Dream as I May, I Feel it, and it's So Wrong
Summary: Suddenly Sasuke's life rests in Naruto's hands, death awaits and emotions tangle with cruel reality. Lightly mentioned Sasuke and Naruto are a pair.
Original: Originally this story had different main characters but I modified their names and a few phrases to put the "FAN" in fanfiction.
Disclaimer: I do not own naruto or any of its characters. The song is by From First To Last "Note to self".
"Two roads..split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions. Exaggerating the barrier between who I am and who I want to be."
That night had begun with anxiety, the glint of a blade, the desire to be in power. "Lethal beauty" he had whispered stroking the razor edge. Eyes shining out in desperation, lips twisted into a mass of bitter confusion.
"I wanted to be the breath of fresh air, when everything smells so insincere. But the taste still lingers in my mouth, deceit has ways of sticking around. And I'm ready to disappear, Vacation seems far, seems far from here."
Drawing in a quivered breath, eyes sliding shut not managing to hold back the tears. Escaping from their prison streaming onto his porcelain skin, soaking whiskered cheeks.
"Note to self: I miss you terribly. This is what we call a tragedy. Come back to me, come back to me, to me."
Hands clenched resisting the shivers attacking his slender frame. Eyes still bleeding tears of anguish, trembling of heartache.
"Note to self: I miss you terribly. This is what we call a tragedy. Come back to me, come back to me, to me."
Earlier had he craved danger, the rush of pure adrenalin, the presence of his loved one.
"I can feel my mind, wandering again. Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home? And I'm sick of this scene, I need a break from routine."
Tortured whimpers escaped his lips, the tears streamed down his face.
It had happened so fast. He had thought he could anticipate the threats. His companion had pleaded gripping at his seat in unusual desperation, feeling the presence of death.
"I can feel my mind, wandering again. Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home? And I'm sick of this scene. I need a break from routine."
He had denied the use of seatbelts, his companion trusting his skills.
I'm so sorry chocking out those words and doubling up onto his bed, violent sobs racking his thin frame. I'm so sorry he repeated over and over again.
"Two roads..split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions. Exaggerating the barrier between who I am and who I want to be."
It had happened so suddenly, reality crashing in mercilessly. Metal ground into metal, ripping, jagging. His passenger wrenched out of his seat.
The sound of flesh ripping through glass, the thud of his body, the smell of his agony.
Eyes searching wildly though the love of his life kneeled beside him.
Coughing up blood still unaware of his presence his willowy frame took off into seizure, slipping away. He had searched but not found, he had thought he died alone. His last breath was struggled, laced in panic.
"Two roads..split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions. Exaggerating the barrier between who I am and who I want to be."
That very same night he took his own life.
"Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so far."
Thinking it was only right he stood on that branch.
What had he been thinking as he took his last jump?
"Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so far."
Thank you for taking time to read. To those who might not have understood, Naruto hung himself.. I would love to read your opinions. )