AN: These love letters are actually correspondence between myself, Valentine Morgenstern and my beautiful wife, Jocelyn Morgenstern. And for those who are not yet familiar with The Circle's Clave, we are an active, total immersion, alternate Roleplay universe where as you will see, nearly everything we do, we do in character.

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Darling,

Oh how I have missed the feel of your body pressed up against mine, missed the pleasure of kissing you, touching you, holding you. The feeling of entering you, over and over, the joy of knowing you as only a husband knows his wife. It was not without trepidation that I left you to attend business of the Joint Council. Normally, I would have brought you with me. But you were dealing with the orphaned boy and I had not wanted us to leave him completely alone.

I see now that it was a grave mistake. It was because of my foolish decision that a terrible monster ended up gaining access to you. In essence it was my fault. I blame myself for everything that happened to you at the hands of Abraxas. Truly, either I should have been in New York with you, protecting my wife and daughter as they risked their lives or I should have asked you to suffer through the meetings with me in Alicante. Understand me when I say, I firmly believed you would have been fine in New York.

The fact that he could get to you. That he could hurt you. That he could do those things to you, unspeakable things. I am surprised after such a ghastly experience, that you would let a man come near you, let alone two. I must confess that I am honored you would allowed me back into your bed so soon. And as for J.R. well, as Nephilim, I suppose I can understand needing the feel of a Shadowhunter to wash away the touch of the Eidolon Prince. And since your damned fool of a husband was not around to provide that touch, I see how it would fall to someone else.

It's a shame our dear Lucian was not at hand, something therein which might have provided a smidgen more palatability for my taste. But alas, I shall bear my cross in the same gracious manner that you, my Precious Love, have borne your own. I must admit, I have some reservations where the child is concerned. Naturally, parenting a warlock baby was not on either of our to-do lists. However, there is not a damned thing we can do about that now, so we must be prepared to make the best of it.

The fact remains, my love, that even while the child is half Abraxas, we will both benefit by the remembrance that it is also, irrevocably, half Jocelyn Morgenstern, whom I love with my entire heart and soul. And she is a treasure I intend to safeguard and to keep by my side for the rest of my days. Darling, so long as I have you with me, those days will be blissful ones indeed.

Passionate Kisses for my Mrs.

Xoxoxo,

The most fortunate Valentine alive

My Love,

How long did I wait for you? How long were you gone? I was so adrift and alone that I lost track of time. I was gone from you for so long I started feeling the ghost of your fingers over my skin, heard your voice comforting me. I wanted to accompany you to Alicante, to stay beside you through your tedious tasks but little Cole needed my help, my care. So I stayed to help the lost little soul. Though, in the end, I became the lost one.

I went to New York to protect our people from the demons, stayed to protect our daughter, even at the cost of our son's peace of mind. Seraphina wanted to stay in New York. There was no stopping her, I tried but it was futile. So I went along, not knowing the fate that awaited me in the dark allies. I defeated a Greater Demon, while I was still standing strong and true, unaware that I was wanted as a sacrifice, before even the Eidolon Prince found me. I slayed the demon, blind to the danger I was putting not only myself but our children in. So I left alone, to go rid the streets of danger. That was my first mistake. The Prince found me, tried to tell me you weren't worthy of me, that I was fit for a king. I told him I was already married to one because you, my Valentine, are my ruler, my lover, my heart. You reign over me in every way that counts and I have no choice but to melt beneath your loving stare or caressing touch.

After our daughter and son risked their lives to come save me while you were trying to save our country from panic over the blood calling, I thought never to let anyone near me again. I feared, now that I had been corrupted by a spawn of hell that I would no longer be worthy of being a Shadowhunter, of being your wife. I thought it better for me to be away from my children and my family so I wouldn't hurt them somehow, so they wouldn't see that the Prince had put his child inside me. I was afraid of rejection.

But then our daughter, our only daughter, disappeared only to come back hours later with news that she and our son would be ruling the very realm that had been my prison and torture chamber. I was horrified, I felt like I was losing everything to that realm, to that dead prince but I was horrified more so because she told me our son was never happy in this realm and he could never fully be now that he'd found some measure of true bliss with his sister in Elysium. My very foundation was being torn from me and I did not have you to turn to, I needed you but you were needed elsewhere.

I never meant for it to happen, my love, I never meant to be disloyal. I only sought our son-in-law for platonic comfort, for he was a like mind, feeling left out and abandoned by his wife and lover who'd made the decision to take over a hell realm without him. It turned into something different, which terrified me at first but he helped to relieve some of the panic and sorrow and anguish. I flinched and became unnerved at his touch if only for a few moments; nightmares plaguing me viciously for he was never you. No one could ever be you.

I flinched at his touch, whereas I did not waver in letting you take me to your bed. You were, in my mind, never to be compared to that demon of Elysium who haunted me, still haunts me. You could never do damage as he had, you would never do anything but love me. My only hesitation was that you would think me unclean and poisoned with a warlock child, but you proved that it was not your thought. You proved you loved me and would never leave me even after all the mistakes I had made. And for that I love you to the moon and back, the stars as my witness. I love you Valentine, and I'll never, ever leave your side again, my king.

-Special Kisses in Special Places for My Mr.

I'll love you till eternity comes to an end,

Your Beloved Jocelyn.