BPov:

So this is how I would end my school year. Here in Forks just like Renee and Charlie. Well not exactly since I don't want to end up pregnant right now. Maybe in two years I guess, I don't know. Point is that I was currently getting off the plane to go live with Charlie since Renee didn't even care about me. Well she never did actually; I was like a roommate for her when we lived together in Phoenix. I've been cooking since the age of ten. I've always been like the mother in our relationship. That's until Phil showed up and made Renee into his cougar wife. She's older than him by four years exactly. Anyway I decided to move in with Charlie since I didn't want to be with Renee and Phil anymore so now I'm living with Charlie till the rest of the school year.

"Bella!" I spotted him by the cargo and smiled. I hadn't seen my dad since two summers ago.

"Hey dad."

"Hey kiddo, how ya been?"

"Good, how are things here in Forks?"

"Good Jake's been asking about when you would arrive. He misses you like everyone else in La Push."I nodded and followed him to the cruiser with my things. I missed everyone else in La Push It was so homey there, everything so quiet and nice. Can't wait to go and visit everyone.

"So how's Renee and Phil?"

"Ehh enjoying their honeymoon phase still. I just wanted to come home to you since it doesn't really seem Renee cares about me anymore. Heck dad she never has. I was more of a mother than she ever was. I was a roommate to her." He frowned and looked at me for a second and then to the road again.

"I guessed I picked out a bad mother for you kiddo. I'm sorry." I touched his hand and he turned to me.

"Its okay dad. It's not your fault Renee wasn't ready to be a mom. You tried to make things work but it got out of hand." He nodded and I let go of him.

"Your things arrived yesterday at the house. I have your bike parked out at the front." I grinned widely. My Harley bike is like a baby to me.

"Great, can I go on a spin around town when we get home? I want to see how much it's changed."

"Sure, just please be careful with it."

"Scouts honor, I promise dad." We got home a few minutes later and I opened the cruiser door to escape to enter the house and go upstairs to find my room was now filled my things. I put down my stuff and laid down on my bed. Ahhh home sweet home.

"Bells?" I looked up and found Charlie at my door.

"Yeah dad?" He smiled and answered me.

"Welcome home kiddo." I nodded and smiled. Just what I needed. I took out my bathroom stuff with some clothes and entered the shower. As I let the water wash off my body I thought about the last time I was here. Before I left a family moved in named the Cullens. I met a boy named Jasper; he was adopted by Carlisle and Esme Cullen with his twin sister. We hung out a few times but we really didn't get to know each there that well. I wonder if he's still around. I dried myself and got clothed in a yellow Paramore t-shirt and black skinny jeans. Adding my red converse and a black hoodie. I didn't really want to do much so I left out my makeup and left my hair down in my natural curls. I looked in the mirror and saw my hazel eyes, long brown wavy hair, heart shaped face, and light pink lips. I was a mixture of both my parents. My mom's heart shaped face and light pink lips, my dad's brown hair and hazel eyes. I was a bit taller than my mom by two or three inches. My height was at 5'6. I exited the bathroom and entered my room to get my wallet and keys. A quick goodbye to Charlie and I was out the door and onto my bike waking up the engine and driving off to town. I saw a couple of people I knew. Some dudes whistled when I passed by them. I stopped at the diner and entered to see some golden blonde curls from someone I recognized.

"Sir you have to leave. You've spent two hours sitting there without ordering anything and disrupting people's evenings." He glared at the waitress and didn't move.

"Like I care lady, why don't you tend someone else and leave me alone you old hag. I haven't done shit to you." She glared at him back before going back behind the counter to probably call the cops. I went towards Jasper to see him sitting there with a paper bag in the shape of a whiskey bottle. He had bags under his eyes as if he hadn't slept in like forever. His blue eyes didn't have a tint of happiness in them like he usually did. Those blond curls I loved were all over the place. What he was wearing was all ripped like his jeans while his shirt was all dirty and needed to be ironed. What had happened to the Jasper I had known two years ago?

"Jasper?" He looked up about to shout at whoever was calling him but stopped once he saw me. I was about to say something else to him when I was cut off by the waitress from before.

"Look young man I just called the cops. Now if you don't want to be arrested I suggest you leave now." I stepped in front of her and answered.

"Don't worry miss I'll take him home. Just please don't put charges. He isn't himself lately." She sighed but agreed and left. I turned back to Jasper who was just staring at the table in front of him.

"I'm not leaving."

"Jasper you have to, you heard what she said. The cops are on their way here. I don't think you want to end busted in jail. I don't think Carlisle and Esme would…"

"I don't give a shit about them. They can rot in hell for all I care. Fuck them." This surprised me; he never said anything like this before. Yeah he would curse, I mean who doesn't. I do it all the time. But he never insulted his parents. He loved them dearly. I crossed my arms and grabbed his bottle of whiskey.

"Well I fucking do, so shut the fuck up and come on were leaving. And I don't give a rat's ass if you don't want to because I don't think you want to end up in jail. Especially since you've been drinking tonight!" He stared at me with a angry glare but got up and started walking out the door with me following right behind him.

"What do you want with me Swan? I thought you weren't coming back to Forks." I kept my arms crossed and looked at him.

"Can't a old friend say hi?"

"You're not my friend, I don't have any."

"Not in my role book you're not."

"Well you are in mine, so beat it!" I grabbed his arm before he left and made him face me again.

"Don't fucking touch me Swan!" I glared at him.

"Then don't fucking ignore me and walk away. I don't know what's going on Jasper but I want you to stop with this shit. This isn't how I remember you like. What happened two years ago?" I saw anger in his beautiful blue eyes. I miss the old him.

"It's none of your damn business. So stop being a nosy bitch and leave me alone!" I slapped him, real hard. I didn't mean to but I wanted him to stop being this cold way with me. He brought up his hand to cup his cheek that had my handprint stain in pink.

"Why are you being this way with me? What happened to the kind but funny dude I left in Forks two years ago? When did he become this cold bastard that doesn't give a shit about anything and is now an alcoholic?" I saw sadness hit his eyes for a second but it was quickly hid away with hate again.

"He died, he fucking died. That Jasper you knew died when his life turned into little tragic pieces!" My eyes widened in shock.

"What do you mean little pieces?" He smirked at me and laughed.

"You want to know what happened?" I sadly nodded my head.

"It all started when my new best friend left Forks two years ago in the summer. Then my whole life turned miserable. My twin sister Rosalie died in a car accident when I got drunk one night and she was driving to go pick me up. Her boyfriend Emmett who is also my stepbrother blamed me for it with all the others agreeing as well. My girlfriend Alice cheated on me with Edward. Esme was pregnant but from all the stress I was bringing to the family she lost the baby. Carlisle blamed me for the death, so did she as well. I got kicked off the football team from fighting with Emmett and Edward. And when I had finally found my real birth mother she died because of cancer!" I was fully in tears mode when he had finished.

"Jasper I'm so sorry, please forgive me!" I jumped onto him lightly and hugged in tightly to my body. No wonder he was this way. I felt him go stiff and I twitched when I felt cold drops of his tears fall onto my neck from where he had placed his head softly. I decided at that moment that I would help him through all of this. I wouldn't leave his side anymore. I wouldn't leave like Renee did with Charlie or like I did two years ago.