He couldn't handle it anymore. He knew he'd never get a normal life, without someone ready to kill him at a seconds notice. He just wanted to be normal, to be free, to live a normal life with average friends, and no big secret. Yes he may have friends but they could be ordered to kill him, and would have to or be branded as traitors by the Vatican. And suddenly it came to him. It was a cruel thing to do, he thought of his younger brother, of his friends,of Kuro his loyal familiar, but the thought still controlled his mind. And finally he figured out how to do it. He went out that day and bought hair dye, remembering to ask the woman about how toxic it was, pretending to act like he cared about toxins. That was the first part of the plan. Make people believe he's getting ready to suicide. He got back to the dorm, just in time to see Yukio leaving, mentioning a 2 day mission. Good, that would help his plan.

He'd searched the potion up a day ago. He quickly ran to the kitchen and made Kuro some sake to keep him out of his way, before starting on the potion. Eventually it was finished and his clone was completed. Knowing Kuro was knocked out in His room Rin grabbed his hair dye from the bathroom and dyed his hair blonde before making the clone drink the rest. Then 'Rin' walked up too the roof of the dorm as Rin left ducking down a dark alleyway with his newly blonde and cut near hair. Yukio came back soon after, the potion had taken a while to make. Just as Yukio walked into view of the dorm 'Rin' plunged off the building. Yukio's reaction broke Rin's heart as he saw what he believed to be his brother fall and rushed to help, collapsing on the ground after checking his pulse. But even through the heartbreak, Rin left his younger brother crying over 'his' dead body, and made his way out of the School grounds. About a week later Rin felt his clone be destroyed, clearly having been cremated. A month later Rin changed his name and applied to join another School to which he was accepted. 4 years later, this Story begins.