Prologue

My life is a show

I play the part

And I'll open up my heart

If anybody starts

Still my family doesn't know why I ignore

Their reasons and more

That I should be laughing for

They don't see that I'll never be happy

They don't see what they did to me

I'll always be the littlest Weasly

No one cares

I'm not unique

I'm not anyone

I'm nobody in their eyes

I touch the knife and I don't feel the pain

I laugh but will I ever truly smile again

Why can't I feel?

My heart should tear and heal

But yet I don't feel

I came back from the Chamber

And they ignored the million reasons and more

That I should feel

They thought I was better

Still I know better

I will only live to die

No one cares for me

They just want to see

The perfect Weasly

I don't know where to go

Did I lose my soul

Why aren't I whole

When will I be me

When will the world see

I am not happy

I want to be free

I want to leave this earth

I want to die

There is no reason for me to stay

I have no purpose anymore

I never did

I never did

I never will.