AN: Okay... I much prefer the manga story line... but I will probably add in the Anime monsters and some of those stories too, just to see what I can do with them. Probably this will eventually end up AU, as I tend to follow my whims when it comes to writing...
Disclaimer: I do not own Sailor Moon

Note: The writing is supposed to be a bit messy and chaotic... written by a fourteen year old girl. Keep that in mind as you're reading.

SAILOR MOON'S HORRIFYING ADVENTURES
WEEK ONE

Monday (Day 1)

Dear Diary,

Today was the STRANGEST DAY EVER!

You see, I woke up late, which isn't all that strange really. With those weird dreams that wake me up so often, I tend to sleep in more than I should. But I'm afraid to tell anyone about them. No one would understand. I mean, I don't really even understand. But more about that later.

So I leave for school, no big deal except, like usual, I'm running just as fast as my feet can take me. Until I hear these stupid boys... those same ones I had to chase away from picking on Shingo... and they were tormenting this little black cat. And she was so small and helpless I just had to help. You can understand that right? I mean, who wouldn't stop to help? So anyways I get the boys to run away, and even though the cat was scared and scratched me a few times I was able to take the Band-Aids off her fur. YES! BAND-AIDS! Those boys are so ROTTEN!

So the cat jumps away, and then I remember I have to get to school, except now I'm REALLY LATE! I run some more, and end up getting stuck out in the hall... again. It's just so unfair! So anyways, then Naru says her mom is having a sale. She runs OSA-P Jewelry, which is a pretty swanky store. But anyways, then I go with her after school, which was kinda cool, but there was really only one thing there I liked... this little moon pendant. Unfortunately, since I bombed my stupid test I knew there was no way I could ask for it.

So I go outside, and I'm a bit upset and feeling bad, and I stupidly crumpled up the test and threw it over my shoulder. And then this boy, who I will not admit for a second was cute, snaps at me that he isn't a trashcan and then HE LOOKED AT MY GRADE! He made me feel really bad about it too! He called me Odango Atama. I am NOT a dumpling head!

Eventually I lost my temper and stormed off. It just wasn't fair. I was already having a bad day, and he was just so MEAN! Why did he have to pick on me? And it's not like I'm stupid. It's just those dreams...

So anyway, I get home, and show my mom the test, and she's all like "USAGI! OUTSIDE!" and wont let me eat any dinner. I really hate that. Then Shingo comes home and teases me and says he wishes he didn't have a stupid sister, and slams the door in my face, and I do the Sailor V kick but it hurt bad, all the way up my leg.

Finally I get upstairs and do some of my homework and then I was just so tired I laid down. I couldn't help myself! And then I start having what I think might have been a dream, but it wasn't my normal dream. Although, I'm kind of glad it wasn't the normal one.

The cat I rescued comes in my window and wakes me up and says I'm some sort of super-hero... thing... and gives me a brooch. She tells me to yell MOON PRISM POWER MAKE UP! So then all of a sudden I'm lifted right up off the floor and I'm spinning, and hearing music in my head, and my CLOTHES DISAPPEAR! Then these ribbons come shooting out of the brooch, and they make new clothing.

The cat, who says her name is Luna, called the outfit a fuka. It's white and has a little skirt, and a big red bow that covers my breasts, and the brooch sits on the center of the bow, and I have these pretty white gloves and red high heeled boots, and this choker on my neck and earrings in my UNPIERCED EARS! Then these little red things show up in my hair buns and all of a sudden I can hear Naru in my head, and she's upset and scared.

So I jump through my bedroom window, without even thinking about it, and I take off running, and I get to the Jewelry store, and there is this... thing (Luna says it's a Youma) attacking my best friend. And these weird words come popping out of my mouth about how I'm the Protector of Love and Justice, Sailor Moon. And I have to start fighting. And let me tell you... fighting is not easy, or fun, or SANE. I fell several times, got tons of cuts and bruises, and then this all got so overwhelming I started to cry. Those things in my buns amplified the sound, and Luna was yelling at me, and I just wanted to go home.

And then, I heard HIS voice. I'm not sure what he calls himself but I named him Tuxedo Kamen cause he wears a tux and a white domino mask... and a top hat and a cape with a red lining. So he tells me I have to fight, and when he says that I just start to feel stronger, like if he's there, I can do it. So I take off my tiara and yell MOON TIARA ACTION! And then the Youma thing turns to dust right in front of my eyes!

I finally get back home, and part of me wanted to go to sleep right away, but then I thought... If this isn't a dream, I will need some sort of proof for myself... so here I am, and it's actually now already Tuesday morning. UGH! And I have to go to bed. But if I can still see this journal in the morning, then I will know it isn't a dream. I suppose I could have just talked to Luna... but what if I'm crazy?

Tsukino Usagi - Sailor Moon?

Tuesday (Day 2)

Dear Diary,

Apparently... not a dream. UGH! I'm sitting in English Class right now, (totally supposed to be taking notes) and I'm feeling a little dazed and confused. Naru has been talking about the attack at the jewelry store all day, and I don't even want to think about it. I mean, if it was real... what if it happens again and I have to fight more scary Youma monster things. Which are GROSS!

Already today has been hard. I woke up late... not only the dreams, but now I'm physically and mentally exhausted. My cuts and bruises are mostly healed except this one bad one on my shoulder. UGH again! I run out of the house, with just a piece of toast for breakfast, and then I run smack into a human WALL. That guy, the one who teased me yesterday, he was in the middle of the sidewalk just past my street, and I didn't see him and apparently he didn't see me, and we collided, and bam I was on the ground. And it wasn't really my butt that hurt or even my shoulder but my PRIDE!

What does he do instead of asking if I'm okay? He YELLS at me. I had tried to apologize but he just starts insulting me, and finally I couldn't take it and I called him a baka and ran away! I got to school late... two days in a row and Haruna-sensei was mad. She made me stand in the hall again. But this time I started to fall asleep, and the dream started so I jumped up and down the rest of the time so I wouldn't fall asleep again.

No one needs to hear that...

What's so bad about a dream you ask? Okay, let me tell you. I'm just going to take you through it as I see it, okay?

First, it's okay. I'm a bit bored because there are all these older people and they're talking in front of the throne. Yes, throne. And I'm standing all by myself. But then I start thinking I don't want to be there, and my feet are walking, and even though I've tried to change things in the dream a million times, it always goes the same.

I walk to this open area, and there is the EARTH hanging in the sky where the moon is supposed to be. So I look around, and I realize I'm ON the MOON! But I want to be on the Earth, so a minute later I just appear there. And I'm standing behind this tree, and there's this boy. I can never see his face clearly. But he has all this thick black hair that keeps falling into his eyes...

I don't want him to see me, so I stay hidden while he practices his sword with a few other men, but I can't see them clearly either. The guy looks up suddenly, but I know I didn't make a single sound... but he looks right at me, and he waves the other men away.

And then the dream changes. We're in a garden, and there's a fountain and roses and birds and all kinds of things. He's holding the dream version of myself, and even though I don't want to in my own head, the dream me lets him kiss us. And it turns into more than a kiss. He lays me down in the grass, and starts to lift my dress.

And I'm trapped there while he's doing... stuff... to me. He takes his clothes off, and mine, and then he's pushing between my legs. And it hurts on the inside, but he's really sweet and gentle, and the dream me likes it, even though there's a feeling like it shouldn't be happening because it isn't allowed and the dream me is afraid to get caught.

And then the dream changes and the woman on the throne, who I learn is dream-me's mother... well she's talking to the parents of the boy, who is actually the Prince of EARTH! And they decide we have to get married soon before... something happens, but I don't understand what it is. I hear the word (name?) Metallia and something about Beryl, who dream me doesn't like and is slightly afraid of.

The prince keeps grabbing my hand and soothing me, and all I know is that he makes me feel safe. And our parents are talking about a Soul-Bonding ceremony and they tell us it has to happen now, and the prince leads me to away... We walk down this long hallway and he tells me it won't hurt because we've already been together.

And then we're in a room and this man says these words over us and then watches as the prince does... the stuff... again with dream me. There's all this light and music and a warm breeze, except there isn't any wind on the moon. And even though we are technically hidden from sight under this weird canopy thing, the man stays in the room until this bright white dome appears over us, and then he says it is done and calls our parents into the room. But the prince and dream me are still doing... that... under the dome, and its like dream me doesn't notice them, but I do.

And then the dream changes again and the Prince is waiting for me at the bottom of a grand staircase, and we dance, and he kisses me. And the dream me looks over at the woman on the throne and she nods and smiles. So then I think everything is going to be okay. The Queen says that it's a beautiful engagement party, and I don't understand why they had us do the Soul-Bond thing... if that wasn't the marriage thing.

The prince pulls me out onto a balcony, and he lays me on a bench and starts kissing me again, and he gets a bit... more wild... than the first few times, which scares me, but dream me seems to like it... a lot. They kiss harder, and he holds tighter and then it feels so good for a few minutes that I forget I am dreaming.

And then the dream changes again, and we're in this big room on Earth, and his four generals are there, and he's wearing a sword and looking fierce, even though I still can't really see his face, I know he's angry and worried. And there are four girls, and they are behind me, and I can't see their faces either, and they are yelling at the generals not to do... something. Go after someone. They actually start begging and crying, and all I want is for everyone to be safe and happy, but dream me thinks everyone is going to die.

And then I'm back on the moon... The girls are screaming because the prince has come to tell them the enemy took the generals, and he doesn't know if he can get them back. Dream me is holding them and crying and the prince stares at me and we both know we've just lost hope.

Then there's smoke and ash and screams and the sound of a great battle. Not just the sounds of swords, but of some sort of whooshing, like energy being thrown. And dream me is sobbing, kneeling on the ground...

The four girls are lying around, dead. Their fuku are torn and bloody, and each of them has been stabbed in the belly. And the four generals are laying over them or beside them and the swords are still in them because they killed themselves after being forced to kill the ones they loved. Dream me somehow knows this is what happened, but doesn't understand how.

And then the prince is there, and he's trying to get me to hide, but dream me tells him I have to find my mother, and so I go towards the castle, and he takes my hand and leads me there. His sword is out... and we get to the entrance and the doors are open. We go out onto the steps... and there's this woman with long red hair and she starts yelling for the prince to join her. He says no, that the Earth and the Moon have always had an alliance, and that she'd perverted his people.

And she starts screaming that the moon people have always watched the earth people and that we are all horrible and tells him she's going to destroy all of us. She lifts her hands and this black column comes out and right at dream me... and the boy steps in between and gets hit instead, and I'm screaming his name. Endymion. And I'm holding him and crying as he dies. He tries to reach up and touch my face, but he's just too weak. And as soon as he takes his last breath dream me picks up the sword and plunges it into my belly... and I fall on top of Endymion the way the generals had fallen on the girls.

When I wake up I feel like I'm still being stabbed. It hurts for several long minutes, and sometimes it hurts so bad I lean over and have to be sick in my trashcan. There are times when the pain lasts for hours.

So yeah, no one needs to hear/see me do that.

Tsukino Usagi

Thursday (Day 4)

Dear Diary,

LUNA IS DRIVING ME CRAZY! It's all, find the moon princess this, and duty to the Silver Crystal that, and we have to find the other Senshi the other... AND SHE NEVER STOPS TALKING! I swear! I don't get a moment's rest. You add that to all the dreams, to the going out and surveying the city, watching for trouble, to the school work and chores and homework, and that BAKA Chiba Mamoru always teasing me now and just... oh, everything.

I'm tried and I'm frustrated, and my grades are getting worse! And the more tired I am the worse the dreams seem to get. It's like it gets harder and harder to separate myself from dream me, and then I wake up screaming, or if I wake up in the middle there are all these weird feelings in my body, and I want to find a way to relieve it, but I don't want to do THAT in real life. NOT YET!

I'm fourteen years old for crying out loud. I'm in eighth grade, in middle school... and all I really want is to go to the arcade and have chocolate milkshakes and play Sailor V, and maybe stare a little at Motoki-onii-san. Cause it's harmless to stare at him. He has a girlfriend, so he would never want to do THAT with me. And now, even that is ruined because Mamoru-Baka now seems to spend every afternoon at the arcade all of a sudden, and plus Luna says our base is there, and I just want to be a normal girl!

And every day I end up running into Mamoru-baka. I mean that literally! Three days in a row before school... and once after school. Today in fact, when Luna and I were sneaking around trying to find out about the radio station. Cause there's something on the news about this sleeping sickness, but everyone who has it had a letter get read on the news on that talk show about love.

Luna and I couldn't even get in, and she gave me a disguise pen and wants me to go back after my family goes to bed. I really don't want to.

Tsukino, Usagi.

Friday (Day 5)

Dear Diary,

So I ended up in another battle last night. Except this time there was a man there with the Youma. He looked so familiar, but I can't figure out from where. I had to fight and he disappeared, and eventually I won, but it was close. I broke two of my fingers. They're almost healed now. Been almost twenty-four hours... but still. I'm not sure how I'm going to hide all these new injuries. Everyone knows I have klutz attacks, but even I'm not that bad.

I started having new dreams... and even though people aren't dying in them, they're almost as scary. It's dreams about Tuxedo Kamen, and he keeps trying to get me to do the things from the other dreams, and even though part of me says I'm not ready, the rest of me wants to, and then he starts to kiss me and I can't think, and then he is touching me places... and somehow it feels good and bad at the same time.

Cause here's the thing... In the other dreams I know I'm technically not the one it's happening to... but in these dreams it really is me. And sometimes in the dreams (and this is the second night I've had them, plus one when I fell asleep in class today) I can feel things happen, and it still feels real when I wake up. Like when he did THAT and pushed inside, for a minute after I woke up, mostly in shock, I felt it while I was awake, the same way I feel the sword, before it disappeared.

And so even awake I know what we've done. But when it's happening I want it almost as much as he does. But at the same time I don't! AGGGHHH! It's so confusing.

I'm sitting in a booth at the arcade now, and every time I look up my eyes are drawn to that thick black hair on Mamoru-baka's head... and I want to put my fingers in it. I'm NOT like that! I'm NOT a bad girl! What is wrong with me?

Tsukino Usagi

Sunday (Day 7)

Dear Diary,

DREAMS SUCK!

Yesterday I was in the park and Mamoru-baka came up and talked to me, and he was teasing me and he pulled one of the pigtails from my buns, and then laughed and called me Odango Atama again. And now HE'S IN MY DREAMS TOO! What is wrong with me!? None of this makes any sense... But at the very least with Mamoru, I know who he is!

Cause in my dreams Mamoru-baka acts with me like the prince and princess did when they were on the balcony, and it's all hot and I like it, but then when I wake up I feel like I've done something wrong! None of this makes any sense anymore. I just want to be a normal girl.

Luna says there is something strange we need to look into, plus I have to patrol. More later.

Tsukino Usagi