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Parings: KisamexKakuzu
Disclamer:I soooo do not own Naruto! -.-
Short summary: Soooo Kisame is being all angsty and emo like for not fitting in and Kakuzu-chan comes in to help! ^-^ - So sorry I suck at summaries! I promise the full story is better.
Beautiful
-I don't even know where to begin. From the skin on my body to the core of my fleash –I HATE MYSELF. I hate the way I was made, I hate the way I am. I hate to have to look in the mirror and see this! This monster! I was never this monster, I tried to make people see ME but… It didn't work. So I let myself go! I let the monster everyone thought I was tear through me and come out on the surfice, and let everyone know just how I can be! That I don't have to listen to them, and be quiet, that I don't have to take their insults and move on. Because I never did… No matter how I tried it, it just stuck with me. So atleast now I don't have to take it all, but that's no help, that doesn't make anything different. Im still the blue giant fish that everyone seems to hate. That everyone is disgusted by… -
Im clenching my fists, strugiling with pain. But I cant take it anymore. Tears start to stream from my eyes down to my neck. -No,no, not know, not here!- But when, where exactly… Theres not a time nor place for crying. I throw my fist at the mirror. –SHIT!!!-
Blood slips from my hands, but it doesn't bother me, what does bothers me is that Kakuzu is going to kill me for the mirror! It means were gonna have to pay for the damage. The water in the sink runs while I clean up my hand from the blood. – Now how am I gonna explain this to Kakuzu? Slipped and hit the mirror? Nah, hes not gonna fall for that…- .
-Hey Kisame what happened? Heard a smash so I…- he trailed off noticing the blood and the shatered mirror. He stopped to look at my face. Covered in tears, red eyes from crying. God I didn't need this… -Hey, hey Kisame whats wrong?- he asks me in a… a concerned, compashionete voice? –N-Nothing just… slipped.- Well atleast I tried. –Don't lie to me Kisame.- He says in a…a hurt voice? Whats wrong with Kakuzu today? He steps in and reaches for my face pulling it up to meet his eyes. –Why are you crying?- hes demanding now –Im not, I told you I just slipped and hit the mirror accidently!That's all now you can leave! – I say a bit annoyed.
I don't want my team mates to see me like this, to know me like this, to know my weaknessess… -No I am not leaving! Not until you tell me what exactly happened!- I knew he would get like this. And theres nothing you can do but give him what he wants when hes like this. So I did. – I was crying OK!? I was feeling sad so I cried! Now if you'd just leave cause I don't need youre simpathy or youre pitty! I got enough on my hands as it is!- I couldn't hold back. I was angry as it is but now I was just plain pissed! I just hope he will leave after this. – Im not leaving.- Oh well isnt that just perfect! Just what I needed! – I…- he trailed off. – I don't want to see you cry Kisame.- He looks at me straight in the eyes.
What… did… he.. just say? –I don't want you to be in pain. It hurts me to see you this way.- He says so detemined. – What are you saying Kakuzu?- I hardly choked it out. –I don't think I can really say it. Let me try and show it to you.- He says and starts to move towards me. He moves slowly and stares in my eyes. Like hes trying to find something there. I just freeze in shock. Hes inches from me now. He pulls his mask down and kisses me. A peck on the lips nothing more. I let out a heavy breath. Well that was unsespected! –K- Kakuzu… what… why…?-
I trailed off. I couldn't finish. I was still shocked. Nobodys ever kissed me ,let alone a man. But it… it felt good. Ive never felt like that before. Nobody had ever done that to me, nobody had even looked me without hatred or disgust in his eyes. But… here we were. Suddenly he put his warm hands across my face pulling me up to meet his gaze. He smiled. I bet I looked like a freaking idiot with my mouth hanging open and eyes wide with shock. – Youre so cute Kisame. – he remarks and smiles.
Cute? ME the disgusting fish like giant that everyone hated CUTE? That was certanly a first! I never thought anyone could look at me that way… But this is Kakuzu, why is he doing this? And… why do I like it? His lips crush against mine. He keeps them locked that way. And I like it. Suddenly his tounge carresses my lips. I shiver at the warmth. I see him smile. I slide my mouth open just a little bit. Ive never been kissed, but I know this much. Ive heard the other kids brag while I pretended to be styding.
But know all of that was forgotten. I was blissfully unaware of all the things that had happened to me and gave into this moment. I gave into the warmth of his tounge that explored every bit of my mouth. He made me forget everything. He made me forget every problem I had. He made me forget how ugly I was, how weak I was, how I could snatch his tounge with my teeth at any moment…
He pulled back, hands still on my face.- Youre beautiful Kisame,don't let anyone tell you you arent!- he said so reassuringly, so determined, like he really meant it. I guess he did. I was overwhelmed. I couldn't help it. A tear shot through my face. He smiled and licked the tear away. – Now promise me you'll never cry.- . –I-I promise.- I barely said it. This was too much for me. He smiled happily. – I love you Kisame, don't you ever forget it OK?- Now this was just too much!
I started chocking on tears and soon I was sobbing. I kneeld on the floor and cried my heart out. This was way too much for a man who only saw hatred in his life. He kneeled across me and put a hand on my shoulder. – Hey now whats wrong?- he said it so kind –What did I say something wrong?-. –NO!- I burst between my sobs. The last thing I want him to feel is gulty. He just did the most wonderfull things I could have only dreamt off and he was scared that he was doing something wrong. He did perfect. He did more than I could have asked for. He did more then what I could have imagined. He… He made me feel beautiful. I desperatly tried to pull myself together.
So that I can tell him all these things. To let him know that I am grateful for what he did to let him know that… That I love him too.- I-I… Ka-kuzu… You…- I wasn't doing so good pulling myself together. – Shh, I know Kisame, I know everything you want to tell me.- He says and pulls behind me. He slowly wraps his arms around me.
All I do is sob like a freaking pussy! He hushes me and lands little kisses over my back,shoulders and neck. I gather enough self-composure to tell him this.
I pull my head back against his shoulder and say –I love you too.- and peck him on the neck. He flashes me his teeth and kisses me again full on the lips.
We stayed like that, cuddeld against each other for a while. We then pulled off in bed. I guess we wont need that extra bed anymore.
I don't mind sleeping in the same bed with Kakuzu. Besides he will be happy to get some extra cash off selling the bed.
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