A/N: This is my first Vampire Academy FF. So don't be too mean if you don't like it, but as always reviews are appreciated whether you like it or not. Thanks.

I had promised that I would go on a date with Adrian. It went okay. He was his usually self. Being ostentatious. I had to admit it but I actually had fun. I did still love Dimitri, but if he wanted to flaunt that he was happy with Tasha Ozera then I would do the same.

Adrian took me to a classy restaurant. We had food that I could barely pronounce so he ordered for me. It was fun just to relax a little and not think about everything that was going on. Lissa tried to keep her feelings intact but she would slip once in a while and I would slip in for a short time.

Adrian was allowed to take me out of campus as long as I was back by 6'o' Clock. I did have to keep an eye on Lissa. His guardian had to come but at least I could let my guard down for a while, until I found out that Dimitri had to come along. Since I am an academy student a guardian from the school had to come along. I argued a while but let it go since I knew I wouldn't be allowed to go if an Academy guardian didn't come along.

We were driving back to the Academy. Adrian's guardian, Alex, was driving. Dimitri sat in the back. It was weird because I sat in the middle and Adrian was on one side of me and Dimitri was on the other. Once we reached the Academy, Alex opened Adrian's side of the car and Adrian held out his hand to help me out. I took it because I noticed Dimitri had gotten out of the car and was watching. We were walking over to Adrian's guest room. He stood outside his door and opened it. He turned around and looked at me.

"Did you enjoy your night?" He asked.

"Yes." I said as honestly as I could. It was okay but I still wanted Dimitri. I noticed and not for the first time tonight that Adrian was looking at my lips and for some strange reason I was looking at his. I took a step forward and searched his eyes if this was okay. He was confused but searched my eyes as well. I stood on my toes, put my arm around his neck and pulled his head to me. I kissed him passionately which was a big surprise. Was he compelling me?

I stepped back but I reluctantly pulled my hand down. "Bye." I turned around and walked away. I heard footsteps behind me. I turned slightly but continued to walk. Dimitri matched his stride with mine.

"What do you want?" I asked him on the way to my room.

"Nothing . . . much, but I do have to take you to your headquarters." I rolled my eyes and I think he noticed.

"I know how to get to my room on my own."

"I know that." He said as if it was obvious. Of course it was obvious. I couldn't help but look at him out of the corner of my eye. He was looking down at me, he seemed confused. I wonder what he wants. I reached my door and opened it; I stepped in and put my bag and keys on the table near the door. I stood in the doorway and look at him.

"Did you ask Headmistress Kirova if you could come to this outing?" He looked surprised at first and then averted his eyes from my patronizing stare.

He sighed and began. "Yes, I did but only because everyone had a shift and I was the only one free." He was lying I could tell but I decided not to persist him on that fact any more. I looked at his eyes and saw what I hadn't felt for a while. I felt that same lust and love that drew me to him in the first place. I took a step forward.

"Why did you walk me to my room?" I wanted to kiss him so I had to keep the conversation going.

"Because I am a guardian and I went on the trip and I am obliged to make sure the student that went along is fine and in her room."

"Sure it is." I said sarcastically.

"Don't give me that. Don't turn this into something it's not." He said rudely. He was trying to keep his anger intact.

"Me! I am not. Don't accuse me . . ." My complaining was abruptly stopped when someone's lips had met mine. I was being pushed against a wall. One hand slid into my hair and the other held me against the wall. I tried to pull away but I couldn't. I didn't want to but I had to prove that I didn't want him. It was hard to pull away because I was being pressed against the wall. I tried again and this time I ended up hitting my head against the wall. I put my hands on his chest and pulled away. He moved the hand that was in my hair over to my waist.

"Why'd you kiss me back?" He asked curious but upset.
"Why'd you kiss me in the first place?" He didn't answer he just pressed me against the wall and kissed me again. This time he was the one to pull away. Seriously what's wrong with this dude? He let go of me, turned around and walked away without a word. I went into my room, changed and went to sleep.