BPOV

Two years….Today is being two years since my life started to change. I wake up with the same dream that it being haunted me every night. Today is also my birthday, and also is the day that my mother Renee died from a car accident two years ago, the same accident that destroy my entire family and that also gave me the scar in my arm that reminds me the day that I killed my brother, my mother and her husband, every day.

My thought was interacted when I heard Charlie, my father, knocked the door.

"Bella" I sighed "Are you up?"

"Yes Dad" I really didn't want to do this right now, but knowing that I had to, I decide that I wanted to get it over with.

So I stood up, grab my clothes and open the door. "Good morning" I said, hoping to make a quick escape to the bathroom.

"Happy Birthday Bells" he said and gave me a quick hug. Charlie never was good with his feeling, especially the ones that included me.

"Thanks Dad" walking around him, "I'm kinda late, I have to get ready for school still"

"Oh, that's ok" some silence "I was about to leave anyway" some more silence "I just wanted to wish you a happy birthday….and good luck at school today"

"Oh ok Dad….Thanks" I said as I walk in the bathroom "See you later"

"Bye" he said as he made his way down the stairs.

Once alone I decide to get on with my routing that I have adopted for the last year and a half…. It include a ten minute break down, taking a shower, brushing my teeth, trying to control my hair, and grabbing a granola bar on my way out.

I sigh one last time before I pull up on the parking lot of school. My first day of school again, I have being in three new school the past two years. The teachers couldn't handle my break downs, so each time they politely would request for me to transfer. My grandmother always said nothing about every time that I had to change schools.

After the last school in Phoenix request yet again to transfer, I made the choice to come to live with my strange father Charlie. I know that grandma had enough of me going to the same cycle every day. Plus she is getting to the age that can't handle a teenager in the same house.

So here I am again, starting a new school, but this time I made my mind that I would try my hardest to go each day and not let it break me down like it usually did. I hope it would work.

"Be strong Bella" I said to myself. "Here we go".

JPOV

I hate high school, I truly hate it. The pretending, the fight with my inner monster every day, I am the newest with our diet, even though animals sustain my body doesn't mean that I like it or even easy. And of course I was the one with the most slip ups.

So here I am, doing this yet again.

"You have to stop thinking that way….It's …It's depressing" Edward said.

'Well get out of my head then' I snap.

"I'm just saying…." I'd put my hand up to stop him.

"No….you're right, I'm sorry"

"You guys stop fighting, it's not the time plus…."

"We are Not fighting" Edward and I said at the same time.

"Let me finish…plus something is going to happen but I don't know what" she said sending me waves up on waves of frustration.

"What you mean something it's going to happen and what?" I ask her sending her some calm.

"I just….. I just don't know" Well that's a first for sure.

"I agree" said Edward reading my thoughts.

"Could it be the new student?" Emmett asks her while Rose just looks pissed.

"I don't know, everything goods blank in 1 minute and 38 seconds"

"Edward?" I had to ask, because if it is because of me slipping up again, I better avoid it intend of making the family move again.

"No… I don't know… I don't think you'll slip up again, plus we're all here….I won't let you."

'Thanks'

"30 seconds" Alice and everybody else started to freak out now, so I send some calm all around the table.

At the same time my phone rings "What the hell?" I open my phone and see that it just a text from Peter, my old friend and brother from Maria's time. I read and reread the text and I just couldn't understand it.

J. Take care of Her, she needs you right now. Please brother. P.

"What is it" Rose ask me as I look up to the rest of my family

"I don't know…it's from Peter….I…I don't…..it said to take care of 'Her'"

"Who is 'Her' Jass?"

"I don't know" just as I said the cafeteria doors opens and a girl walks in. Looking down to her feet and never looking at anybody, is it her? I tried to read her emotions and she was just putting so much sadness that if I wasn't setting down I would be on the floor curl up in a ball.

"Is it Her?" Emmett asks me knowing well that he meant about the text.

"Maybe… I'm not sure" we all knew that Peter had a way of knowing things that others couldn't but he is so difficult to understand sometimes. At the same time I know really well to follow whatever he told me even if it sound it really stupid, like right now, if he meant this girl. Why would I help a 'Human' girl? Specially knowing how difficult it's for me to be around them.

"Edward? What are you reading on her?" .trying to get all the details as possibly can before jumping on any conclusions.

"Nothing"

"What?!?" we all said it at the same time. 'How can this be possible Edward?'

"I don't know"

"Well shit…Alice can't see shit …you can't read her…What the hell? Jasper please tell me that you can feel her?" Emmett said

"Oh yes I can feel her"

"Well?"

"Sadness….just a shit load of them"