Alright ppl this is a revised chappie of the original one cause for one it was too bold and probably hard to read, this one should be easier. And I changed the person who died cause the before person was gettin a lil too complicated so this simplifies things a little and takes you into Sakura's inner madness (I hope! ). Read and review

Bad Dreams…Bad Mornings

She cried in long heart-wrenching wails, her tiny hands were curled into bloodied fists that did nothing to stop the tears from flowing down her red cheeks.

"Botan" she whispered hoarsely. She looked down at her sister; his eyes were vacant and dulled form their usual glossy green…her eyes landed on the gaping bloody hole in her little chest, the image blurred as fresh tears spilled down like waterfalls.

"IT'S YOUR FAULT! ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!"

"MONSTER!"

"It wasn't my fault!" she blubbered, her green eyes whipping wildly into the darkness "I didn't mean to!"

She took her fists away from her eyes and she was staring at herself on the other side of Botan's dead body except the eyes held a certain madness in them. The girl brought her bloodied hands to her face and spread the blood over her cheek smiling maniacally "Just admit it" she purred "You loved the feel of blood on your hands"

Sakura shot up her green eyes wild with fear she was drenched in sweat and gasped for air. Slowly she calmed down, whipping off her covers exposing her hot skin to the cool air 'Its been 6 years since it happened and I still have those nightmares' she thought as she rose from bed. Sakura made her way to the bathroom tripping over a stray kimono in her path.

"Sakura! I heard a thud…are you up?" asked a cheerful voice outside her door

"Yes Aunt Natsue" she mumbled sleepily.

The shoji opened and a woman in her early 30's with long black hair put into a bun, she wore a green kimono with a plum blossom design and a concerned look in her brown eyes "Are you okay? Did you have that dream again?"

Sakura merely nodded and crawled the rest of the way to the bathroom "I don't think that nightmare will ever go away" she mumbled

Sakura turned around and paled as she saw her Aunt slumped on the shoji "…b-but I mean maybe it will go away in ti…"

"I'M SORRY! IF ONLY I COMFORTED YOU MORE! I FAILED YOU AS AN AUNT! YOU HEAR THAT WORLD I'M NOT FIT TO CARE FOR CHILDREN! I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! I'M SO SORRY!" she screamed, ripping her hair out of its perfect bun.

Sakura sweat dropped "Its okay Auntie Natsue"

Sakura pulled on some white carpris and a red zip up jacket with the Haruno clan symbol on the back over a mesh top shirt she finished by putting on black gloves. She pulled her hair back into a ponytail and frowned, if she pulled her hair back then that would give everyone a good glimpse of her huge forehead. Sakura growled and raked her hands through her pink hair in aggravation.

Natsue giggled at Sakura's dilemma and scooted over to Sakura's side "It will look better if you have it down" Natsue suggested brushing the soft pinks locks down to the small of her back.

"It gets in the way Auntie Natsue, I don't want my teammates to think the worst of me if I'm tripping all over myself cause of my hair! Why do I have such a huge forehead Auntie Natsue!"

"All the better to smash the faces of your opponents in, my dear" giggled Natsue

Sakura rolled her eyes "Very funny"

Natsue was thoughtful for a moment then an idea struck her, she smiled brushing her hair back except her bangs and took the hitae-ate off the vanity table tying it securely on. "There" Natsue cried triumphantly

Sakura rolled her eyes again and got on her ninja sandals (A.N.I have no clue what those things are called).

"Sakura...I want you to please get along with your teammates whoever they might be, you don't have the advantage the others have. In the academy they know their classmates, so you must try and get along" Natsue smiled ruefully "Even if you want to pummel them into bloody pulps"

"Yes Auntie Natsue"

"Never be a show off with your abilities, you know some of your jutsu's haven't even taught in the academy"

"Yes Auntie Natsue" sighed Sakura exasperated; she hated these long lectures and was itching to go.

Natsue smiled at Sakura's impatience "One more thing" she gently grabbed Sakura's wrist her fingers rubbed the black and white bead bracelet "Just wanted to make sure you had it on, never let this come off okay"
"I promise" Sakura whispered solemnly

Alright this is the first chappie, not very exciting but it gets better as it goes on hopefully you think so! Constructive flames are accepted, just hate flames will be used to bar-b-q! They give my ribs a nice mesquite flavor!
Read and Review ppl!