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I sighed.Theres nothing left for me.Hell,who am I trying to fool,there never was anything exept for Naraku.And what was he.No,thats not the right question.He is everything.But me.I am nothing.I origonated from him infact.He holds my life in his hands.Either way.He wins.
Always.
Either I do something wrong,he crushes my heart,soul,and everything thing inbetween,or I do his dirty work.Kill and kill.I live.He's happy.
You know.
I hate the wind.
The wind hates me.There was Inuyasha I remember clear as day when I fought him.He was strong.Strong on his own,as well as his other comrads.
But me.Without Naraku,I am nothing.With out the wind.I am nothing.On my own.
I'm absolutly nothing.
Nothing but an illusion you saw dancing and twisting in the breeze.But when the breeze stops,its no longer there.Thats what I am and what I allways will be.I'm turning in to Narkau too.Yes,I know what he did.Slaughter the demon slayers village leaving her with nothing.Blame it on someone else.Its exactly what I did.Kouga's village.Gone.Blamed it on the dog.Brings a whole new meaning to that expresion.
I walked on.Not on that stupid God forsaken feather.It does nothing but remind me how powerless I am with out it.
Powerless.
The word echo's.
Suddenly something caught my eye.A peice of green skirt and reven hair on top suspened from a bush where this person obviously was trying to hide.
"What are you doing Kagome.Spying on me.Planing on killing me?" I said with a sneer.I wasn't in the mood for her heroic antics on trying to impress the dog.I wasn't even in the mood to kill her.
And of coarse she stood paralyzed with the fact that she was alone with no one to protect her.Prefebly her dog boy.
"What is it preistess.Scared?Don't worry.I not planning on killing you.I have nor the time or the desire.I'm through with Naraku.I'm not killing anymore so don't say a word."
The preistess,Kagome's face turned red.Obviously upset I had dismissed her without so much as an apology for thoes who I killed.
"What do you mean 'through with Narkau!'?Don't you even care that you've killed hundreds?You can't just throw that away.You've done what youve done you can't just dismiss it."
Ah so I was right.The preistess ~was~ infuriated.
"Dismiss it?Is that That what you call it?Well,If thats what you think of it as then yes,you could call it that."
She looked at me with disbelief.She wanted to know more.Of why I said that.How I could think such things.
Thats where I left her.I walked on leaving her with her thoughts.I know she needed to know more of what I was talking about,why I didn't kill her,but never let them know to much.Most of it is lies anyways.What I was decived to do.I guess everything was deception or false.Exept for one thing.
Death.
Death is true death is real.Death won't judge you.Death will take everything away.Standing on your own.On my own.Something to decide for myself.Myself.It hasn't existed in my vocabulary for such a long time.It's allways been Narkau.But this time,I won't let him win.
I came to the cliff's edge.
"I guess."
I stuck one foot out.
"Its time for my last dance."
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I sighed.Theres nothing left for me.Hell,who am I trying to fool,there never was anything exept for Naraku.And what was he.No,thats not the right question.He is everything.But me.I am nothing.I origonated from him infact.He holds my life in his hands.Either way.He wins.
Always.
Either I do something wrong,he crushes my heart,soul,and everything thing inbetween,or I do his dirty work.Kill and kill.I live.He's happy.
You know.
I hate the wind.
The wind hates me.There was Inuyasha I remember clear as day when I fought him.He was strong.Strong on his own,as well as his other comrads.
But me.Without Naraku,I am nothing.With out the wind.I am nothing.On my own.
I'm absolutly nothing.
Nothing but an illusion you saw dancing and twisting in the breeze.But when the breeze stops,its no longer there.Thats what I am and what I allways will be.I'm turning in to Narkau too.Yes,I know what he did.Slaughter the demon slayers village leaving her with nothing.Blame it on someone else.Its exactly what I did.Kouga's village.Gone.Blamed it on the dog.Brings a whole new meaning to that expresion.
I walked on.Not on that stupid God forsaken feather.It does nothing but remind me how powerless I am with out it.
Powerless.
The word echo's.
Suddenly something caught my eye.A peice of green skirt and reven hair on top suspened from a bush where this person obviously was trying to hide.
"What are you doing Kagome.Spying on me.Planing on killing me?" I said with a sneer.I wasn't in the mood for her heroic antics on trying to impress the dog.I wasn't even in the mood to kill her.
And of coarse she stood paralyzed with the fact that she was alone with no one to protect her.Prefebly her dog boy.
"What is it preistess.Scared?Don't worry.I not planning on killing you.I have nor the time or the desire.I'm through with Naraku.I'm not killing anymore so don't say a word."
The preistess,Kagome's face turned red.Obviously upset I had dismissed her without so much as an apology for thoes who I killed.
"What do you mean 'through with Narkau!'?Don't you even care that you've killed hundreds?You can't just throw that away.You've done what youve done you can't just dismiss it."
Ah so I was right.The preistess ~was~ infuriated.
"Dismiss it?Is that That what you call it?Well,If thats what you think of it as then yes,you could call it that."
She looked at me with disbelief.She wanted to know more.Of why I said that.How I could think such things.
Thats where I left her.I walked on leaving her with her thoughts.I know she needed to know more of what I was talking about,why I didn't kill her,but never let them know to much.Most of it is lies anyways.What I was decived to do.I guess everything was deception or false.Exept for one thing.
Death.
Death is true death is real.Death won't judge you.Death will take everything away.Standing on your own.On my own.Something to decide for myself.Myself.It hasn't existed in my vocabulary for such a long time.It's allways been Narkau.But this time,I won't let him win.
I came to the cliff's edge.
"I guess."
I stuck one foot out.
"Its time for my last dance."
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