Hi internet peeps. O.K, so I know Buffy's kind of old school by this point but I have recently discovered it's genius so I am going to attempt to give a proper ending to the twisted Spuffy love saga Angel fans beware. As you can tell by my pen name I am a fan of Twilight but don't worry I won't turn Spike into a prude wimp. Here we go...
Chapter 1: Pain
It had been almost 2 years since Spike's death and Buffy still woke up screaming every night from the memory of it.
"Buffy its ok. Wake up." Willow said while shaking her violently. Willow had moved back to Sunnydale with Buffy after she and The Immortal had a nasty split.
"DIE HE'LL DIE...Willow?" Buffy asked as she came back to reality.
"Yeah it's me, you were making with the hysterics again." Willow found.
"Crap, I'm sorry. You'd think I'd realise I was dreaming by now." Buffy apologized.
"It's ok. The man you loved died. I went through the same thing when Tara died remember?"
"What Spike and I had was NOTHING like what you and Tara did, and I didn't love him." Buffy insisted.
"I'll admit that your relationship wasn't exactly Jane Austin material but after he got all soulful didn't you like him just a little?" Willow's eyes were hopeful.
"It doesn't matter."
"Yes it does. Buffy unless you can come to terms with your feelings you won't be able to come to terms with your feelings. Ok... so that's a little confusing. What I mean is, unless you can admit Spike gave you the warm fuzzies you'll never grieve properly." Willow explained.
"If I admit it will you go to bed?" Buffy sighed.
"Yup."
"Fine, I did." That's when the realisation yet. "Oh my God... I did. He made me finally except both sides of myself. He understood me even when I didn't understand myself. He saved me from the crumbling building that was my life, and how do I repay him? By treating him like a vampire vibrator. No wonder he snapped I treated him like he was worthless because I felt that way. For Christ's sake the man LITTERALLY went to hell and back for me and I didn't give him a second glance until it was too late. I LOVE HIM AND IT'S TOO LATE!" Buffy sobbed. "I tried to move on with The Immortal but that just made it worse all I want is him".
"What about Angel?"
"He was forced to be who he is. Spike made a choice he's more of a champion then Angel will ever be. Or... he was" Buffy's voice was fierce.
"Wow." Willow breathed staring out into the darkness.
Angel's unbeating heart broke as he listened outside Buffy's window. He knew that he and the Slayer would probably never get back together what with the whole moment of happiness turning him into a serial killer thing. He had never imagined he'd lose her to another vamp, and Spike? Of all the demons in this dimension she had to pick him? Love was messed up.
He took out his cell and after fumbling with it for 15 minutes punched in Spike's number.
"You're an idiot."
"Hello to you too mate." Spike laughed.
"Listen you coward there's a very upset blonde here and it's all your fault."
"I told Harmony last time I shagged her-"
"Not Harm you moron Buffy." Angel felt like punching him.
"Is she hurt?" Spike's voice sounded like somebody was chocking him.
"Yes. And it's because of you asshole."
"Me? But I haven't seen her since I got trapped in that damn necklace."
"Exactly she just told me she's in love with you and-"
"She told you or are you stalking her?"
"That's the part you're focusing on? Really?" Angel rolled his eyes.
"What I miss?"
"SHE LOVE'S YOU." Angel screamed into the receiver and then cursed when Buffy turned her head. "Look William, you can give her things I never could. You have been given the greatest gift I can think of for once in your life stop being a poofter and be a man." Angel grit his fangs in frustration. Here he was, giving another man the only thing in his life he truly cared about and he was hesitating! He knew he still hated the English.
"What am I supposed to say "Hello love, I know you saw me burst into flames but I'm fine?""
"She's from Sunnydale, she's use to weird."
"What about the fact I didn't tell her until now?"
"She'll probably kick your ass for that. You deserve it too, in fact I might help."
"I wouldn't have it any other way."
"Good take the plane, see you in 20."
"Thanks Angel. Don't feel bad, the accent drives the ladies nuts." Spike confessed.
"See you soon." Angel hung up, took one last look and left the love of his life behind
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