Do you know the feeling, of love and betrayal? First he's telling you how much he loves you, then the next day he turns around and basically tells you're a worthless piece of shit. That's what happened to me. Now after that jerk left me, I changed, and I changed in the best way possible. A month after he left Victoria came back looking for me. When she saw my complete and utter hatred of him, she changed me, she'd thought that I'd make a good partner in her game. Her game of killing Edward Cullen.