kiss me. Well, it's all over now; no more crazy-ass sweet addictions, arguing and whatever else. Because of my doing; I ended what could've been. How pitiful.

Pitiful of me.

~Story End~

Me- Well I hope you enjoy for my first poem.

Yukoi- It was really heartfelt.

Light- I miss L.

Me- Well maybe you shouldn't have killed him, you ass wipe.

(Lights runs off crying)

L- Excuse xx, but what seems to be the problem with Light-kun? Hmmm….seems like there's a 93% chance you were the cause.

Me- Hehe…..uummm..about that, JaNe!