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This story takes place somewhere in the fourth season. Oz and Willow have broken up, but Oz has decided to stay in this AU (Oz is the man. One liners take on a whole new meaning.) and they are friendly, though uncomfortable around each other. Oz and Tara are very awkward around each other. Anya has not come back, Dawn is here (Though Glory has not arrived in Sunnydale yet, and the 'Key' is unheard of. Buffy and Riley are happy together, as are Willow and Tara. Oz has hooked up with non-furry Amy. The initiative is not here, as it was disbanded upon early finding and destroying of Adam. By the way, I hate Riley. As should you. If for some reason you like Riley (i.e. you come from Utah) this story is probably not for you.

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The story has been reformatted (I've got Word 2000! Yeah!) which will hopefully make it an easier read.

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Xander sighed. This was bullshit. He'd been sitting in the Bronze for 45 minutes, and no one, repeat NO FUCKING ONE had showed up. Not Buffy, not Willow, not Oz, not Tara, not Amy, not even that hick Riley. He sighed again, glancing at his watch. Ten forty five. "Fuck it" He muttered, pissed off. This was important. Very important. The type of important that changed your life forever. And no one was here. Glancing at his watch again, he moodily thought back to earlier that day.

"Wills!"
"Yeah?" Willow turned around to see Xander walk into the Uni cafe. Seated around her respectively were Buffy, Riley, Oz, Amy, and Tara, all looking refined and cool in a way only college student could, Willow thought approvingly, as she glanced over them. A clatter brought her attention back to Xander, who had stumbled over a chair, knocking it, and himself to the ground. She sighed as her life long friend quickly picked himself up, told the chair to watch were it was going, and ambled over to their table, plonking himself on a chair next to Willow and Buffy. Willow felt her face heat up, as she could feel the amused stares of the other students in the cafe. "What do you want, Xander?" She gritted out, keeping her head low. "Look, guys, there's something really important I've got to talk to you about..."
Buffy broke him off "Not here, Xand, we've all got classes soon." Xander looked slightly crestfallen, though unaware that neither Buffy nor Willow had any more classes that day. Feeling slightly guilty, she hurriedly added to her refusal "Later at the Bronze, say tenish?" only slightly mollified, Xander nodded agreement, while stealing half of Willows salad bun, stuffing it into his mouth. Willow cringed at the sight of him munching happily, oblivious to the sniggers and derisive stares from the other tables. "Yeah Xand, we'll meet up with you later. OK?" Xander glanced at Willow in surprise, getting the message, before waving goodbye to the others, and walking out, a slightly confused and deeply thoughtful look on his face.

"Now they've just blown me off! SHIT!" Xander slammed the table in front of him, not noticing some dancers turning around to glare at him. He payed for his drink, and stalked out, a black mood descending on him. They though so little of him, his so-called friends, that they completely ignore him when he asks them for help. Deciding to take a shortcut home, though not really watching were he was going, he crossed the street, entering a cemetery. He walked, deep in thought about the chance that he had been offered. Since his 'friends' were not going to help him decide, he'd do it himself. The thought of asking Giles crossed his mind, but he had never been close to the stuffy Brit, and was not in the mood to ask anyone. He would make this decision alone. A sharp crack of a stick made him pause in his tracks; suddenly realising he was unarmed in a cemetery at night at the hellmouth. His mouth running dry, he managed to whisper "and the Xand-man has done it again, two points for the idiots of America" before the hungry vampire dived out of the bush, roaring, and slammed him into a tree. Xander managed to get in a right hook, which staggered the beast, but had not ran two steps before a slam to the back of his head knocked him, half conscience to the ground. "Ouch!" He managed to spit out, rolling over, facing the vampire as it smirked evilly, and bent down to his neck. Xander, at the last moment managed to kick the vamp between the legs, causing the vamp to reel back clutching his groin, howling to the moon. Xander stood up, and watched amused, as the vampire keeled over, whimpering pathetically. "You know, that hurt me almost as much as it hurt you." Xander winced. He stared at the vampire, who was still writhing on the ground, before grinning "Actually..." Xander was cut off as he was tossed to the ground roughly. Xander turned, expecting to see a vampire, to watch Buffy dust the moaning vamp. Xand sighed in frustration, watching as Buffy turned back to him, recognising who it was. Expecting a hand up, and an apology for both standing him up and knocking him down (Xander paused, replayed that statement in his mind, and suppressed a wry grin) he was completely surprised when Buffy stood over him, hands on hips in what Xander had come to recognise as the 'righteous anger of the slayer' stance, and started chewing him out. "Xander, what were you thinking?! Were you thinking? You of all people should know better than being in a graveyard at night, especially without a cross and a stake? What is your problem?" Looking in complete amazement, as Buffy was practically quivering with anger. "Good to see you too Buff, I'm glad you made it. Want to get a drink? Oh, wait. No, you didn't make it to the Bronze" Xander returned resentfully. Buffy groaned inwardly. She had completely forgotten about their meet up in the Bronze. That afternoon, Riley had taken her to the movies, and by the time they got out, she had a vague feeling she was supposed to be somewhere, incorrectly guessing it was on patrol. Outwardly she remained calm however. "So I forgot. I'm sorry. That doesn't mean you can decide to search the cemeteries for me just too..."
"Hold on" Xander interrupted "You think I came through here to find you? You're sorely mistaken" Xander clenched his teeth at his unwitting Giles-speak, got up and started to walk off. Buffy was not to be deterred however, and stopped him with a hand on his forearm. "Xander, listen to me" Xander turned and glared. Buffy took a deep breath, gathering her courage, and began "I know we've been growing apart..." Xander snorted, but Buffy continued, hoping to shock him "but the fact is, you endanger yourself and us" Xander stepped back, shocked. Buffy felt her heart break at the look of pained betrayal on Xander's face as she continued relentlessly, squashing her emotions "Xander, you have no skill, and sooner or later you're going to get someone killed. It would be best if you don't try and help" She broke off as Xander, a tear slipping from his face, turned and bolted away from her. "Xander!" She yelled following a few steps before giving up.

She and Willow had talked about Xander all last night, and had concluded that Xander could get hurt if he kept throwing himself into the fray. Buffy shuddered as she remembered that one time the hellmouth had opened, and how thankful she was that Xander had stayed away. It was Willow's idea however, to drive Xander away from them, saying he was useless, ignoring him and the like. Hoping that it was the lesser of two evils. The others ideas had been mixed. Tara Oz, and surprisingly Spike had been against their plan, while Amy and Riley had agreed with them. Unfortunately for the against team, Oz didn't speak unless physically forced too, Tara was to shy to argue, and Spike's reasons were unknown, and most likely not good. She watched Xanders fleeting form, a hint of a smile on her lips. Although it was probably wrong, it felt like a weight had lifted off her shoulders. One of them was at last free.

Xander ran blindly before stopping, gasping beside a mausoleum, silent tears dropping from his face. 'Why didn't they understand?' his anguished mind asked, as he started to breathe deeper. His stomach wrenching in pain, he looked up, to see the moon a blood red. It seemed to talk to him. A sudden calm dropped over him, and he realised his answer to the offer he had been given. The offer the others were too busy to help him with. Xander looked up, mentally opening the doors that had been shown to him, watching as clouds swirled and formed overhead at an unnatural rate, and heard the question once more "Will you lead my army of darkness?"
Xander gathered his strength and shouted, "YES!" He screamed as a bolt of red lightning struck him, his arms wide in supplication, his clothes instantly burnt to ashes, feeling his body change, strengthen, die, and reform, stronger than humanly possible. He watched in awe as a hard grey substance covered his body, coming from inside of him, felt fear, as the armourous substance moved its way up covering him, leaving only his head without it, shaking his head wildly as he felt the stuff cover it, unable to move his body watching as the world changed colour, showing not only vision, but heat and smell. The electric power died down, and stopped. Xander stood up, feeling strength in his limbs he never felt before. His grey and black armour covered his entire body, the helmet eyes glowing green with power. A tattered, unearthly red cape flew out behind him, flying *through* the trees without touching them, as if a strong though unfelt wind was playing on it. Chains snapped out of the armour, their ends flying twenty feet away, snapping, before retracting into the armour. He held his hands out in front of him, moving them in awe as he watched the armour move as if part of him. His mind shrieked from that possibility, and away from the armour 'LET ME OUT!' his mind screamed and fell to his knees in terror, as the armour silently retracted into him, leaving him cold and naked on the floor. Xander stood up nauseously, testing his feet. They no longer held the great strength, but he could walk. In a daze he began to walk in the direction of his house, before realising he was naked. Xander stopped, and calmed himself "Ok Xand, what now" He muttered to himself
"Now you die!" Xanders eyes opened wide in shock as two vampires, game faces on, ran out in front of him. Xander stepped back, realising he had nowhere to go. Xander closed his eyes, waiting for the inevitable. Death inevitable, he thought back to all the good times he had, with the gang, in the Bronze, with Cordy. The bad times, much more numerous crept in. The times he'd been beaten by his father, and no one noticed, or cared. The time Cordy left him. The time Jesse had died. And now, the time all his friends had left him. Red hot rage ran though his veins, and he felt power running with it. Knowledge came with it. Smiling evilly, he opened his eyes.

The lead vampire smirked. This kid would be tasty. What the hell had he been thinking, walking around naked? He shrugged. No matter. He stepped forward, before pausing. Something wasn't right. That was confirmed when he saw the kid open his eyes. They had been brown, from the glace he had seen, but now they glowed green. The kid stepped forward. "You got balls kid, but glowy eyes aren't gonna save you!" The vampire smirked, though his confidence was wavering. "No," The kid replied, and his body changed into the hard armour "But this will" he stated, as the helmet covered his head. The vampire, frightened, but refusing to back down, jumped forward, catching a kick to the abdomen, which cracked ribs, and flung him back twenty feet. The second vampire turned tale and ran, but two chains swiftly ran from his body, twisting around his neck, and pulling tight, effectively slicing the head off the vampire, dusting it. The lead vampire was afraid. The thing approached him slowly, revelling in his power, the cape flying high. "Wh-wh-who are you?" The vampire spluttered, whose heart would be thumping if it did in fact beat. The thing ('boy!' thought the vampire) crouched in front of him "I" he stated, watching as his fist protruded multiple blades "am Spawn" driving his fist through the vampires head, the blades destroying it, turning the vampire into dust. Spawn stood, and started to walk towards his home, with a confident stride never before seen on him, as his helmet retreated, revealing his head, his eyes back to their warm brown, and his cape vanishing as if it had never been. Xander smiled. The world had a new hero.

The lit end of the cigarette was dangerously close to the fingers that held it, and a long unbroken ash was at the end of it, but the owner was not concerned about it. He shakily brought the cigarette to his mouth, not noticing its condition, and took a strong pull, burning his fingers. He however did not notice the pain, so shaken from the events in front of him. "Bloody Hell" Spike whispered, finally walking out of his crypt. He looked around, confirming that he didn't in fact have a vision or dream, before glancing off in the direction Spawn had taken. A huge smile broke out on Spike's face "Now this is gonna be fun!" He whooped. He turned, and walked back to his crypt, thinking happy thoughts about all the destruction the two of them could cause. "I always liked that boy," Spike muttered, as he flicked on a 'Passions' rerun.




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