Nobody Knows

Disclaimer- I own NOTHING! JKR does. I just frolicked in here and made this fan fic… cuz I can and I was told I could by BrownEyedCutie cuz she let me and cuz she's cool cuz I used an idea from her! YAY!

Summary- He will never love me. He just wants to fool around. I will never find him. Not around here. He will never look upon me. He will never change his mind. He shall not find out that I love him, not while I live and breathe.

Note 1- HA! I is BACK! Who rocks? I DO! Lol! Ok so I have like… 2 other stories in mind and if Tom runs on that wheel and gives me another idea before I start my other 2 then he is getting locked in a filing cabinet!

Note 2- Monday (the 5th of December) was my 17th birthday! So YAY ME! Lol! It was a really cool birthday and let me just say it was WAY better than last year cuz last year sucked thanks to a certain backstabbing bitch! Cougherincough… ahem! So… yea! I'm 17 now!

Note 3- this story is not mine! The idea of writing the story is mine but certain stuff in the story ISN'T mine! You have to talk to BrownEyedCutie about anything!

Note 4- THIS DOES NOT GO BY 'HALF BLOOD PRINCE'! DRACO IS NOT A DEATH EATER AND DUMBLEDORE IS STILL ALIVE! IT'S GONNA GO THE WAY I SAY IT WILL! IF YOU HATE IT, TOO BAD!

Note 5- I swear if I get ONE review correcting my spelling and my grammar, I will snap! I swear I will! And I will TOTALLY bitch back at you! I don't want any reviews saying 'your spelling sucks' or 'you need better grammar'. I'll go back and fix everything later when I want to! I'm sorry if my grammar/spelling sucks, really I am! And my computer doesn't really pick these things up because my computer is stupid! And my 'verb tenses' aren't that great either, just bare with me! Another thing with the wording, I'M AMERICAN! GET OVER IT! I don't know how people in England say certain things instead of "OH NO SHE DIDN'T!" so either don't read the story or put up with it!

Note 6- I don't know how long it will take me to get the story up because I have school and now a job and homework and blah, blah, blah shit going on so if I don't update as much and/or soon as possible, I'm sorry but it is hard being a junior in high school so once again, I'm sorry!

Note 7- I will call Hermione 'Mi' sometimes in here because writing 'Hermione' over and over gets tiring. If you don't like, just read it as 'Hermione' instead of 'Mi'. I only have so many fingers and if I type 'Hermione' constantly, my fingers may fall off.

Note 8- I will be putting A/Ns in the middle of the story cuz they help me and help you understand what is going on possibly. If you don't like it then don't read them!

Kiki- No, Kiks, I don't wanna make out with you… why do you think Brynn and I are together! Lol! That was SO random! Yes, Adam Sislo and Brian Pierpont… from their necks to their waists… THAT IS IT! And I don't look anymore! And Adam is a jerk! He hit me and it hurt! Hey that kind of rhymed! Haha! They are gay! Lol

BrownEyedCutie- you are the GREATEST!

So umm… yea that is basically about it… oh yea I forgot… ok I'm trying out for cheerleading at my school! GO SPARTANS! And I'm like MONDO nervous about it cuz I can't smile and be nervous at the same time… the nervous part of me over rules the smiling part of me… and my jumps sucks! So tryouts are tomorrow (Wednesday, December 7th) and I'm freakishly nervous! I'm gonna be sick!

So that's my news for now!

Ribbon, hopscotch, and HP4 ROCKED (which I saw three times in two days)… READ!

Chaper 1- Where I Hide

Hermione Granger, over achiever of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardy, had boarded the Hogwarts Express for her 7th and final year of her schooling years. The summer changed the way she looked; dark jet black hair, black clothing, black nails, dark make-up, she even added black contacts to her eyes. Her parents died in a car crash and the whole 'not having anyone care about you' issue got to her. Harry and Ron were too busy hanging out playing Quidditch, and Ginny was with her new boyfriend Eric James, a 7th year in Ravenclaw. She made Head Girl, obviously, so possibly she can get tons of excuses for ditching Harry and Ron if she just wanted to be alone.

At Kings Cross Station, no one knew who she was… no one, that is, expect a certain blonde Slytherin. Hermione always liked Draco, always thought he was cute. No matter how much he bullied her. He caught her eyes right away, smiled and winked.

'Wow, he was gotten VERY hot this year,' she thought as she glanced away and got on the train and sat in an empty compartment. 'Too bad I can never be with him.' She looked out the window and sighed just at the Hogwarts Express pulled out of the station.

The compartment door opened and stood in the doorway, none other than Harry Potter and Ron Weasely. Hermione looked up and returned a weak, small smile.

"Whoa," Ron said dropping his mouth.

"What?" she replied.

Harry and Ron didn't say anything. They just gaped at her.

"What?" Hermione snapped at them.

"Uhh, mind if we sit down?" Harry asked.

She shrugged, they sat.

They didn't know. It was a Muggle death, and they didn't know. She didn't meet their gazes and just stared out the window as the train started up.

Knock, knock, knock

The door opened again and in stepped Neville Longbottom, Ginny Weasely, and Eric James.

'Too. Many. People,' Hermione thought as everyone found seats in the compartment. She wasn't used to all of this company. Since her parents died, she became very claustrophobic.

"I'll be back later," she said getting up and walking out. She looked all across the train to find another empty compartment.

Things will never be the same as they were. Harry, Ron and her used to laugh and have a great time together. Now she just wants to be alone. She found another empty compartment, sat down and stared out the window watching the trees and scenery go by.

The door slide open and in dodged a hooded figure.

"Can I help you?" she said trying to get a look at the face.

"Shh… just play along," it was a male speaking.

Just then Pansy Parkinson, slut of the sluts, opened the door.

'That door better stop opening or I will curse it closed!' she thought with frustration.

"You haven't seen my Drakie-Poo anywhere, have you?" she said snobby like. Hermione snorted at the 'Drakie-Poo' part. "And if you have, you better tell me where he went or I will hex you."

"No, I haven't, and if he were to escape the likes of you, he was smart," Hermione did a snotty smirk back.

"Then whose that?" she pointed to the person with the hood up.

"Harry. Ron went to go find Ginny," Hermione lied quickly.

Pansy rolled her eyes and went on her way, closing the door.

The unknown person stood up and pulled the shade down so that no could see in. He sat back down and took off the hood. It was none other than Draco Malfoy himself.

"Thanks," he smiled and panted at her. Hermione tried not to blush.

"For what?" she asked.

"Covering me."

"Sure, whatever. May I ask why you are in here?" she said.

"Uh, was Pansy not that obvious for you Granger?"

"Go screw yourself!"

Draco's eyes widen at this. Hermione Granger, Bookworm Granger, Mudblood Granger, just told Draco Malfoy, Slytherin God Malfoy, Pureblood Malfoy, to screw himself. As much as she liked him, she has to act like she hated him.

"Wow, Granger, impressive," he mocked a clapping. "So where is Potty and Weasel?"

She shrugged.

"Some place having a jolly good time possibly, without me," she relaxed back in her seat and then propped her feet up on the seat next to Draco.

"What's with you?" Draco said, taken aback.

"Why the hell do you care all of a sudden?" 'Not a great way to make him like you,' she thought.

"Just a question! Don't need to go all Killing Curse on me."

She smiled.

"Don't get any ideas," Draco said quickly.

"I wasn't," she said.

They sat in silence for a while then Draco broke it.

"You never answered my question," Draco said.

"What question was that?" Hermione responded.

"What's with you? I mean all this black, you look like a vampire."

That was true; so much time in darkness, so much pale skin on her face.

"Nothing really," Hermione told him. "I just thought I needed a new look."

"What was wrong with the other look? I liked the other look."

Hermione looked at him wide eyed with a raised eyebrow.

"I mean…" Draco's face went red, "I mean, you… it's just… umm…" He didn't know how to fix what he just said. Hermione smiled and giggled at his stuttering.

"What?" Draco asked, still looking red.

Hermione shook her head. "Nothing."

'She's actually really pretty like this,' Draco thought staring at her. 'Wait, what am I thinking? Mudblood Granger…pretty? Yea, right.'

Hermione was getting bored and dug in her book bag to grab a copy of Hogwarts, A History.

"Don't you have places to be, people to see, thugs to command… Pansy to make out with?" Hermione said opening her book to her spot she left off at. She hated saying that last part.

"Very funny," Draco said to the 'making out with Pansy' part. "And Crabbe and Goyle can find the food trolley themselves, and everyone sees me in school so I might as well enjoy the alone time while I can."

"Join the club," Hermione muttered.

"What do you mean?" he asked.

She sighed softly and shrugged. "I've been by myself this whole summer so having five people surrounding you in one compartment is a bit crowed."

"Why were you by yourself?"

"Everyone probably had better things to do."

"Why? Didn't you want to be with your friends?"

"Can I read my book?" she said with a bit of frustration in her voice.

"Just trying to make friendly conversation with you."

"Since when have you ever been friendly to me, Malfoy?"

"Ouch," Draco said putting his hand against his chest, looking insulted, "that hurt."

"Awe, I'm sorry," Hermione said pretending to be and then went back to reading.

"So," he said moving to the seat next to her. "How was your holiday?"

"Could have been better, could have been worse."

"Did something happen?" he asked her, having his eyes travel her body. Hermione made an uncomfortable shift and closed her book with a slam.

"You really aren't gonna let me read, are you?"

"I was just asking!"

"Why do you ask so much?"

"I'm a curious guy, I ask questions!" Draco said, defensively.

Hermione sighed, crossed her arms and stared out the window.

"Did something happen?" he asked again.

Tears started building up behind her eyes, but she has promised herself to not cry about it anymore.

"Yes," she said softly.

"Was it something bad?"

"Yes."

"Did someone get hurt?"

"Yes."

"Did you get hurt?"

"Yes."

Draco paused.

"Did someone die?"

She didn't answer that last question right away. She blinked a couple times and swallowed hard.

"Yes."

"Who?"

"My- my parents," her voice was really dry when she said that.

"Oh," he said, "I'm sorry."

Hermione glanced at him and gave a small smile.

"Thanks."

He nodded.

"I kind of know how you feel because my father was in Azkaban, thanks to a certain friend of yours, and he died in there, then my mother died of depression," he explained.

"Sorry," Hermione whispered.

"Don't be. I'm actually relieved."

"Why is that?"

Draco hesitated at this question. It was something he never talked about, and, now that he thought about it, he didn't wasn't to talk about it, especially to her.

"My father beat me," Draco said.

"Oh, my, gosh," she said dropping her mouth.

"If Father came home from the Ministry and something really pissed him off he'd call on me, and…" he paused but Hermione nodded meaning he knew what he was talking about. "It'd be worse if he came home drunk. I'd have to leave the house, better yet the country."

"Oh, my, goodness, I'm so sorry."

"Not a big deal," Draco continued. "He was a psycho manic anyways, being a follower of the Dark Lord. He always bullied me into being one but I refuse it."

"That's good," Hermione said softly.

He nodded again.

There was one of those awkward silences between the two of them. Hermione stared out the window. As the minutes passed, the sky grew darker.

"Well," Draco said suddenly making Hermione jump. He smiled. "Sorry to scare you."

"No problem," she said.

"Anyway, I better get going, I'll see you around," he said standing up to leave, but turned around once more. "Do you know who made Head Girl?"

"Me," she answered.

"See around more often," he winked and walked out.

Hermione to herself as she got into her school robes and then made her way back to the compartment that Harry and Ron are in.

"What took you?" Harry said when Hermione sat down.

"Lost track of time reading," she said.

Just then Hogwarts came into view. The students started piling out of the compartments and stood in the pathway.

"About time, I'm starving," Ron said.

"And this is suppose to surprise us?" Harry laughed.

Hogwarts Castle, the perfect place to hide. Hide from the terror, hide from her past, hide from her future, hide from everyone.

Draco, Crabbe, Goyle and Blaise climbed into a carriage and just fit since Crabbe and Goyle are so… large. The door opened again and someone jumped on Draco's lap.

"What the fuck, Pansy?" Draco said, trying to shove her off of him.

"I couldn't find you," she put her arms around his neck and rested her head on his shoulder. Draco rolled his eyes. As much as he loved the attention, he hated Pansy. He looked down at the brunette and she smiled at him. Wait… this isn't Pansy he was looking at. It was the same girl he talked with on the train. It was… Hermione.

"WHOA!" Draco jumped a mile and Pansy landed on the floor.

"Bloody hell, mate, what's up?" Blaise said and Draco rubbed his eyes and shook his head several times. When he looked back at her, it was Pansy again.

"How the hell did you do that?" Draco said still in shock.

"Do what, baby?" Pansy asked him, picking herself up and sitting back on Draco's lap.

"You… I… I saw…" Draco had no idea what to explain what he saw.

"What are you talking about?"

Draco shook his head again to clear his mind.

"Nothing." 'That was weird. Why is she in my mind?'

"Welcome new students, welcome back returning students," Dumbledore greeted everyone when the sorting ended. "I would like to say a few words before the feast starts: the Forbidden Forest is prohibited to all students, as to some of the older students, may I remind you?" His twinkling eyes fell upon Harry and Ron. "Secondly, our Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher is Professor K. M. Shea, good luck Professor." He clapped, as did the rest of the Great Hall when a lady stood up. "Next, our new Heads of the School, Miss Hermione Granger…"

"No surprise there," someone behind her at the Hufflepuff table said.

"… and Mr. Draco Malfoy."

Both Harry and Ron's mouths dropped as Dumbledore motioned for the two of them to stand and everyone clapped.

"Now," he raised his hands after Draco and Hermione sat, "we eat," and the food appeared.

Amazed gasps came from the first years and the older ones just piled their plates high from starvation. Especially Ron. Everyone around him thinks he found an extra plate someplace for extra food. Conversations build around one another about 'how great' everyone's holiday was.

Hermione picked at her food. She wasn't really hungry. She's gotten used to the fact of not eating. No one noticed. She looked up trying to pick out the blonde Slytherin. She found him… wearing Pansy as a neck ornament. Hermione felt a burn of jealously flow through her body. She stared sadly at her non-touched mashed potatoes.

"Mi, you haven't touched any food on your plate," Ginny said.

"Huh? Oh I guess I'm just not hungry," she answered.

"Are you ok?"

"Yea."

Once the feast was over, Dumbledore stopped Hermione.

"Congratulations, Miss Granger," he said.

"Thank you, sir," she answered.

"And I'm very sorry about the loss of your parents."

"I'm fine."

"Well the Heads' portrait is up on the seventh floor and it is a picture of a person standing on a rock beside a ocean. The password is Blubberworst and since I can't find Mr. Malfoy at the moment, will you give him that message too?"

Hermione nodded.

"Thank you," and he was off to talk to Professor McGonagall.

Hermione made her way to the seventh floor and wondered all around looking for the portrait. She stopped on the fourth floor to rest of a moment.

"They seriously need to find a better way to get around this place," she said out loud to herself.

Just then she heard a soft moan and then a giggle.

'Great, I get to catch some stragglers on their day back,' she thought as she followed the noise. She turned a corner and saw something that she felt like gouging her eyes out afterwards: Draco backed Pansy into a corner and he was chewing at her neck. Hermione felt like going over there and slapping the stupid bitch… Pansy, not Draco.

Just then she got a flash of what Draco was doing to Pansy only it was to her.

The burn of jealously started building up in her again. She ran the rest of the way to the picture.

"Blubberworst," she said to the back of the person.

"Enter," the voice said softly.

The portrait swung open and she dashed inside. When she saw the common room she gasped.

"Wow," she said in awe.

'Wow' was an understatement. The common room was amazing. The room was four times larger than the House common rooms. Squishy armchairs were in corner, next to the tables, everywhere. Three large sofas surrounded the fireplace. There were two staircases that lead to two doors, one with an 'H' on in and the other with a 'D' on it. She walked to the door with the 'H' on it, opened it and as nice as the bedroom was set up, the gold and red colors got to go. She stood in the middle of the room, waved her wand and said:

"Blackiendo."

The color black really brought out the better in her.

Hermione collapsed on the bed and stared at the ceiling. Visions of her and Draco together kept coming through her mind.

'No,' she thought, 'this is where I hide from everyone.'

Everyone… but him.

Ok, so that is chaper one! What do you think? Remember I don't want any reviews about my grammar and spelling. And if you are going to review something please don't' be rude about it cuz I'm under enough stress as it already is.

Speaking of stress…. I made cheerleading! Just so you all wanted to know about the outcome! My friend Nikki and I decided that Tom Felton likes cheerleaders since we are both one! She is just like me… but I love Tom more!

So again I don't know when I'll get the story up cuz of school, homework, my job, and now cheerleading and then there is sleep!

I'm out for now! I'll update as soon as I can!

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