Series Title:Loving You..? Part 1
Subtitle:Mixed Up Feelings (i)
Author:Crying Joker!!
Pairing:...eheh?-Supposedly 1+2,3+4,but..*shrugged*
Warning:..*scratches head*urm..dunno yet..
Disclaimer:I do not,repeat,do not,own any of these characters mentioned inside this fic.
Spare me from the pain of remembering it,onegai?
Notes:*Grins*Hehee..I got this while still trying to think about MGP(you wouldn't wanna know what..)
..don't know where it come from,no..enjoy!

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Mixed Up Feelings (i)-(Loving You..?) ~By Crying Joker~
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It was a lovely,bright day.Everything was alright,there is but a little sound here
and there.Yet somehow,inside a house which is clearly occupied by five teenage boys,
loud sounds and noises can be heard from inside out:-
Scampering in fright from the bedroom,was Duo,chased slowlyly by a much more calming
Heero.Duo ran,tripping over Quatre and Trowa in the kitchen.He curses,apologized to the
couple,and set off again into the living room which was occupied by a reading Wufei.
"Damn you,Duo.Get off me!"
Wufei pushed Duo down from his lap."Hate you for that,Wu-man.Jesus!That guy's gonna
kill me,man!!"Duo pleaded,grabbing Wufei's already too big shirt.Wufei sneered."So?"
"So?*groans*Don't you have any pity,man?Eep!"Duo ducked,barely missing a bullet."Damn
you for eternity if he does,Wufei!"He yelled at the top of his lungs while scampeding
toward the bedroom,only to find it as the worst choice he had ever made.He turned
around at the sound of door being closed.
Duo squirmed at the glaring 'Omae o korosu' boy in front of him.It's not his fault
that he had tripped along the wire that was connected to the japanese boy's laptop.He
had just walked into the room,dizzy from a fever (which is all too okay now,thanks for
the exercise) and suddenly slammed hard onto his face.When he regained his posture,Heero
was looming over him,determined to have his head this time.
"Listen,Heero..I can explain everything.."
"Third time this week.What can you explain,eh?"
He backed off from the fuming Heero until he felt the cold,white wall closing behind
him.'That's it!I'm dead..'Duo shielded his face with his hands when Heero took out his
beloved gun.He waited in fear for the deadly blow.And waited.It did not come.In
confusion,Duo looked up from his hands and found himself all alone in the room.Heero
gone.Without his laptop.

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=Duo's POV=

That was weird..even if it is just a game,..why didn't he hit me?
I called his name.No answers.Where the hell is he?..why didn't he?

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=Heero's POV=

Why didn't I?Why did I walked away?Why can't I..?Even if it was just a playful game.
Looking from afar the house,I turned and walked into the darkness.

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"Hey..anyone saw Heero?"
Trowa looked up from his book and shook his head.The house is quiet once again.
With no Heero.Quatre sipped his tea and smiled apologitecally.Sighing,Duo
slumped onto the sofa facing Wufei."And before you even start,no.I haven't seen him
until now."
"Mmm.."
Wufei frowned.Looking up from his book,he asked,"Why are you so concerned?I
thought he tried to kill you."The braided boy sighed.It is not that he was bored,it
is just that..

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=Duo's POV=

It's just that I wanna..see him.Just see him.
'sides,a day without Heero is too much!
...
...
Yeah,Duo..
Why are you so concerned?

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"Dinner's ready!"The sound of Quatre's usual cheerful voice didn't help to ease the
feeling of emptiness inside Duo's heart.Dragging his body in force,he walked down to the
kitchen.He slumped clumsily into his seat.
Wufei stopped eating and looked up at his friend.It is not like him to be so quiet at
this time of the day.Quatre and Trowa too,stopped whatever they were doing and stared at
the quiet american.
Duo didn't touch his food.He was glaring at it,as if he could see something that no
one other than himself can see.He sat like that for almost an hour,not oblivious of
himself being watched.
*Coughs*
"..."
*Coughs*
"..."
*Coughs*
"..."
"Duo!"
Duo raised his head."Wha..what?"
Trowa,crossing his arms across the chest,give him a 'look'."Okay,spill."
"Spill what?"
Another 'look'.From Wufei."What happened?"
"Nothing."
"Don't give me any nothing,Maxwell,"Wufei added in with a-matter-of-factly look."What
happened between you and Heero?"
Duo shrugged."I told you.Nothing."
"*Sighs* Duo,it can't be nothing." Quatre inquired exasperatingly."Look,you didn't even
touched your food."
The chinese boy nodded to show that he agreed that something is wrong with Duo.Green
eyes shone with amusement at that remark."And it's your favourites,in case you HAVE
forgotten that."
"So?"

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=Duo's POV=

I snapped and glared at the surprised arabian.In return of that,Trowa glared back.'Woo-
hoo..What do we have here?'My mind jumped with joy.I know that Trowa is protective
around Quatre,but now,..I'm sure that some'thing' else is going on.I wanna grin and
tease them,but my heart just won't do that.
Why,Duo?What is wrong with you?

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=Heero's POV=

The whole house is silent for a change.Guess they're all in the kitchen,then.After all,
it's time for dinner..

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Heero walked around to the kitchen and stopped when hearing voices argue.
"Duo.."Started the blonde boy.He was trying very hard to make Duo to just EAT his food.
"Eat your food,please?"
Brown braided hair swayed as the owner shook his head."No,it's okay..I'll wait for
Heero."Heero screened the kitchen.He could not find Trowa and Wufei anywhere.And sitting
at the table was Duo and Quatre,talking in hushed voice over two plates of foods.
As he saw Quatre reached over to grasp softly at the other boy's hand,he felt his eyes
narrowed.

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=Heero's POV=

What the hell..??How dare he touch Duo like that,even if he IS a best friend to Duo.
'I'm' his REAL best friend.None other.Duo himself had told me that.Damn me if I let
that happen.I clenched my fists,ready to stormed in and demanded the hell out of my
Duo.Wait.'My'?I stood there stunned at what I had just said to myself.'What had I said?'
I clamped my opened mouth with my shaking hand,closing it with a snap.My body shook as
I reached over to the wall,steadying my numb mind.Still in a daze,I exited the room
unnoticed.

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Behind the darkening hall,dark brown eyes shone at the sight of Heero walking up to his
and Duo's room.

[End part 1(i)]

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/s=So???Whaddaya think?Sucks,right? *sighs* damn if only I know how to really write
something..

14-4-2003
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