(D.G.~ ok I don't know what the pairs are now and there will be a lemon but
later on. If you have any suggestions about the pairings the tell me. Hope
to hear from you. I wrote this story because I know went through what
Kagome did and I'm writing me experiences. The guy who did this to me was
by best friend. But you don't want to hear about this so on with the
story.)
Chapter 1
Kagome and Hojo stood at the bottom of her family shrine. It had gotten chilly on their way home from their date so he gave Kagome his letterman's jacket. He was on the track team at school. Hojo looked down into Kagomes eyes and smiled. "You look better in the jacket then I do even if it is a couple sizes too big." "Really? Thanks. I had fun going to the movie with you. We should do this again some time," she said hoping that he would give her a good night kiss that would end their second real date. She had been paying attention to Hojo ever since she witnessed Inu Yasha tell Kikyo he loved her and would follow her to HELL. And when ever Inu Yasha would ask her what that other smell was she'd say the OSUWARI to get him off her case. Besides it was her business not his.
She looked so incredibly beautiful standing there in the moonlight. Hojo couldn't bring himself to saying good night. " So.I thought that maybe if you weren't doing anything Friday night that you might want to accompany me to Rumi's party?" he said mentally crossing his fingers. " But that's tomorrow night." Kagome said // Inu Yasha might come for me by then-oh what the hell, screw him I want to have a little fun now and then any way I deserve it.// "Oh ok. I understand." Hojo lowered his head in sadness. " I didn't say no. Hojo-kun I'd love to go with you and I wouldn't dream of going with any one else." Hojo lifted his head as she said this with a big smile on his face. " Great. I can't wait. Well I'll she you tomorrow." He said leaning down to kiss her. They kissed passionately neither one of them wanting it to end. After it broke Kagome started to pull the jacket off to give it back to him. " Keep it. I want you to where it from now on." When Kagome heard this she had to hold back her squeal. // Wait until my friends here this. They're going to flip.//
Hojo kissed her again even more passionately then before then walked away, leaving Kagome in her dream world to walk up the stairs. As she blankly walked up the stairs she started to feel a shard from the Shikon No Tama. She then started to run up the remainder of the stairs. But then she stopped guessing that what she sensed had come from the jewel fragments she had brought home with her. // I'm acting so stupid and paranoid it was just a kiss and besides I cant wait for our next date.// Kagome picked up the collar of the jacket and smelled it. // Umm. it smells like him. I'm never going to wash it because I want it to bug the hell out of Inu Yasha-why in the hell am I thinking about that dumb hanyou? I have to focus even more on Hojo now to get that mutt out of my mind. Tomorrow I should go shopping for a new dress with my friends for the party. They'll Know exactly what I should buy that will drive him crazy.// an evil grin spread across her face.
She reached for the doorknob on her door when someone stepped out of the shadows. Making her jump a little even though she had already guessed whom it was. "Where in the hell were you, wench?" golden orbs shown in the light of her porch light. " Don't do that. You scared me half to death. Be more careful other wise if I weren't in such a good mood you'd be eating dirt again." She sighed then turned to face him. Leaning her left shoulder against the door. After a minute of silence when Kagome made no attempt of answering he asked her again. " Where were you? I've been waiting for about two hours. Your okaa-san said that you had a date with some boy from your school. And what is a date? Your okaa-san said that you would explain it to me. So what is it?" he crossed his arms and stood still determined not to give up or leave until she gave him an explanation. " I went to see a movie with my friend and we had a nice time. And a date is when you go out with someone you love or care about. It's much more complex though." She said tugging the jacket around her for a strong gust of wind made her shiver. " Whose is that!? I've never seen it before. And wait." he started to sniff, his eyes grew large then narrow. " It smells like a human boy's sent." " Yes you are correct Inu Yasha this belongs to Hojo. And that's who I was with for your information even though it's none of your business." She said putting her hand to the doorknob. " Good night Inu Yasha I shall see you in two days. Not ONE, not NOW, TWO!" she said stepping one foot in the door. // Don't say that that's not why you're here because you always come for me when I do not return in 3 days.//
"But you're the shard detector not me. I need your help." He said looking sympathetically at her. // That was the first time I have ever heard him say anything like that and it would probably be the last.// " I'm Sorry Inu Yasha but I cant go. I have things to deal with here in my time and if I don't commit to them then I will loose my perspective on life. Here in my time and in yours then I will not be able to concentrate on things like locating the Shikon No Tama. So good night Inu Yasha and I will see you in TWO days." She then closed the door. But not before Inu Yasha could see a tear slip. He then knew that he should leave her alone.
As Kagome slowly walked to her window she could see Inu Yasha walking towards the well to return to the Sengoku Jidai. // Good he's gone.// she thought to herself then walked over to her bed and flopped down on it. She grabbed her pillow and began to sob into it. Her tears seemed to be pouring out as if she hadn't cried in a long time and now was the time that she needed a good cry. // How could he do this to me? Does he even understand that I'm loosing a fight against myself? He doesn't even care about what I think. I' tired of being his shard detector. I'm tired of every thing. I'm tired of all of his bullshit; I can't even remember the reason why I'm helping him. He acts as if I'm her- Kikyo; Cold with death and made of dirt and clay. I may seem like I'm all right and I may say I am but I'm not. You used to be my hero for your strength but now I need even more strength to get up out of bed and face this world and yours. Every time I cross through the well it seems as if a little of myself is being ripped away from me. I'm loosing me. I'm falling apart little by little. In whatever comfort I had with you is gone. Gone because I believed that you would be there for me.// she cried for as long as she could letting everything out hoping it would help but it didn't. She fell asleep listening to her own thoughts and sobs.
(D.G.~ so what do you think? It will get better later on in the next chapters but I wont post it till I have more the 7 reviews.)
Chapter 1
Kagome and Hojo stood at the bottom of her family shrine. It had gotten chilly on their way home from their date so he gave Kagome his letterman's jacket. He was on the track team at school. Hojo looked down into Kagomes eyes and smiled. "You look better in the jacket then I do even if it is a couple sizes too big." "Really? Thanks. I had fun going to the movie with you. We should do this again some time," she said hoping that he would give her a good night kiss that would end their second real date. She had been paying attention to Hojo ever since she witnessed Inu Yasha tell Kikyo he loved her and would follow her to HELL. And when ever Inu Yasha would ask her what that other smell was she'd say the OSUWARI to get him off her case. Besides it was her business not his.
She looked so incredibly beautiful standing there in the moonlight. Hojo couldn't bring himself to saying good night. " So.I thought that maybe if you weren't doing anything Friday night that you might want to accompany me to Rumi's party?" he said mentally crossing his fingers. " But that's tomorrow night." Kagome said // Inu Yasha might come for me by then-oh what the hell, screw him I want to have a little fun now and then any way I deserve it.// "Oh ok. I understand." Hojo lowered his head in sadness. " I didn't say no. Hojo-kun I'd love to go with you and I wouldn't dream of going with any one else." Hojo lifted his head as she said this with a big smile on his face. " Great. I can't wait. Well I'll she you tomorrow." He said leaning down to kiss her. They kissed passionately neither one of them wanting it to end. After it broke Kagome started to pull the jacket off to give it back to him. " Keep it. I want you to where it from now on." When Kagome heard this she had to hold back her squeal. // Wait until my friends here this. They're going to flip.//
Hojo kissed her again even more passionately then before then walked away, leaving Kagome in her dream world to walk up the stairs. As she blankly walked up the stairs she started to feel a shard from the Shikon No Tama. She then started to run up the remainder of the stairs. But then she stopped guessing that what she sensed had come from the jewel fragments she had brought home with her. // I'm acting so stupid and paranoid it was just a kiss and besides I cant wait for our next date.// Kagome picked up the collar of the jacket and smelled it. // Umm. it smells like him. I'm never going to wash it because I want it to bug the hell out of Inu Yasha-why in the hell am I thinking about that dumb hanyou? I have to focus even more on Hojo now to get that mutt out of my mind. Tomorrow I should go shopping for a new dress with my friends for the party. They'll Know exactly what I should buy that will drive him crazy.// an evil grin spread across her face.
She reached for the doorknob on her door when someone stepped out of the shadows. Making her jump a little even though she had already guessed whom it was. "Where in the hell were you, wench?" golden orbs shown in the light of her porch light. " Don't do that. You scared me half to death. Be more careful other wise if I weren't in such a good mood you'd be eating dirt again." She sighed then turned to face him. Leaning her left shoulder against the door. After a minute of silence when Kagome made no attempt of answering he asked her again. " Where were you? I've been waiting for about two hours. Your okaa-san said that you had a date with some boy from your school. And what is a date? Your okaa-san said that you would explain it to me. So what is it?" he crossed his arms and stood still determined not to give up or leave until she gave him an explanation. " I went to see a movie with my friend and we had a nice time. And a date is when you go out with someone you love or care about. It's much more complex though." She said tugging the jacket around her for a strong gust of wind made her shiver. " Whose is that!? I've never seen it before. And wait." he started to sniff, his eyes grew large then narrow. " It smells like a human boy's sent." " Yes you are correct Inu Yasha this belongs to Hojo. And that's who I was with for your information even though it's none of your business." She said putting her hand to the doorknob. " Good night Inu Yasha I shall see you in two days. Not ONE, not NOW, TWO!" she said stepping one foot in the door. // Don't say that that's not why you're here because you always come for me when I do not return in 3 days.//
"But you're the shard detector not me. I need your help." He said looking sympathetically at her. // That was the first time I have ever heard him say anything like that and it would probably be the last.// " I'm Sorry Inu Yasha but I cant go. I have things to deal with here in my time and if I don't commit to them then I will loose my perspective on life. Here in my time and in yours then I will not be able to concentrate on things like locating the Shikon No Tama. So good night Inu Yasha and I will see you in TWO days." She then closed the door. But not before Inu Yasha could see a tear slip. He then knew that he should leave her alone.
As Kagome slowly walked to her window she could see Inu Yasha walking towards the well to return to the Sengoku Jidai. // Good he's gone.// she thought to herself then walked over to her bed and flopped down on it. She grabbed her pillow and began to sob into it. Her tears seemed to be pouring out as if she hadn't cried in a long time and now was the time that she needed a good cry. // How could he do this to me? Does he even understand that I'm loosing a fight against myself? He doesn't even care about what I think. I' tired of being his shard detector. I'm tired of every thing. I'm tired of all of his bullshit; I can't even remember the reason why I'm helping him. He acts as if I'm her- Kikyo; Cold with death and made of dirt and clay. I may seem like I'm all right and I may say I am but I'm not. You used to be my hero for your strength but now I need even more strength to get up out of bed and face this world and yours. Every time I cross through the well it seems as if a little of myself is being ripped away from me. I'm loosing me. I'm falling apart little by little. In whatever comfort I had with you is gone. Gone because I believed that you would be there for me.// she cried for as long as she could letting everything out hoping it would help but it didn't. She fell asleep listening to her own thoughts and sobs.
(D.G.~ so what do you think? It will get better later on in the next chapters but I wont post it till I have more the 7 reviews.)