Well this is my first Roswell story. I hope you like it.
Please review!
It's set after the episode "The End of the
World"
Disclaimer: I do not own Roswell or any of its characters.
So please don't sue me! I'm a poor student!
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Dear Diary,
Today I helped save the world from being destroyed in the
future. I guess your wondering why I'm not out celebrating. That instead I'm
sitting here sobbing. Well it's a long story but to resume it, to save the
world I had to give the love of my life. To save the world, I had to give up
Max Evans. Oh but there's more. I had to do much more then just let go of him.
I had to make him fall out of love with me and into the arms of Tess. Wondering
how I did it? I made him believe I slept with Kyle! The night I was supposed to
make love with Max and seal our fates to be forever together, I made him see me
in bed the one of the person he hates the most. The pain I saw in his eyes was
as unbearable as the pain in my heart. Kyle told me that Max must have done
something pretty awful for him to deserve this. Yeah the awful thing he did was
to fall in love with me. I rushed Kyle out of my room and spent the night
crying my eyes out. When the tears finally stopped, I was told that the plan
had worked. The future had been changed. Now Max is with Tess and I'm all
alone. I'm the only person to know how much two people can have an affect on
the future. I guess that in the end, it was the thing to do. It's not like Max
will never get over this. I'm sure he will be happy. He will have Tess. She
does love him very much. They use to be married after all… But… But why? Why
can't I be happy? Why do I have to go on for the rest of my life with this pain
in my heart? This scare that will follow me for the rest of my life? I know
that I'll never love somebody as much as I love Max. Because no matter what
happened or what the future holds, I will always love him. The only thing left
for me to do is to figure how. How I'm going to spend the rest of my life with
this whole in my heart.
Tears started to role down Liz's cheeks and fall on the
pages of her diary. She closed it and put it in its new hiding place. She
climbed back into her bed covering her sobbing form with her covers. In the
room you could hear I Shall Believe by Sheryl Crow playing on the sound
system.
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Please review! All your comments will be much appreciated.
