I SHOT MY SON

I knew. I knew from the beginning. I knew whom exactly Dominic Perelli was. I knew that he was Officer Dante Falconeri. Olivia's son. I talked to him before. When Olivia was caught in the fire at my coffee shop. He called her cell phone, I picked it up, found it was Dante, I wanted him to get his mother out of Port Charles. First time he spoke; I knew he was Dante. I was angry of course that he had the gall to hold Morgan, Micheal and Carly hostage. I wanted to shoot him point blank, but I saw Olivia in his eyes. I knew he wasn't a gangster, Olivia would never have risen a child of hers to go into crime. I was curious to see what Dante was playing at. So I allowed him in the organization. I had him checked out of course, I wasn't even surprised when it turned out he was a FBI agent.

I knew that I had to protect Dante at all cost. Yeah; I could have blown his cover right from the start. But, I didn't. I was selfish. I wanted to get to know Olivia's son. I liked what I found in this man that Olivia had bore. He was hers through and through. Trustworthy, kind, sensitive, funny, not afraid to show emotions. He has Olivia's smile and laughter.

I knew the danger I was in, but I didn't give a damn. If it came down to it, Dante would arrest me without a fight. I would have left the business in Jason's hands. I was the target after all, Jason would have been free and able to run things.

Than Claudia happened. I won't go into that. I'm tired of dwelling over it. Needless to say; I knew that I had to get Dante to arrest me for Claudia's murder. Had to get Micheal free and clear. Than Franco started to hint that he knew that Micheal truly killed Claudia. But luck was on my side, Franco decided to kidnap Lulu and almost kill her. Dante saved her. I'm damn proud of that boy. Franco bombed his own studio and left town. I can pin the murder on him. The easiest target that was ever laid in my lap.

Unfortunately for everyone, Micheal found out that Dante was undercover. He rushed to me and told me. I told him that I didn't believe him. That he was just jealous of Dominic and would do anything to eliminate the problem. I brushed him off. He went to Jason. Jason was harder to brush off. He was beginning to doubt me, so I had to say that we had to find absolute proof that Dominic is an undercover FBI agent.

We found the information. I was trying so hard to cover Dante's tracks. But I was unsuccessful. I did manage to cove that he's Dante Falconeri. Jason said we had to kill Dante. I was trying desperately to fight it. But I couldn't even began to try; Jason would know the truth.

I told Jason that I would kill Dante. I had it all planned out. I was going to just shoot him in the shoulder, and allow him to arrest me. But just as I pulled the trigger, and before I could move that critical inch, Micheal came in. I fired and watched as the bullet zoomed straight into Dante's chest.

There was a horrifying scream and Olivia rushed in. She was kneeling by her son's side, and screaming his name. "Stay with me baby, stay with me". My gun was at my side and I couldn't move. I was wasting valuable time on saving Olivia's son, by the numbness of actually shooting the fatal shot into Olivia's son.

"He's your son, Sonny. You shot your own son." Olivia was staring at me straight in the face. I was in sheer shock. I just stood there as Olivia went back to kneeling beside our son.

Oh God have mercy on my soul.

I just killed my son. My child. My blood. My son.