I need your love

by BooksandArrows

Its the end of the 74th hunger games.Katniss is the victor since peeta didnt make it.Katniss loved peeta since his confession so when she came back she smoke and dranked.But what if peeta was alive and the capitol was fixing his leg and only everyone but katniss knowed.Will she find out or never know?Pleas like it this is my second story and im stilll doing capitol academy high.

1. Chapter 1-New katniss

Ok so im still doing capitol academy high but im doing this story too because I decide I want to im a really wierd fanfiction here is chapter 1 of ''I need your love''

Katniss POV

Ever since the games I felt something empty in my never made it and im since he said he loved me,I loved him.I have cryed and weeped and become an than since I came,Nobody can cheer me up,not even Prim or Gale can.I think of Peetas clear blue eyes and shining blonde hair and I begin to cry when prim comes in the kitchen.

''Kat,you got to stop is not gonna stop your problems.''Prim says.

''B-but I-I-I really m-m-miss h-h-h-him.''I cry like im a 2 year old who wants something.

''Peeta wouldnt want you like would want the best for you.''Prim says.I get up to get some beer from the fridge when its of it.

''Prim,wheres my achohol.''I hates to me drunk because I blame everything on me and cry.

''I dumped it all and told Haymitch and Ripper to not sell anything to you or give you any.''She says.

''Fine.''I say as I get a cigar that some fan from the victory tour gave me.

''Kat,have some soup it will be good for you since you have'nt eaten .''Prim says.

''No.''I say as I get a new night.I usually smoke so I'm used to it.

''Fine then I'll force you.''Prim says as she takes the cigar out my mouth and puts soup in my makes me want to throw up.

I spit it out and I say''I'll be in my room.''as I go upstairs and see prims sad face and a tear going down her cheek.I know she wants the best for me.

Once I get to my room I slam it shut and lock it.I get a beer to drink and I begin to cry and blame myself for living and I think of one thing-

'The new life of Katniss Everdeen:being a drunk drug girl.'