IT POV/NARRATIVE
{People say that the only way to move on is to forget. I don't want to forget,
That was my only memory of her... I still remember the pain and hurt in her
eyes, the disappointment. I still shiver at the thought, I never want to feel
like that again; I never want to be heartbroken again.}
IT POV
I was depressed. Once I could see color through these eyes, now only shades of
grey. It was like torture, everywhere I went everyone was so happy, so alive;
hopeful for good to come.
IT POV/NARRATIVE
I would of been like this for the rest of my life... If I didn't go to
mink's joint that night.
IT POV/NARRATIVE
I don't even know why I came here. I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't
socialize. I sat at a window and watched the cars pass by, until I needed fresh
air and went out in the back. Out there I saw my only fear, shadowhunters.
IT POV/NARRATIVE
It was then when she saw me. Those light crystal blue eye caught mine and I
froze. "hey wh-" I didn't hear the last part because I started sprinting away
from there. I don't want this life, I don't want to remember, I don't to break.
ISABELLE POV/NARRATIVE
Jace, Alec, and I just that vampire where it belonged when I saw him. His eyes
were nothing I have ever seen before, they were hazel but they seemed to
change... Blue, green, yellow... I needed to know him. I said hey but then
he started to run away. I wouldn't of given it another thought since i had a
whip in my hand and just killed a monster but I felt like I knew him... I felt
my heart start to break.
ISABELLE POV/NARRATIVE
I hated that feeling. I started after him. I heard Alec call out to me but I
didn't listen, I just kept running. I chased him down an alley... Then he was
gone. I looked all around he was gone. It was then Alec and Jace caught up to me
and asked me if I was crazy. I didn't answer. I only could think of him. I was
crazy about him.
IT POV/NARRATIVE
I saw her run after me. I ran down an alley and hid. She didn't find me. I hated
myself. I hated myself for running away, being a coward, for being scared.
IT POV/NARRATIVE
After that incident I went back to my apartment and had dinner. I did some work
but my mind was still on her. Soon enough I couldn't think straight and decided
to take a walk. When I take my walks I like to have it to myself and not a lot
of noise and commotion around, so usually my walks are in dark and deserted
alleys and streets. All through my walk I still couldn't get her out of my mind.
ISABELLE POV/NARRATIVE
I couldn't concentrate on my studies. He had invaded my mind and I couldn't stop
thinking about him. So I decided I'll find him. In my way out I knocked into
Jace. "hey, where are you going in such a hurry?" I couldn't tell him, he would
want to come with me. "I'm just going out shopping out from the street benders,
see what they have you know?" i saw confusion in his face, then it was gone like
that and he nodded and let me pass. What was that about? That thought passed
when I got outside.
ISABELLE POV/NARRATIVE
I started walking down a random alley. He seemed to like alleys, maybe I'll find
him here. I've been walking for almost twenty minutes and I was just about to
head back when my neck less that senses monsters started to glow. It was headed
west. I started to run and when I got there the monster was already in the
ground almost to ash and he was there.
IT POV/NARRATIVE
I was just walking down another alley, about to go home when a megner jumped out
of the darkness and tackled me. I don't want this life, I don't want to be a
shadowhunter, I don't want to remember. But I I didn't kill this megner I would
get killed. So I took the knife my mom gave me and started to fight the monster.
It was a breeze, to easy, once I known for sure the megner wasn't going to get
up I let I go back to hell naturally. I mentally grinned, but that grin went
away as fast when I saw her standing there staring at me.
ISABELLE POV/NARRATIVE
I can't believe it. He was a shadowhunter. He noticed me looking at him, he took
a step back about to run, I didn't want him to go; to leave me. I wanted to yell
out to him don't leave but nothing came out. I couldn't move , I have never
felt so helpless in my entire life. Because of one guy, my insides felt like
they were all twisted up and my heart felt like it was beating twice as fast.
Was I... In love?